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Friday, September 30, 2005 @ 3:00 PM
A messy entry. Er.. is there something wrong with blogspot? the grey area seems to take up my whole screen.. Gotta scroll down to type my entry.. Anyway, I realised that I hate backstabbers too. Usually, i hear ppl talking about how much they hate backstabbers.. But to experience it yourself, you really feel the argh.. A trust when broken is like a piece of shattered mirror. You can glue everything back, but things will never be the same again. you dun see the other party in one image, but instead, many many images. And you'll be in constant suspicion of which is the real one.. When the need arise, i can suddenly lip-read. Don't ask me why. Perhaps when crisis arise, you just suddenly know how to do something. Trying to play me down.. Nobody has changed. Never changed from the past. Putting on a smiley mask in front of everyone else. Showing your true face only when.. No wonder A1 used to sing one song - "Same old brand new you".. Useless talking about loyalty. Sometimes it doesn't work this way. When all you believe in is trust and loyalty, others exploit it. Make you look like a fool. You ain't the king or the queen. It's not my responsibility, it's just your previlege. Since things dun seem to flow this way, it's useless being the boat drifting on this never-ending sea. Yama Liu Hua Jason @ 2:59 PM
The badminton experience Yoz! Today just played badminton with some of my friends! It was an ok experience. Sweat a bit here and there. So long haven exercised le. And it's been 4 years since i could play badminton in a proper court. Forgot wad my coach taught me le. I can't take high ball initially de. After sec 3, there was once when i attempted to hit a high ball, some veins in my neck broke and my whole neck went warm followed by cold. So i have phobia of high ball le. Everytime must wait for the ball to come down then swoop it up. Thus, today is very important, because I have overcomed my past shadow of high ball and attempted to try it out. It's not good, i know. But it's almost my 1st time trying it out, cause from wad i rmb, i dun have the habit of doing high ball when i was in pri school too.. Played till 12. Thanks to the boys who kindly lent us their courts. Haha. Oh ya, today the whole court was like so packed with Temasekians. Almost a Temasek day lorx. We took up something like half of the whole court? I was kinda shocked to see so many arriving, one by one.. Haha... Later went to eat Mac. I'm dying for a filet-o-fish. So is hui chan. High Five! Been dunno how many months since i last ate it. Hee Hee.. While i was playing esp at the 2nd hour.. I was kinda distracted.. As i look at the time.. thinking it ought to be reccess today.. Just two more weeks and things would just end.. Somehow no energy to play.. There isn't much time left to remain officially as a Temasekian ( as is TMS ).. So I'd rather sit at the side and "watch" others play.. Well, more of staring at them but my tots are elsewhere.. Thursday, September 29, 2005 @ 6:31 PM
Effects of over-using com.. Argh.. headache.. from over-usage of internet.. yeah, from tues, ever since I got home, I’ve been hooked onto the net. With occasional breaks. For lunch, dinner, etc.. Also to watch tv from 7pm onwards.. Anyway, I’m getting old. I kept forgetting that I wanted to say that Prelims had ended on Tues. and my friends and I went to TM and CS to just walk around. As usual lorx. Hee. In the midst of my giddiness, dun expect too complete sentences.. And tomolo, we’re going out to play badminton! Yeah! Isn’t this just so marvelous? Hee hee.. Actually, wad I’m trying to say is that.. It’s boring without school. Just bring me back to school now k? Just 2 more weeks. And 4 days anyway, wadever I’m talking.. while in this blur state. Haha. Been thinking last nite. Just 2 more weeks. School has re-opened with prelims coming up. Now the challenge has ended. But it marks the start of another end. But TMS will always remain the anode in my life. The one that is charged up to a high voltage, thus giving me the energy to accelerate towards the CRO screen ( my future.. ) Cheerioz.. I’ll be back. ( Talking as though it’s the last day lidat.. but I know that my brain hurts from staring too long at the screen.. ) Monday shld be getting back my el papers. Oh no. wad a way to start off a week. With the paper I’m least confident of. Please give me at least a B.. Hopefully after that Monday, the remaining papers will be of good new ba,, @ 8:51 AM
Lameology add-on (1) Remember the lameology about the bus 229? I decided to issue an add-on to it. Take square of 13 and square of 10 and add them together. It gives you 269. Break up 14 into 10 + 4. Since it’s an addition here, I’d purposely multiply the two numbers together to give me 40. After that minus 40 away from 269, it gives you 229. Marvellous isn’t it? Now you dun have to wait for only 10 and 13 and a 40-year-old man to see 229. you just have to see any of the 3 buses mentioned above.. -_-“ @ 8:50 AM
LIfe = ? Been experimenting with all sorts of blogskin. Recently got a new one, At temasektest.blogspot.com.. Lol. Started so many blogs just to try out skin. One day must slowly go delete them. Ocean de looked fine to me, but tagboard, intro and links dun show. Even my entries do not appear. Sigh.. Days not spent in school is still boring. Whilst in school, life is stressful and it appears to be rather mundane to rush homework everyday. However, when a relaxation time finally arrives, there seems to be nothing much to do everyday. Except to come online, watch tv and listen to radio. Duh! That’s human I supposed. Never ever satisfied. Always wanting more. When you have something, we complain about it. When we’re deprived of it, we also complain about it. What is the definition of a perfect life? An ideal life. A life that we always wished for? I supp such things are in non-existence. Because when we get this life, we will wish for yet another type of life. Never ending cycle.. Still got 4 more days. Haiz. Night is still ok.. From 7.00 to 11.30, I have a series of about 5 to 6 shows lined up for me. In the morning, I could come online. But in the afternoon, that’s the worse part. Not knowing wad to do. Perhaps the best kinda of life is one that has a balance in it. Sometimes work, sometimes play. Neither has to be too overwhelming. Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @ 11:35 PM
Propaganda.. Haha.. Now i know the importance of a blog. Read thru some past incidents.. Sometimes, when you live past something, you dun feel the change. cause things are that gradual. But when you really reflect it based on facts, you do see the shades of difference. @ 10:57 PM
One sad news.. Arg.. My blog kanna tio spam.. By some dunno wad advertiser thingy.. Sigh.. Hey.. Any comments can leave on tagboard, not in the comment column.. For it has been misused by dunno who.. @ 10:45 PM
A Physician's Diary Listening to Graduation by vitamin C.. Yea.. Will always remember the days we spent together.. No matter how our lives change, we'll still be friends forever.. Saddens me to think that the end is drawing near. As it seeps in silently but definitely.. it seems that there certainly is no escape to this end.. The song now turns to Hero.. rmb the times i spent at the motivational camp.. Yes.. A hero lies in me.. If i look inside myself.. Be strong.. Be brave.. Do not challenge time.. Do not agree with wad's right, do not disagree with wad's wrong.. Accept things as it comes along.. Suddenly.. One day.. I realised that not only am i relunctant for the end to draw near, I also fear the start of a new chapter in my life.. In JC.. would i have friends? would i be able to fit into the flow? Would the school be of such a nice environment? Would the teachers care about us? Would things ever be the same again? i'm so used to this school le.. such that i cling onto it for dear life.. afraid of letting go.. because i remain protected here.. like wad ramesh says, we hold onto things and are afraid to taking a step forward.. yes.. The memories of my days in the school is like a magnet, attracting me back.. And the tot of a new life is yet another magnet.. repelling me back.. Learn to be like a cathode ray.. Fight against all odds.. Because only the strongest one with the most energy can resist the grid and reach out to the screen.. The screen wil be my future.. the way i paint it depends on how much strength i'm gonna move on in life.. I know one day.. the electrons would not flow anymore.. one day the CRO will register not even a dot.. it happens to everyone.. Life comes and life goes.. but before that little beam slowly fades off.. I'll cover the CRO screen with a spectrum of light.. For now.. Move on.. Just keep going.. Keep going.. @ 6:57 PM
Prelims are Officially OVER!! That's the main thing for today.. Yes! Prelims are over! Come to think of it, while i was in the process of studying, i tot it would never end.. It's almost a whole month.. But when i think back.. the first paper seems to be just like yesterday.. When everything ended, I had this force inside of me, waiting to be expelled any moment. I wanna just scream it out. But i was in the exam hall, and such act would not be tolerated. So i held back. I came out of the hall, this surge of energy was still running all around my body.. Haha.. It was one of joy and excitment and relief.. but at the same time, it was one of intense sadness and crushing heart aches.. because.. it's the last last exam i'm ever gonna sit in this school.. As in really our own school paper.. When the ends come, i become even more solemn.. Sometimes even immersed in self-denial. Trying to think that it's not my last year.. But anyway, the truth is that Prelims have ended. It's something to be joyous over, at least for today.. There's no way i can turn back time.. And who would wanna turn back time and be stressed by the exams again? So the only thing is to move on and accept the joyous mood while letting go of the sad feeling ( which is ilogical anyway.. ) haha.. @ 6:56 PM
To anyone out there.. Hey.. Can you all go to buruichiban2.blogspot.com and temasek-buru.blogspot.com.. And help me check out which blogskin is better? Thanks a lot! Monday, September 26, 2005 @ 4:24 PM
The Right Vs Wrong Lameology When the wrong person appears at the wrong place at the wrong time for the wrong occasion doing the wrong things, everything seems to be un-right. When the right person appears at the right place at the right time for the right occasion doing the right things, nothing seems to go wrong. So to undo the un-right, let r=right. Then kick out the person by the name of wong because that’s the root of the wrong. Wrong – wong = r. And since r = right. Thus, a wrong has been rectified to a right! Duh! @ 4:23 PM
Sickness Surrounding me.. Today was A Maths. Couldn’t sleep last nite till like 12.30.. I was like flipping and flopping in bed. Brr. Haha. But the worse thing is that in the morning, I seem to have slight stomachache. Very slight that you would keep doubting yourself if there really is one.. But.. halfway thru my paper, one wave of stomachache attacked me. It was of a considerable magnitude. I was so afraid things would escalate and swing out of hand. So, I kept pressuring myself to go faster with my qn, just before the major blow breaks out.. Haha. Fortunately, somehow, the stomachache disappeared till the end of the paper. Which was so lucky of me. Lol. I was doing qn 7 at the moment. Weird thing is, when we came out of the exam hall, sarah also said halfway thru, she had stomachache.. And even weirder still, it was during the same qn as me. Lol! Weird things do happen sometimes rite? Haha.. Thursday, September 22, 2005 @ 1:42 PM
An Introduction To Today.. Ah.. Yes! Today is truely relaxing. You see, there's only two more sub left next week. One is Physics, the other is A Maths. And both happens to be sub I like anyway.. So i'm gotta spend at least half of today enjoying. And recovering from all my sicknes.. lol.. You gotta rest before fighting a war in your optimum state! @ 1:18 PM
The answer.. Finally i think i know the answer le.. I think it's trust.. Maybe.. @ 1:11 PM
Entertainment wise.. Heard Ocean gonna reveal his face this Nov in a concert in Singapore. haha. Having mixed feelings. Cause i'm always curious about wad's his face like but yet, i dun wanna him to reveal his face.. Cause wad keeps me attracted to this unseenable singer is his mysterious aura and the feeling of anticipation.. So i dunno whether it'd be a good thing for him to show his face.. Why not just perform behind a piece of cloth?? haha.. Recently heard a song Ling by Ke You Lun. Appeals to me alot. Dunno why.. Been listening to eyes on me once again.. haha.. 5566's new album is weird. Still prefer their 1st album the most.. 2nd album already like ----- now it's worse still lor _______ lolx.. According to news, JY seems to be the biggest winner for superstar. Cause he has a chance to host and also record an album. Congrats! Good luck to derrick and wei choong in the army too! Congrats to Wei lian for being champ and Kelly for getting a good contract!! @ 12:57 PM
The Prelims so far.. Ok, I'm just left with only 2 papers! Yipee!! But in the midst of joy, I am somehow filled with sadness.. As I recall that this prelim is the last exam i'm ever gonna sit for in TMS. The papers that are set by our own teachers in this school etc.. But then again, wad's the use of feeling sad over a fact that can never change? Because this is the theory of time.. It comes and goes, nothing stays forever. You can't stop it, you can't create it and worse still, you can't even convert it from one form to another. El -- In short, it was a flop. Had headache with fever on that day. Not good at all. Was on strong antibiotics with the throat infection. Sigh.. Nvm la, not compulsory subject. Can sub with HCL ( Not hydrochloric acid.. =X ) HCL -- Smooth one.. Topic for compo was about money. Wow! i was like, why din i get this for el oral, but now taht i got it for HCL compo, better than nothing lo.. Then main paper was ok, though the compo was super chim. as in the qn.. Chemistry -- Hee hee.. Prac was ok after going thru the ans and all. Paper 1 like got one mistake lei. Paper 2 was alright too. ^_^ Biology -- Haiz la. That day i sick again. Flu + Fever +Discomfort. can't really think. Was rushing thru e paper too.. Sigh.. Maybe my prac will pull me up? Hopefully.. E Maths -- That day, my sickness got worse. Luckily the paper was not too tough. so things balance off each other.. Changed a right answer to a wrong answer last minute. OMG.. A Maths -- So far so good.. Social Studies -- Ok lor, i can't really give a definite answer. Cause in SS, anything goes. Lik wad ms neo says, it depends on how well you crap. now i agree with her.. It's useless to just purely memorise. The way to learn SS is just like learning science.. History -- Wow! Got qn on China. I'm like wishing for China china.. And it came out!! haha! SBQ was lidat lor. I dunno how they mark SBQ so i can't analyse my own performance. Thus, overall.. I find the Prelims generally not too disappointing.. Except for El though.. That day was really rotten in and out.. Even gotta see doc.. Bio and e maths that time still not that bad.. I've given in my 100% le.. I have no regrets.. except for el and to a smaller extent bio.. @ 12:44 PM
Shi Wan Dun Qing Yuan First off, I must comment at the 100'clock Channel U show. Nope, not the korean one, but the hong kong one. Recently, i've gotten hooked up onto Hong Kong shows. Hee Hee. The ten thousand tonnes of love or rather shi wan dun qing ren. Haha. It's an excellent show. Initally i din wanna watch it de, cause prelims and all coming le. But when i knew zhang ke yi was in it, i was like, plus one mark. Then i went to look for others' opinion on this show and many commented that it's excellent! So yup, i watched it.. And i've never regretted it.. It's basically about love between the girl Yama and the guy Jason. It started 3 yrs back when Yama met Jason on a cruise. Both had faced major setbacks in their lives at that moment - Yama having broken up with her husband to be and Jason having gone bankrupt. They met by chance one day there. Initially, they started off as friends whom got along well. Subseuently, they knew they have met the "right" one. Quoting from a line in the show.. "When your true love comes, you know it." Though Yama had a husband-to-be, Jackson, whom she were with for many years, it couldn't be compared to a Jason, whom she just met for 7 days. They got married immediately. Just after 7 days, because they're the right one. However, Jackson came back to look for Yama and told her not to take Jason for her jiu sheng quan. Well, Yama initially did agree to be with Jason in order to handle her parents, who tot she was going to get married. However, as days passes, she know she really loved her. These words were heard by Jason, but only the 1st part. Where she took him for a life guard, that's all.. So in order to anger Yama into calling off the wedding, Jason called a western girl to put up an act with him. Yup, they divorced.. Immediately after being married.. But all the events had spiralled out of hand just because of a simple misunderstanding.. 3 years later they met. And the misunderstanding continued. However, events showed once and again that fate had decided that they were destined for each other and there was no doubt in the chemistry that both shared. The shadow of the past misunderstanding still haunt them. But Jason knew he had only truely loved Yama and Yama knew Jason was the only one who could give her security. Yet, they continued to push aside this fact. By chance, Jason realised that all these had come about due to a small yet amplified misunderstanding. As he explained stuff to Yama and tried to woo her back, events broke out again. Can their love withstand this new challenge from Liu Hua? Or will they still be the "right" one not meant for each other? Watch on ba.. lol.. Wednesday, September 21, 2005 @ 9:10 PM
Dotz.. Watever.. Lame.. -_-" Some lame things I tot of today.. To be a good science and maths person, you have to first join the Nazi SA. Know why? You need to have (S)peed and (A)ccuracy.. Oh well.. While waiting for 229, I realised it doesn’t matter if 10 or 13 came. Cause if you someone 40 yrs old exact, you can get 229. know how? Take ten sq times 13 sq and minus away 40 from the product. Interesting huh? Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @ 8:07 PM
Sick.. Again.. Haha! Today ended well. All my weeks of guessing finally ended. Well, maybe just a few days? Whatever.. =X When's our booster camp anyway.. haha.. But overall, this has been a bad week. With all the nonsense. plus.. I'm sick.. yes.. once again. It started last fri. With a normal flu. And continued to saturday. Still normal. But Sun, things got worse, i felt a bit irritated by the flu and my temp was slightly higher than normal. Worst was to come on MOnday. When i went to school and just sick and feverish. Can't concentrate on my bio exam. As usual. I'm always sick on a major bio exam. last year end of year also sick and all. Sigh. When can i put in my 100% health and attention and concentration and all on a bio test? haha.. Came home. Worse still, can't study for maths. it's worst to have maths while you are sick. it deters your thinking process. Ok, so i did revise in the end. Mian mian qiang qiang. but i was very weak. Ate panadol plus some other medicine. Today wake up, still not in best condition. And standing outside the hall with the saturated humidity only serves to deteriorate matters. At times, i felt like vomitting. so yup, went in. FOrtunately there was the cold environment. you see, i can't think in heat. The colder it gets, the better it is for me. As long as it's not too cold. Refused to wear sweater at first. Cause it's really stuffy with it on. Sigh. haha. And most of the time, only my hands and nose feel cold. so it has to cover my face, and not my back. thus, i would usually cuddle it in front of me, making me look like a fool. Paper 2 came and i recovered. Now i'm fine le. Must be the extreme coldness that brought me back onto recovery road. And the good news only serve to improve stuffs. There i go for chemistry revision again! Tata! ~Chem rox! Friday, September 09, 2005 @ 5:06 PM
Superstar = SS! Ok, i blur lor. Get com for more than a year le, then suddenly realise that my com got this button to increase volume.. Win le lor. haha. Heard JY got chance to get a contract. So happy for him. And he and candyce might have chance of developing a relationship. Good. haha. Two of the ppl i support most are getting together. That's wonderful! One so gentlement, one so lady-like. Really Jin Tong Yu Nu.. haha.. Jia You le! Derrick going NS today! Good luck! Hope you'll cut an album when you come back 2 to 3 yrs later. Wei CHoong went yesterday le! Hope to see both of you and hear from your all too! Was listening to guardian angel. i feel that JY seems to be the greatest winner that day. Newspaper said, he got more cheers than any other contestant including WeiLian. And he sang this song that originally was his songs, really got that big star kinda of aura. Then come to wu ding, everytime i hear it again, I keep feeling that he and shi xin hui was in the school stage performing and i'm waving to the tune! haha.. That day seems to be his personal stage for a performance lor as i recap.. Shi Xin Hui too.. The 2 finalist were like stress stress, this is a competition. So i'm glad he din get in after all... Rock on all superstars! Esp JY and Derrick for guys and Candyce and Xin Hui for gals! 6 songs left deep impression on me, or perhaps 5.. 1) JY's Guardian Angel 2) JY's Wu Ding 3) Derrick's Hen Xiang Ni 4) Wei Lian's Gu Dan De Ye Li Wo Bu Gu Dan 5) Wei Lian's Heaven Knows. Perhaps.. 6) Derrick's Ni Shi Wo Zui Shen Ai De Nu Ren Yes, as usual, I prefer guy's songs to girls. Somehow their style suit me more. It's just a feel thing. haha. I initially din have deep impression of any JY's songs, but after that day, it's really like, yay! you're my superstar lidat lor. haha. as in on that day i dun hav this tot, but slowly as i recap, i feel this way.. Derrick. I'll wait for him to come out of NS and cut his album. Will support him! you're an explosive singer and has all the gan dong du.. Wei Lian's performance not very consistent to me.. But songs that leave a deep impression on me, really leave a deep impression on me.. THose that so-so really so-so. so really must depend on wad he sings! @ 4:45 PM
Ranting from a SS person.. Haha! Currently, I'm overwhelming with excitment and joy. Don't ask me why, it's just the way life is. Actually for past few days, I have new concepts on life but i've quite forgotten them now. Hee. But those are all saddist tots. Here's one on the bright side of life. Life has positive and negative sides. It's up to us to decide which is in excess, just like in chemistry. Oops. Eg. Meeting setbacks. 1) Oh no, another failure. 2) It's a learning experience. Gain or loss? It's really up to us to decide. Usually, we fall in 1st category. And later on we pick up onto the 2nd category. After a while, we allow ourselves to reverse time and go back to the 1st group. From there, it takes courage to revert to the positive attitude. but once we do that, miracles do happen. But not always. It all depends on ourselves once again.. hee hee.. I think i can become a future thinker siah. *Self praise = international disgrace* Ok, today was SS mock exam. Today i was stunt for like 5 mins. Not because topic too tough, but somehow i seem to be able to answer the 3 questions and I can't come to an agreement with myself. My mind went blank. Chose 3 in the end. Now i'm thankful we have tough exam, cause it helps me to eliminate questions that I really da connect de. Haha. Not feeling really great before the exam. Was trapped outside hall with intense humidity that activates all the sweat gland you can ever find. And my body is well suited to extreme coldness but slightest heat and i buai tahan le.. so i'm like dizzy. Couldn't get into the exam condition. Realised some tricks and traps. Will learn from experience. haha. Learnt that there's variation in question type for SEQ too. I dunno if i fell for the trap today, but today is really a valuable lesson. A more exciting and HAPPY news is that.. THere's school on MONday!!! Yes! affirmed by Mr tan and mr mubarak. So happy. monday is a special day for me.. somehow.. i'll see the results of wad i've done.. and anyway, it's filled with all my fav sub. Just substitute el with maths. lol. ok la, actually come to think of it el is not that bad sub after all. I just need to work hard and not give this kinda of reject it attitude. should have worked harder for prelim el. shouldn't have fell sick then. But nvm, all lessons are learnt for O-level.. NOw i gotta chiong chinese le.. No matter wad, I need my higher chinese to subsitute my el le. i know i made a mess out of it.. haha.. Chemistry, Physics, Biology.. here i come to you all.. On monday. we'll see.. hee hee. *School is a place for relaxation, home is a place to chiong studies.* Friday, September 02, 2005 @ 9:31 PM
Superstar! Kelvin is the winner. but Kelly got the better contract anyway. So congrats to both.. Hope Jun Yang gets the contract too. He shld have performed with JJ. they're good friends, sure got sparks one.. Heard JY got more cheers than the contestant when he came out and sang the song that he had sung previously. Did a great job. i was shocked that he's the original singer. I really loved the song when i heard it on ad. Then i was like wad's the song title? Now i know. Guardian angel.. Wish him and candyce good luck in their love life too. They're quite open-minded. They're friends now, but if fate decides that they should be together, they will not hesitate to do so.. But JY so close to xin hui during wu ding. Lolx. but it's for the TV effect though. Hope his good friend doesn't mind.. Hee.. Back to Wei Lian.. Yup.. As world is changing, technology advancing, his emergence as champions actually brought us back to wad music really means. Music is about wad it is, how it reaches out to to others. Mayb time has complicated things. Music = concert + idol etc. all the commercialization, all the packaging. but suddenly, like wad the newscaster said, wei lian appearance has brought has back to the true path of music.. But from 3rd song onwards, Kelly did do a better job, i must say.. haha.. but both are champions le anyway.. to have courage and go up there and sing and present something to 8000 ppl.. So cheerz to both.. Feel tears when they're singing the last song. can experience wad they feel at the moment. few months of hard work. it's ending.. With this song. no wonder wl was about to cry.. end end end.. @ 9:29 PM
Class lunch.. Today had class lunch. But yet not exactly, cause only a quarter appeared. Maybe some din know ba. Enjoyable one. Ate some jap food at dunno wher. Haha. I a bit sotong la. Then some had ice-cream. Walked around a bit. It feels real good to be out with the class during the last day of the term. Which brings me to my last day again. So many last in the world. Nothing lasts forever, only last lasts forever. If you get wad I’m trying to say anyway. In short, all things will surely come to an end.. 10 more weeks. Just 10 more weeks.. our class has now been more bonded.. look forward to another outing.. @ 9:28 PM
The unlinked link.. Today was bio prac. Ok lor, a bit luan in front. Something happened too anyway.. but it’s just yet another test. Not a beautiful one. Not a tough one. But in life, we gotta learn from our mistakes. So skip. Yes, things happened during bio prac. Something that’s so normal. Haha. But it once again had an impact on me. Lol. I wonder why. Met miss neo after bio prac.. outside staff room. she was with ex-student.. haha.. Somehow, I wonder if I’ve done the right thing.. was it right? But ---’s rite, it’s my last year. But ---’s also rite, not all can take it.. Somehow one has triggered off another one. Aiya, state of confusion.. lol But as I listen to jiu wu zhi jun song. The shu qing one that wasn’t played in Singapore de.. my mind cleared a bit. I dunno the answer to my question. But it soothes things out. Haha.. wad’s done has already been done, so let me just sit back and watch the reaction that may occur after that. And rmb to pen down colour of solution before and after. Haha. Ok, confusion does lead to craziness at times. Lol.. ( Oh, all my cases are all like separated, looks linked but they’re not.. haha.. ) @ 9:26 PM
Just keep thinking.. Just keep going.. Was listening to yi qian nian yi hou just now.. suddenly the same old tot came to my mind again. The end is approaching. Soon, I’ll be leaving the school, the teachers and the class.. after a thousand years, the world doesn’t have me.. but after a year, where would I be? I won’t be repeating my feelings towards the school anymore le. It hurts to talk too much about leaving and others may get sian looking at it anyway. But as I listen, there is a scene in my mind. At grad nite, I was seated at the table. At one time, I imagine myself weeping and breaking down completely. --- Comforting me.. Another scenario, I was telling cc, left 1 hr only.. to the end.. and suddenly I was left silent and cold over there.. --- noticed it and called upon ---- to comfort me. I looked at --- and listened to ----.. One more scenario, I was completely silent at my seat. No one noticed. Last scenario, I was standing.. somewhere in the hall ba.. at the back I guess.. but now, I can’t recall wat I saw.. should have blogged it down immediately.. but if I’m not wrong.. that’s the scenario I wanted the most.. I wonder why I can’t seem to recall it. Mayb cause this is the one that would come thru and I need to experience it at that moment for the 1st time.. Maybe it’s an impossible dream.. As the end approaches, I really dunno how to explain this feeling.. As to why the ppl are all ----, it’s because it’s meaningless to pen things down. Sometimes, you just have to wait for things to happen for it to happen and not expect things to happen. And yup, they’re all diff ppl and no use guessing anyway.. Began to ponder.. is this the right thing? Thursday, September 01, 2005 @ 7:07 PM
Lame Entry.. Later's the Superstar finals.. Wonder who will win.. Kelly or Wei Lian? |