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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 5:04 PM
white hair wahaha.. i lik white hairs.. =))   nice image =)) The Legend is one nice korean show =)  just pretend it's white hair.. haha  KTY!  white hair + purple eyes = kiryuu zero!! =)  purple eyes!! = ma xiao ling =)) @ 4:24 PM
烦阿 hmmmx.. pondering over whether i shld go for chem eng camp.. zzz.. now that eng camp is over, i hav another camp to think over whether to go not.. though most prob i wil not end up going but this thinking process is so irritating. or rather, i'm so irritated by my indecisiveness.. !! if i go, i get to... have fun, meet more ppl, play games.. if i dun go, i wil have.. more time to use computer, watch shows etc. obviously i belong to the latter group.. but tat's so anti-social.. then again, that's so me. lolx.. sian ah sian ah.. when will i live out of my indecisiveness?? ARGH *rawr* and as i say my dream job is to work in forensic science, i haven done anything much to work towards that goal. haven dropped double degree. haven made any enquiry if my degree entitles me to a chance at trying for a job in that industry. well, a bit too kua zhang la, but the point is.. i'm lik putting myself in alot of "maybe" situation and not carving out a definite road for myself. i dun lik such uncertainty, but neither do i hav the ability to make a 干脆利落 decision. 烦阿，烦阿。。 不是为任何人情世故烦， 而是为自己脱离带水的作为感到无可奈何的烦阿。。。 !SO IRRITATING! Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 11:24 PM
thoughts well.. guess i can recall abit of what i wanted to say.. i think maple is killing my ability to think. lol! it's desensitizing to my thoughts. *argh* yet it's lik a kind of addiction that i can't really quite. lol.. alright, i shall stop being addicted to it after the 3rd anniversary is over. ^^ meanwhile my current state of mind is still stagnant in a state of non-thinking, so i might sound lik i'm rambling some i-dunno-wad thing. =X last fri heard a rather shocking news. it's a news that's totally not related to me (except that it has impact on ppl i know of), will not have an impact on me, but it left me really shocked. i nv tot such things would happen in reality. mayb it does, but just not to ppl around me. it's just lik a scene taken off a tv show or something. 戏如人生，人生如戏。。。and sometimes, life can be even more dramatic.. wad left an even deeper impression on me was wad she said after that.. "That is life. I'd be fine. I'd be stronger. We all learn." and she really said it with a great deal of conviction. and her words made a real lot of sense. i mean, i can go on blabbering about many thoughts that i hav on my blog, but those r just some random thoughts i hav. yet this statement is seemingly so simple, but it's really something that we can and shld bring along with us in life. yupz. mayb that's life. it's ever-changing and many things fall short of our expectation. we can get all emotional, all philosophical, all ideological about things that happens to us. but at the end of the day, it all boils down to how we pick ourselves up again, "pack up" all our emotions and thoughts and move on. as i reflect upon myself.. have i really been thru tough times? or was it just imagined from a senario that was self-created? true, there'd always be things that i will treasure, things that mean alot to me, no matter how insignificant they are to others. but i guess i have allowed those things to form a boundary around me, mayb even obstacles that hinders me from moving forward. whenever i try to step out, or when something 不顺心，不如意 happens, i will tend to retreat back to the small little 框框 again. or mayb it's just an excuse used to justify my cowardice. it's good to treasure things. but sometimes, we have to learn to let go - and this does not mean to forget. otherwise, pleasant memories might well become the mental burden weighing upon ourselves.. all that being said.. every single word over here r just mere words. until the day they are transformed into actions, they will remain meaningless.. and i await the day.. 放过自己，放过压抑，放过整天浮生的记忆。。。 @ 1:28 PM
nothing much one week of work passed le.. quite fast.. anw.. i tot i had alot to blog about, but now i dunno wad i want to blog le. =X meanwhile i shall go maple.. 2x! wahaha.. Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 6:42 PM
work work people people haven been blogging for quite a while.. haha.. now getting into the momentum of work le. been rather busy but stil quite manageable.. one more day to the end of the week.. haha.. knowing more and more of the trainees. haha. at least now got talk a little little bit. tho of cos i dun think i'm in the clique, but at least i'm not really "alone" kind of alone. haha. the few of us went from brisk walk for wed morning exercise. haha. the girls ended up jogging while the guys continued walking.. haha.. bodyguard, as we call them. lolx. well.. some things ain't the same as before. but things always change. and nothing will remain the same as before.. so.. don't think too much.. Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 6:16 PM
first day of work *AH* first day of work.. again.. lolx.. yes the period of "anticipation" was tortorous. having spent lik 3 weeks plus enjoying life rotting away, it's totally zzz to think of waking up early in the morning, having to scream at students to do stuff, to mayb work late blah blah. and the countdown part was bad =X but.. now that it has started.. it isn't that bad la.. haha.. must get back into the momentum. and there's SO MANY NEW TEACHERS. it's lik around 13 ba.. nv count properly but everywhere u go, u c someone new. having lost so many familar faces around me + seeing so many new faces makes me feel even more foreign.. n i dun think i wil get to bond with them. cuz i wun be staying for long and they wil bond amongst themselves de ma (After all we r of diff generation. lol) 好怀念those days.. walk around and ka jiao others. or turn around and smack the chair.ＲＯＦＬ． hmmm.. i'm doing geog + history relief for first week.. cuz of some bad news.. but anw.. geog relief? O.o getting help from others but feel quite bad la.. =(( 越帮越忙，甘愿一开始不帮 lol. AND I TARGETTED FOR ME TO FINISH WRITTING THE ESSAY LIKE NOW. yet i went to maple for lik 2 hrs. and now i'm listening to music and blogging away. DO SOME WORK!!! =XX *shoo shoo* (to myself) listening to ipenny album now. i finally found out what exactly is the song made me want to buy it. 单生潜逃 ＝ some sg + msia show. i forgot title le. *oops* but i can rmb the characters. esp that.. ok what's the name?? O.o Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 1:38 PM
Outing with qh and nerd yest went to Tampines with my classmates. haha. it's a pseudo class outing you see. ROFL. in the process, we came out with some CS and un-cs stories.. you see.. while wating at MRT station for CS queen/monster.. "Weekend Today" was delivered. and there was this long queue of ppl suddenly assembled to grab the papers. the CS aura was manifesting them even though the queen might b 10thousand miles away. then after that when the crowd clear, we went to take our newspaper - which makes it un-cs. as we left the MRT station, an old lady wanted one of our newpapers, so we gave. then she wanted another one, so we give again. hence, she is CS and we are un-cs. LOL. *skips the rest of the story* after that shopped around. and when lunchtime came, we took lik 10thousand yrs to decide wher to eat. cuz there were 3 choices and we can't make a decision. so we used fortune telling on the HP, which wasn't really helpful but eventually it was decided we had to eat at pizza hut. when we went there, suddenly we wanted to eat pasta. so we exit and went for pastamania. at pastamania, i was about to say, i want pizza (after the meal). lolx. then we just walk walk again and eventually we settled down at Starbucks. i ordered some Dark Mocha Frappacino (dunno how to spell) which tasted lik melted chocolate. anw, i suspect that they put some sleeping pills inside since when it was halfway thru, i was feeling weak and sleepy. =.= tok about maple (yes i'm so gonna create a warrior =.=) and the mystery behind singapore boss. lolx.  when the crowd dispersed, i continued to shop on my own.. remember, my aim was to buy clothes, shoes, blah blah. i ended up buying.. MDWAV 1 VCD =D MDWAV 2 VCD =D iPenny Album (wanted the dan sheng qian tao song) Some cantonese songs compilation.  and hence i have the COMPLETE SET OF MDWAV. *prides* but i was surprisingly calm and un-excited. mayb my fear and 顾虑 all along r not unfounded. when u dun hav it, you so badly want to hav it, treating it as some WOW thing. when u hav it, it becomes a liabilty and u no longer treasure it. anw. gotta decided which volume to start first. lol. mdwav 1 or 2? if i start from 2, i might not even want to watch 1. if i start from 1, it'd take lik forever to reach 2. ROFL. and i got this feeling MDWAV 3 is stil my fav after all =)) Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 12:45 PM
shows and careers wahaha.. i think my eyesight is gonna deteriorate soon. =(( been watching loads of videos recently.. haha.. ^_^ i finally finished Detective Galileo, or Galileo, whatever is the title. lolx. i think the most impt eps r just eps 9 and 10. *best* the final showdown between the physics lecturer and his sensei. "it's truly illogical not to like such a truly amusing show." wells, that's wad he always lik to say "truly illogical" and "truly amusing" (which i think meant truly interesting. LOL!) and i'm so gonna watch Forensic Heroes 2. currently on my 2nd eps. dun intend to rush thru it. but the plot's really tight =)) but cuz of that, we can hardly c any character development. then again, it's only the 2nd eps, there's stil 28 eps. but so far there's alr 3 cases, 1 solved, 1 in the process of solving, 1 going to happen but haven happened yet. haha. just found another show "Always Ready". hmmmx. mayb i might watch it, mayb i won't.. =X isn't it lik so terribly upsetting?? after "When Law Run Loose" (something lidat la orh.. haha) ends, the 10pm slot will not be HK drama anymore! =(( and it's gonna be a local production = 7pm, 9pm and 10pm ALL local production!! I'm alr confused b/w 7pm and 9pm show cuz they're so similar, and now there's gonna be a 3rd show =(( **** HERH. just found out that in Sg, the places available for forensic science-related job is 1-2. not official figures tho, just some ramblings i saw in forums. ok i've tot of possible routes for myself: Chem Eng degree + econs degree --> work as chem eng for lik 10yrs? or land myself in some banking jobs --> save enough $$ --> go for post graduate/graduate (wad's the diff ah?) degree in forensic science --> enter forensic science industry. --- takes around 20yrs =.= work as chem eng for lik 10yrs? or land myself in some banking jobs --> save enough $$ --> go for post graduate/graduate (wad's the diff ah?) degree in forensic science --> enter forensic science industry. --- takes around 18 yrs =.= Chem Eng degree --> attempt for Chemical Science Programme (current stats: 1st yr - 40+, 2nd yr - 30 +, 3rd yr - 10+, 4th yr - 1 person left!!! =X) + minor in forensic science --> forensic science industry ---takes 4yrs only! (but the programme is actually a thru-train to PHD and eventually some attachment so altogether 10yrs) -OR- Change my degree to Material Science degree + minor in forensic science --> enter the industry. LOL. Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 12:10 PM
Jam Hsiao for some weird reason, i was only able to find videos of Jam Xiao's new song now. haha. although they were uploaded lik weeks ago. and i had to link link link from Huang Jing Lun's video de. =.= haha.. his album lik very little shu qing song orhx~ 收场 first impression of song wasn't that good cuz i'm not really a fan of fast song. but.. it's getting addictive. haha~ 原谅我 王子的新衣 hmmx.. some say this is actually his 主打. lolx. anw, heard that kbox has this song le, and there's one additional verse of falsetto. 海芋戀 he sang this @ SPop before. hmmx. fast + happy + easy-going song. nonono =XX Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 3:52 PM
shows shows and more shows wee~ watched a series of shows just now. =)) vampire knight  kiryuu zero! =) white hair, purple eyes. haha. but lvl E vampire =( Variety Big Brother - Some magic challenges part 3 (got bowie was special guest =P )  Forensic Heroes 2 (watched first episode nia but the story is exciting manx. ^_^ )  going on to watch.. Variety Big Brother - magic challenge Part 4 Detective Galileo (been watching this for quite some time. dunno y the 10eps takes 4eva to clear. ROFL! but the story's nice. just that u can nv solve the mystery. cuz they seldom show u all the clues required to solve the crime. and anw, u need to apply some chim chim physics theory O.o)  lala~ watching shows is stil the best way to spend time =)) @ 11:23 AM
dreams and reality Woa~ i must really say that dreams are really unbelievable real at times!! woke up, had breakfast, then slept again. and in the meantime had a dream. which kinda crosses with reality at some point of time. they are all linked somehow but i forgot the link, so each event might appear to be some disjoint happenings. first. in my dream, my frens met up without telling me. in reality, when i first woke up and saw the sms (elaborated later), that's the first impression that i had. just that they were going out for some purpose which i didn't have. haha. wells, later clarified that they're all going out separatedly. but the POINT is.. the first first idea that i had was that they are going out without me, which was reflected in my dream. and i think dreams wun reflect the absolute reality, only ur perspective of it. but if that's the case, then time is no longer linear - the future before the present, and i'll hav to start my entire case on this issue which i elaborated alot 2yrs back (so shan't go into details) secondly, apparently there was this show in my dream, or mayb it's the reality in my dream. there were ppl smoking apparently. can't rmb alot of things. anw, fastforward to next scene. apparently i was an RT, reliefing this class. and everything seems normal. then somehow the actual teacher became Bowie Lam (ya, it's suddenly. lol) then somehow I (ya i think it's me) gotta help him distribute some gifts for the students. *jump scenes* somehow a student activated the wadever poison/smoke in the gift. and the container of the gift was thrown and with some accuracy and luck, landed on another person (was it a teacher??or actor aiya dunno la) head and he was choked by the smoke inside. when he finally took it off, he was gurgling blood. = the smoke shld hav been ~poison~. *important* at this point, he said something that reveals a secret and tao sheng's intro music was played (just lik in a show) then i was awoken and.. the first line of tao sheng was played on radio too.. [added on] suddenly struck me.. why was there poison in my dream? maybe cuz i've been listening to the song "poison" by bowie and gigi recently. so somehow it entered my dreams?? thirdly, at the moment when i woke up, an sms came in. it's really at that point, the vibration occured. and that's the sms that i was referring to in my point number one. it's kinda biazzre and yet fascinating how dreams and reality seemed so alike yet different.. and time is obviously warped in this case. but then again, time might really hav no meaning after all.. haha.. mayb in dreams, time has got no meaning.. "suddenly i'm engulfed by white lights, and time and moment froze. i'm here and there but neither here nor there. i'm everywhere but nowhere. time has no meaning. what is one hr, one day or one week?" -- i recall these lines from a book i read. mayb the book wasn't as superficial as i thought.. of cos there were other weird scenes also that i din think reflected reality. like some gathering of relatives to answer maths question.. =.= (i was the fastest tho ^^ ok nvm not the point.. haha) if seeing is believing, how about seeing in your dreams? is it believing then? Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 5:03 PM
all about Bowie Lam Hmmss.. i begin to admire Bowie Lam's character more and more in real life, on top of just his role as Henry..
TVB专题《好友移城》 @ http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/3548661/ well.. noticed some things about him.. and i was quite luckily to watch the latest episode of "Zhong Yi Da Ge Da" cuz apparently Lin Bao Yi was one of the guest of the day =))
 and i think he's really lucky to hav "Ah Su" (i think) as his fren. the actress that often act in comedy de. i like what he said "when you have a true fren that understands you, even if u dun meet often, the 默契 will stil be there" it's good to know that he has people around him whom he can share not only his daily happenings, but also his innermost thoughts and feelings.well i just had to include these scandal photos. i can't help but to think that he's having fun with the media by feeding them with more and more scandalous poses purposely since they enjoy probing into his relationship with Gigi Lai 黎姿..  
He does look lik he held her hands purposely for all to see.. lol.  Pretendin to fall asleep on gigi's shoulder after hearing her talk.. haha.. Here's some shots for commercial purposes... 
singing 砒霜 at some TVB events. or rather lip synchronising. LOL. paiseh it's my habit to catch ppl not singing live when it's a live performance. haha. =XX wee~ so exciting.. haha Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 12:11 PM
OH!! recently i'm so into the idea of becoming a.. FORENSIC SCIENTIST
and i think i'm really quite serious about it.. so much so that i think i'll drop my economics degree to pursue a minor in forensic science. just searched NUS website.. for those interested: http://www.chemistry.nus.edu.sg/undergraduates/forensic.htm "The minor in forensic science aims to provide students with an understanding of the fundamental concepts and principles behind the application of scientific techniques to forensic investigations and to the criminal justice system. OH!!! Engineering degree stil can have this minor~~~~ ^^ *touched* yest i was stil feeling really low at the thought of not even being eligible to be a forensic scientist cuz i gave up my Chemistry degree, or rather my chance to pursue this degree.. and i was feeling really sore and regretful.. recently always had this suddenly spurt of fascination with forensic science.. yest it hit me real hard.. cuz apparently someone committed suicide near the coffee shop i was having breakfast and the crime scene is real near. i dunno wad happened or wad went on. but at that point of time, i really had this strong feeling that i want to find out the truth. just went to check out the HSA website. luckily ah! with chem engineering degree, i'm stil eligible for some of the jobs in there. i just hav to be careful with my choice of modules i think. i nv knew this is wad HSA deals with. otherwise i wouldn't have dao-ed their scholarship advertisement last time. anw, just saw their online brochure.. scientific officer (specialise in criminalist work) at least a BSC (2nd Upper Hons) Chemistry, preferably with modules in physics and engineering sciences. hmm.. so does it work for.. Degree in engineering, with modules in chemistry??? LOL! Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 1:52 PM
HK show craze one more week to school reopening.. haha.. i feel just lik a student. =X now that i'm in my holiday mood, i dun want to wake up early in the morning and drag myself to school.. LOL.. bookmarked quite a number of shows that i wanna watch (but usually i end up not watching cuz too easily distracted when i'm online. ROFL)
finally converted a MV to .3gp and guess wad? there's not sound. oh wells. better than nothing la~ lolx. was spending my time "meaningfully" digging up some rumours of TVB actors/actresses. haha.. just being kaypoh over here. =P no harm intended.. wahaha.. looks lik moses chan and bernice liu haven't admitted to their scandal yet so i wun call them a couple -- yet. and think it's a fact that bowie is very nice to gigi (but then again it was said that he's nice to everyone). there's 2 saying to their relationship. one - he likes her but she dun lik him. (he said that in a nationwide interview and was rejected. lol) two - he's gay. (but of cos that's wad some people say all around the place, but there's no concrete evidence -- not that i found anyway. so i dun think it's true) i think the actors/actresses are just playing with the media. haha. since they lik to probe into their affairs so much. and personally i dun think there's real feeling involved for the bowie and gigi case. but it's kinda nice to see how things develop as they "act out a relationship" in real life. =PP P.S. oh yes. there's not gonna be a MDWAV 4. confirmed. saw a newspaper report that i didn't quite believe. recently saw this video featuring some MDWAV cast and joey meng has said it right from her mouth that there won't be another sequel. oh wells. seeing is believing.. Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 11:55 PM
IT Show @ Suntec City went to IT show @ Suntec City with HC and Mic. haha. been some time since i last saw Mic. stil can recognize her when she came to the MRT station. =P anw, i wonder y there's another IT show so soon. i tot one has been held in March? and the news said this is the once in a year IT show. was the previous one i went to just part of a dream? O.o anw, some things this time round are real cheap. External Hard Disk drive are REAL cheap. Bought mine 160GB @ $138. and i thot it's a worthy buy. this time round, u get 160GB @ $80+. or you can opt for the bigger 3.5 inch version, 250GB for only $99.99. =.= and the design's pretty nice too. =) brand is WD. haven't heard of it but according to HC, it's quite an established HDD brand, so shld be reliable =) saw this speaker set going for $10. and it's those kinda amplifier kinda thing that has this central set apart from the two speakers. so tempted to buy it. but i hav 2 sets of speakers now.. so.. wells.=X and there's this MP4 that's going cheaply. $42 for 2GB. $83 for 4GB. there's expandable memory slot, think it's SD or micro SD, which is like dirt cheap. so tempted to buy. but oh wells, i just walked away. haha. i guess if i were to shop by myself, i'd end up buying nothing. during my previous shopping experience, i bet i'd hav gotten nothing by myself. quite glad that the bunch of them were around to help me ask around and to reassure me that this brand is good, that the price is reasonable etc. sometimes i just need this sense of security that it's the right decision. but i think no matter what, i'd feel happy with my purchase when i arrive home ba. cuz the things that i saw that i might have bought r really quite cheap and good. after that we chatted quite a bit at Mac. haha. and they were promoting Kung Fu Panda to me. must bring childhood innocence when u watch this show, i was told. haha. yeah, maybe it's good to just let go of some thinking when watching shows and just enjoy the process. it's cartoon after all =) we were almost caught in human jam @ city link. apparently the jam cleared by the time we reached NYNY. phew. haha. been quite a nice trip ^^ looking forward to going out with my old freinds. =)) more more!! @ 12:00 PM
perception and society found the anecdote from 识法代言人 pretty interesting.. "Zhuangzi was a great philosopher from the Warring State, but he was once scammed by a commoner. Once he say this hawker selling a big grouper. he couldn't bear for the fish to lose its life, hence he decided to pay for the fish and even top it off with extra cash for the fishmonger to take care of the fish. however, what he did not know was that the fishmonger simply slaughtered the fish and made a delicacy out of it. when Zhuangzi returned to check on his fish, what the fishmonger did was to replace it with another fish. though it was obviously another fish due to its bigger size, Zhuangzi was silently pleased that the fish has grown and even paid more money to the fishmonger to keep it alive. and this went on for quite some time.." sometimes when we think too hard about something, we form a preconcieved idea about the issue and an expectation that things should happen in a certain manner. even 2 things that has totally no link at all becomes something connected because of our deep feeling that that should be the way it is. it's bad to enter a situation with a fixed mentality of how things should turn out to be, yet it's just something so inevitable. i think i might want to rewatch "War and Beauty" again. probably due to the sudden craze over bowie lam. and i keep seeing rumours of him and gigi lai being together. well i dun think so, but they certainly behave in a scandalous way. anw, they wil be together in this show. and i guess i wanna watch this show again because i didn't really get to appreciate all the characters previously. i was just stuck with analysing "An Qian" cuz she's acted by Maggie Cheung, which might do injustice to the other characters. but i think i'll be watching it with another mindset this time round. LOL! hmmmxxx.. P.S. seeing more and more vid/reports of bowie lam and gigi lai's scandal. suddenly i just kinda hope that this is true although i dun think so. lolx. and ya, chanced upon one vid of bowie and flora. often see comments that he and flora shared the most chemistry. i din agree back then. but at one particular scene, wher the both of them smiled together, i knew what they meant. i totally dun wan to agree, but i have to. **** watched Qing Se Blog @ channel U yest. it's about someone who seemed too quiet. well he felt that others isn't of the same frequency to converse with him, that they're too childish and mindless. furthermore, he felt quite comfortable in his own world and didn't see the need to join others. others perceive him as being a psychopath, as having some mental problems. his friends, relatives and even his parents began to doubt his state of mind. because of that, he feels lik he's been torn further and further apart. one day, he decided he should attempt to integrate into society. to open up and to socialise more with others. he did try, probably too hard, and it's just not him. he ends up getting even more contempt from ppl around him. he loses himself and he knows deep in him, that's not him. and the him that's not him is being criticised by others. till he feels himself so tormented that his soul has fragmented into many pieces and all he can do now is to try and search for the pieces before they turn into dust. at the end of the day, he decided that will be himself. he was back to his withdrawn self, or rather the "withdrawn" self that others has labelled him with. he feels alright now. he no longer has to put on a mask that didn't reflect him. he no longer has to be torn between the him and the not him. and.. he's happy with being himself. once he has accepted himself for who he is, others began to accept him too. i think that's a pretty good real-life story. sometimes, people try to be what others want them to be. sometimes people don't accept you for who you are, and label you as weird. sometimes people try hard to break out of their own image that others might detest. but the harder they try, the worse the effect they get. not only do they lose themselves, they end up drowned by others' 异样的眼光. so the most important thing is just to be yourself. after all, why should we try so hard to get the attention/friendship of people who will not accept us for who we are? l Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 6:59 PM
Healing Hands 3 Link on tudou Wee~~ Found the entire series of Healing Hands 3 on Tudou~~ *glads* so i can actually recapture some of the scenes that still lingers in my mind.. ^^ here's the link to the entire playlist: http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/1766271/ anw.. sometimes it might seem as though obsessions with tv shows might be detrimental to one's well being.. it creates this vacuum of space where one might not be able to differentiate between the virtual world and the reality. it might seem silly that someone might go gaga over shows.. after all, it's just something acted out by people following a script. but.. if we were to remain so logical, so practical and so "awake" all the time, what's the joy of life then? 人清醒， 难感性。。。sometimes it just feels good to lose yourself and to immerse yourself in the plots of the show, to follow the emotions of the characters, to live with them and to just be in it. being overly-concerned and conscious about the thin differentiating line between what's real and what's not really kills the maximum kick u get from watching shows. so lose yourself and find what u need to, even via medium that's not part of reality. just as long as you can find youself back after that.. =) @ 5:46 PM
Medical Checkup @ NUS sad isn't it? after blogging this entry, i think my LONG entry on Healings Hands 3 will be gone le =(( (as in in terms of appearing on my blog) anw. today went for NUS medical checkup with sarah and hc. at first i was really kinda afraid that the ppl there might be hostile towards our abrupt decision to do this checkup way before the stipulated date. so went there feeling quite out of place and apologetic that i might have messed up their schedule in any way. but it turned out fine after all. i tot it was better for us to go for early checkup too since there will be overcrowding on the day itself. haha. anw, it's my first time doing a medical checkup, as far as i can recall.. took height and weight. wells. 154cm and 38.8kg (i'm certain it went to 39.0kg but when the nurse took another look, it dropped back to the initial value =.=) had eyesight test. YAY! i'm cleared. 6/6 (with specs la) actually truthfully speaking, i can't see the words clearly. i was just trying to say the next best letter. lolx. at least i'm assured that mapling hasn't done much harm to my eyes --yet; and i dun intend to let it do anything to them neither. had urine test. well cleared. negative for glucose and protein. checked blood pressue. 120/70. hmmx. not high rite? so i cleared my doubt in thinking that i'm more inclined towards a higher value. wee~ i hope all the other etc checkups turned out fine too. but since she din say anyhting, shld be alright la orh? after she pressed on my stomach, it kept growling. remember: i din hav breakfast =( after that went for X-ray. it was a weird experience, being my first time as far as i can rmb. well, i think i had one way back then, but i was really too young to remember anything. i think i malu-ed myself pretty much. lolx. cuz first, i din write down my last letter of my NRIC. then she's lik "i thot u r the first Singaporean not to have a letter behind" (as in not sarcastic. think she's foreigner so she genuinely meant it) then i was staring at that machine and then i'm lik "wad do i hav to do??". so the person had to tell me exactly how to stand.. then she kinda positioned my hands as though i want to act superhero lidat. lolx. then her comment was "i know this is kinda weird but ya.." then she said "breath in" so i took a real deep breath and she had to exclaim "STOP" lolx. and miliseconds later, her next comment "OK" came. and i was like "so.. what do i hav to do?" (while remaining in my superhero position with my face looking obviously stiffened) then she giggled and said "it's over already" and smiled. lolx. and if u think that's the end.. i was trying to come out of that radioactive room.. and i was lik thinking "how do i come out of this room?" (there's no door knob or anything) so i thot there's some button that she will press to release me out of the room. so my hands were on the door, giving it a slight push but not hard enough for it to open. after a while i was lik. mayb i should just push it. and it opened. =.= well done! that's the end of the medical checkup~ no blood test =(( was pretty much looking forward to it. =(( wanted to find out my blood type.. no, i should say, i want to ascertain that it's AB. my ideal bloodtype. even the quiz on facebook says i'm AB. lolx. i'm born and made to be an AB!! lolx. i hav at least a 25% chance cuz my dad's a A and my mum's a B. (or vice versa) and that's stil assuming the worst case senario (AO and BO) **** had lunch @ technoedge. been wanting to eat the hotplate for quite some time. and it was just disappointing. AH! the standard is really =.= now. i was struggling to finish that plate of un-hot hotplate. when it was given to me, i was lik huh? no sizzling sound?? the spaghetti was cold and the sauce was bad without any mushroom. the chicken was hard and the sauce was too salty. the potato salad was good though. hee. anw the 3 of us kinda chatted over lunch. and the feeling was great =)) you know you are with your friends when you feel yourself with them. later we took 196 down to TJC. long time since i last had a long bus trip. it felt great!! chatted a bit. sarah gave us 2 lattern riddle (do u translate that way?). hee. it was a long journey that didn't feel long at all. of cuz going on such journey alone would be another kind of experience too. and.. SARAH was great!! i asked her to guess who's my fav char in HH3.. and i'm totally impressed by her ans. For male, she was thikning over Chris, Paul, MC and then she's lik there's one more.. i said, "Henry" (in a most unexcited way). and she's lik "Henry!". and added on "i know definitely can't be Chris" and she went on to guess for female.. and i was lik "wait wait, i haven think of which female i lik" so i thot for a while and i said there was 2. so sarah went "Anson". so i said "and..?" SARAH said "SARAH" (lol ok la sarah in the show) BINGO!! personally i thot nobody would have guessed i'd lik Henry. it's lik my least likely ans. so much so that i'm shocked that he's my fav. haha. anw. collected A-level cert @ TJC. YES A-LEVEL CERTS ARE OUT ALREADY. no point saying this here anw, doubt anyone would see it. wahaha. then we headed to bedok library. yes i finally moved myself to the library to grab a couple of books to kill boredom. anw, in the meantime i was searching for VCDs. MDWAV1 & 2! JI XIANG PROJECT! can't find them at all. sadx =( did find MDWAV for rental. but i want the VCD/DVD to keep. =(( maybe.. if you dunno how to treasure something at the right time, you linquish your rights to have it or it's simply not fated to be yours. @ 5:26 PM
random thoughts and ideas Argh. almost couldn't sleep last night. only managed to fall asleep about 1+ =( Anw. there were many thoughts running through my mind yesterday night. and i personally enjoyed that thinking process. had the urge to blog everythign down last night, but wells, physically too lazy to actually get out of bed, walk to com room, switch on my com, and start typing. at the back of my mind, i knew that i'd forget 9 out of 10 things i was thinking about back then. oh wells~ had this sudden urge to start a website containing some of my ramblings. my own story creations. alternative plots to some familiar titles i might have watched before. inspirations from my daily experiences. and of cuz, the usual random thoughts that i might suddenly have. but then again, this isn't the first time i'm having this kind of urge and usually that urge just dies down after a while. after thinking about the effort i need to put in to maintain the site, the need to decide what should go onto my blog and what should go onto the site. lolx. **** wells~ heard this over the radio -- yes again. (yest was the radio day) there's a rumoured scandal in Xing Guang 1 Ban, which was rather shocking and sensational to me. anw, i hav no intention of bringing up the incident and to scandalise this issue further. the point is.. the DJ wanted us to guess if this news is real or just a myth and she opened the hotlines and smses to collect opinions. so the results of her survey.. almost everyone didn't believe this rumour. Reasons include, the person involved is too shy and not wild enough to be embroiled in such a scandal and if this were true, the media would have widely reported this since it's such a sensational news. i can't recall anyone who believed this rumour but i might have missed it somewhere. Answer: it is certain that the person was really involved in this scandal. the other party has made a declaration. the parent of this person has apologized to the other party. the main lead has yet to make any commments. what does this tell us? never judge a book by its cover. so you think a person with "this certain image" can never "do this"? so.. the media is really that unfeeling and cold? they will dig out all the sensational news even though it might be detrimental to the parties involved? well, i dun deny this phenomenon. but think again, what's the driving force behind this scary face of media? isn't it still the demand from us to know about the "bad stuff" of others? hmmmx.. and i personally didn't believe that this was the truth. looks lik i'm also one of the ppl out there hu is blinded by stereotyped ideas to really see the truth as it is. Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 5:03 PM
Human relationship just heard this psychological quiz over the radio just now. testing ur lvl of jealousy in a relationship. Senario: if you were in a thick forest, and u ventured further into it, what do you think you wil see? Options:
but anw. that's not the point. the most interesting thing is that the DJ observed that none of the answer chose Human. animal was the most popular choice, i chose that too. =) so.. when we enter a precarious situation where things are uncertain, we won't even want to see another of the same species. or, if we were put in a situation where there's only one person, that lone soul wil rather see an animal than another human. LOL. do humans have such a fragile relationship such that we won't want to see another of our counterpart if it's possible? @ 1:01 PM
Nightmare just realised it's time for me to do something about my MDWAV blog b4 it rots away. =X had this terrible nightmare. not to mention that i';ve been dreaming almost everyday, but usually it's bittersweet. but this time.. why did i hav to 赖床？i woke up at 9 and slept again. i was then rudely awakened at 10 =XX had this very absurd dream. it's about this thing that goes around murdering ppl. i dunno how to describe that thing. just call it a mass of blood with claws and it's just a lump of that thing. and i was supposed to be one of the victim (CHOY!) so this is how the entire procedure goes.. you wil receive a call from an unknown number. for me this unknown number was suddenly added as a contact (i forgot the name that it was added as) and strangely enough, the display pic showed Liu Qing Yun's wife. =.= (ok that's random enough) no matter what, don't call back the number. anw, to activate the thing, call back the number. within 1minute, it wil come and visit you. and remember, you have to call the next person. so it's sort of lik a virus that is spreading. appears to me as a chain letter kinda thing just that it's spreading via the phone =X y did i even hav such a weird dream in the first place i'm quite glad i woke up at that point when the one minute was activated. oh ya, you wil only be told of the rule of the "game" when u return that call. so half-consciously, i was trying to think of counter-steps. lol. which included, within that one min, you can chose to pass ur phone to someone else and that person wil kanna. and then i refined it further to, the person must also know of the consequences of accepting the phone. =.= well the last image i had was that i was trying to think of a way to throw the phone as far away as i can. and i woke up. fortunately enough. but i stoned on my bed for at least 1min, expecting somehting to happen. obviously nothing happened. lolx. weird. **** i stil can't believe that Henry and Sarah did not end up together. lik wad some netizens have commented, they didn't have a real problem to start with. whereas Paul and Frances did have real problem to start it off, yet they stil managed to get together. although Paul did hav some reservations about Frances behaving weirdly recently. So.. Sarah hated Henry's innate nature of being inable to commit anyone, but she believe she can accept it over time. so the thing that triggered this entire episode was the fact that he changed suddenly because of her illness. but at the end of the day, one fact remains. he stil loves her. and of cuz she loves him. so.. the point is that Henry shouldn't change for her in the first place? hmmmxx... so it's his fault for sparing a thought for her, trying to care for her? expressing his feelings in another form though the spirit behind it stil remains? it's a valid point for Sarah to be angry with Henry because he has indeed used her illness as a reason for him to be able to commit to her. but for a breakup? it's too extreme.. Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 4:47 PM
Healing Hands 3 Ending 《妙手仁心ＩＩＩ＞Healing Hands 3 ended le.. sigh.. the ending totally din go the way i wanted it to be.. =(( i dunno if it's just me or the show really meant it to be this way. but anw, Henry-Sarah relationship seemed to take up the entire episode with bits and pieces of other couples thrown in here and there. OH MAN. they didn't end up together.. *sobs* and their entire separation process was such a painfully long and torturous one, with the end marked by such a short moment of forced nostalgia which seemed to last for an eternity. I remember the the scenes of separation.. (in the lift) Sarah: Chris is gonna throw a birthday party for you. Henry: really? there's no need for it.. Sarah: then do i hav the honour of having a birthday dinner with you? Henry: Sure.. this marks the start of the date that both of them wouldn't want to occur because they know it will mark the end of their relationship. they know that it will hurt them so. yet they have to turn up for this date. this date has to happen. (Henry to MC; Sarah to Frances) Henry: i didn't answer her back then.. it's not because i dunno the answer. but i can't answer. MC: why didn't you lie to her then? Henry: Sarah is a smart woman... MC: what makes you think that a smart woman doesn't want to be deceived? Henry: (Silence) Sarah: i kinda regretted it.. regretting that i've tried to force the answer out of him.. Frances: That's because you dun wan to continue deceiving yourself.. Sarah: (Silence) MC: why do you stil want to go for the date then, when u know that what the result wil be? Henry: Maybe.. She is the woman who is important to me.. Frances: Don't go for the date then.. Don't go.. it'd hurt you.. Sarah: i know that.. if i don't go today, i'd regret it even more for the rest of my life.. two person truly in love with each other. two person who treasured each other so much. yet precisely because of this reason, they had to move slowly towards the confirmed end to their relationship. for each other, they had to do so. sometimes i just dun really get it. two person truly in love with each other and they know it deep in their heart, yet they can't be together.. (their date proper) Henry pickes Sarah from her house. He switches off the lights reluctantly as they leave the house. they speak as per normal. about their friends, about their work, about Sarah's illness. Sarah: so how's Betsy coping? Henry: someday even a child has to grow up. mayb this is the growing process for Betsy. I felt as though i didn't do the right thing back then. Sarah: no. you haven't done the wrong thing. Henry: mayb it wasn't wrong, but i could have done even more. to patch up her relationship with her dad. perhaps she wouldn't feel so regretful now. Sarah: mayb she didn't have that important a position in your heart for you to go the extra mile. Henry: i'm a person filled with so many flaws. it might not be a good thing for anyone to have an important position in my heart. Sarah: but then again, has anyone held an important position in your heart before? Henry: *Silence* Henry is a charming person. he has many woman beside him.. but.. Henry's greatest flaw.. He is unable to make any commitment and he has difficulties revealing his innermost thoughts and his deepmost feelings. and because of that, he has lost many woman, and he is going to lose Sarah too. Frankly speaking, if i were in Sarah's shoe, given my character, i'd hav done the same thing as her too. but then again, looking at things from Henry's point of view. it isn't really his fault for being unable to commit to Sarah. it isn't that he doesn't love Sarah. it's just him -- his character of not being able to commit. i dunno the reason behind his problem. but it could be because he lacks self-confidence. maybe he felt that he was inadequate. mayb he felt that he didn't deserve Sarah. if those were the reason, i didn't think he should lose Sarah... (the breakup -- most touching) Henry and Sarah walks towards his car, both with a heavy heart. they knew that this journey home would also be the very last journey in their relationship. Henry: it has been said that on your birthday, if you see a car plate with the same birth year as you, your birthday wish wil come true. Sarah: 1962? Henry: 1963 Sarah: ok. 1963 Henry: Shall we go for a spin? Sarah: *nods* After several rounds.. Henry: looks lik my birthday wish wil not come true after all. Sarah: Many things are dependent on the efforts of human. Henry: I'm stil not tired, shall we make another round? Sarah: I'm tired. i want to go home. just drop me down the next corner. Henry: Just one last chance... Sarah: you really think the night wouldn't end rite? just drop me here.. Sarah walks towards the taxi nearby. Henry looks at her as she walks away.. Sarah turns back. Henry appeared shocked yet hopeful.  *most important part!!* Sarah edged nearer to Henry and holds him fondly in the face. she whispers in his ears...  you take care, ok?that was their parting words.. Sarah gave him a goodbye kiss on his cheeks and she left.. Henry was left sitting there looking lost, down, wretched, sorrowful etc..  and that marked the end of their relationship.. sighz.. haix.. =((((and i can't find video of that last episode!! not on youtube nor crunchyroll!! HMPHs! i have to rewatch it again manx. and i gotta rewatch the 2nd last episode too. i haven't fully captured wad was the reason that sparked off their separation in the first place.. All i can rmb is that Henry found out about Sarah's illness even before she told him. and because of that Sarah was offended. (Added on) Oh man!! found this video which showed Sarah explaining her reason Henry: so you think i pitied you that's y i went with you? Sarah: no. i didn't think you pitied me.. Henry: So u r angry that i lied to you? Sarah: No NO! i'm not angry that you lied to me. i'm most upset by the fact that you had to lied to yourself! Henry: but i didn't Sarah: ok ask yourself this qn - if it wasn't for the illness, would you have expressed your love for me? Henry: *Silence* Sarah: Precisely! you have the flaw of not being able to commit. it was because of you illness that formed a kind of excuse for you. An excuse for you to finally commit to someone. well.. i didn't get what the last sentence meant.. i'm stil in the process of figuring it out.. so.. was it.. 1) sarah might die cuz of the illness, so Henry is able to commit for the limited time she has left? 2) Henry really was just pitying her. 3) Henry see the need to commit to Sarah because she is sick, so she needs someone to be with him. and hence it is only logical for him to express his love for her and to be with her. the third reason seems to be the most likely one. but i face another contradictory situation. initially Sarah accepted Henry's love because she knew she has found someone who doesn't mind her condition, and hence there's nothing else for her to mind. if it's the third reason, what's wrong? Sarah has sickness -> henry doesn't mind -> he wants to take care of her -> hence the need to commit. or mayb Sarah is just upset that the sequence lacks "Henry loves her and is willing to commit to her. mayb if it's Henry loves Sarah --> his love made him want to commit to her --> he finds out she has illness --> Henry doesn't mind --> he wants to take care of her, the ending would take on another form ba. 和你的每一天 －林宝怡Bowie Lam 2.07 - 2.32 *best scene* 2.32 - 2.52 *most touching scene!!!!* 沉默地概叹相爱为何相争 各自各筑起了自己世界 无谓的争拗却令意志消沉 每次面对突然无声 为何是爱侣偏却是无法配对 快乐告终了注定要分开 无奈这一切决定似是玩笑 难明是每每死心但变成更伤心 和你的每一天没法跨障碍 似是跌落彼此隔膜里 再会时候未挽留在无言中聚散 失望过仍怀念共你的往日欢笑 为何是爱侣偏却是无法配对 快乐告终了注定无法改变 无奈这一切决定似是天意 难明是每每死心但变成更伤心 和你的每一天面对的障碍 我注定接受分手已默允 无法与你一起面对的障碍 注定接受分手已默允 再度重遇是领会在平和中渡过 今日我仍然留住记忆 和你的每一天 只盼共你重聚时候再意会一笑 (added on) Oh man!! just found this on youtube!! i finally found it.. it records the get-together and the eventual breakup of Henry and Sarah. and i know y i can't find it le. it was named "Sarah and Herry" =.= lolx. NICE! and the vid reminds me of this. it started on Sarah's birthday and it ended on Henry's birthday. so sad =(( @ 2:44 PM
Tokyo Stabbing Incident saw this news about the tokyo stabbing incident.. "There, he swerved the vehicle into pedestrians, jumped out and slashed at random with a survival knife, wounding a total of 17 people -- seven of whom died -- before being overpowered by police. Profile of perpetrator well, guess it's pretty obvious that he was in the wrong for hurting so many people. but the main issue here shouldn't be about blaming or flaming anyone. rather the case highlights the need to look closer into what are the casual factors leading to such an abrupt violent act from someone who has such a mild profile. it's time to rethink about people, relationship and society at large. from someone who was excellent in his school work and entered an elite High school to someone who ends up doing manual work; from someone who was seen to be a likable model student to someone who became increasingly quiet, brewing with hatred of the world and tiredness of life. were there really no signs of what was about to happen? to leave behind concrete evidence of his planned execution of this stabbing incident in the form of sms - was it so that he can be definitely be prosecuted and for him to leave the world he hates and the world that hates him? was it him who forsakened the world that lead to this act? or was it the world that forsakened him pushing him to a corner? was there really no intermediate change in him? did he really jump from someone mild to someone consumed by anger and hatred? or rather.. did anyone care in the first place? @ 1:55 PM
Digital Cameras currently using some product advisor website to find out what camera suits me best. this is taking forever. because my IE is so super duper unstable. all my windows might just hang suddenly and after 2min, everything works fine again.. and there are so many options for me to fill in (which is a good thing actually, cuz the results will definitely be more personalized. ) suddenly got this urge to get a proper camera. not just a phone camera. and no. 1 factor -- stability. there must be anti-shake and auto-focus. i'm so terribly sian of my phone's camera which requires you to freeze on the spot for ~5sec to ensure that everything turns out fine. =X and most of the time, it stil turns out to be blurred. =( anw, here are the results.. Panasonic Lumix DMC-FX35  Price: $299Resolution: 10.1MP Digital zoom: 4X Canon PowerShot SD790 IS Digital ELPH  Price: $329Resolution: 10MP Digital Zoom: 4X aiya i shan't go on with the other 18 choices that they presented me with.. cuz i found zero sony camera. that's the brand that i was looking out for and i thot i made it obvious during their quiz time. lolx. i shall do manual search for a suitable sony phone =P Sony Cyber shot DSC-T70 Silver Digital Camera  i got tired looking at the endless pages of cameras. not understanding all the terms used. and therefore i just picked the first sony camera i saw and stuck it on my blog. zzz. Price: $179 Resolution: 8.1MP Oh wells. i bet i wouldn't even bother about these search results if i were really to go and shop for a camera. most prob i'd just choose one that's reasonably priced, good resolution with suitable zoom and nice appearance. and off i go with my purchase. looks lik i ain't as good at "researching" for camera as for phone. =X @ 1:49 PM
Wu Jia Hui Live @ Bugis 1 so i c.. was this wad i missed out that day? Wu Jia Hui - Wu Jia Ke Gui PK Wu Jia Hui ok guess these are the only 2 videos uploaded. will be looking forward to more videos. it's a waste that my final decision was not to stay and watch. his live performance is really quite good. at least he can sing. even though there are no particular surprises, at least he could bring out the simple feeling of someone who really enjoys and want to sing. and to add on, my impression of him from Yi Ren Yi Ban wasn't good. cuz he got far too famous because of that song, which i tot was so-so only. but his own album is really a complete change from the 框框 i used to view him in the past. =) Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 1:09 PM
Wu Jia Hui while searching for wu jia hui's videos online, i saw this comment publicizing the bugis junction event. sigh. which reminds me of the regret of not staying on to watch him perform.. "Jiahui's next public appearance is 7th June, Sat at 6:30pm, Bugis Junction, Bugis Square, Level 1. Jiahui will showcase a number of songs from his latest album as well as sing a couple of non-album songs which he had previously written for the likes of A-list artistes such as Jacky Cheung, Jerry Yan, Stefanie Sun, etc..." *regrets* http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=18519144383 events @ TJC 虽然我愿意 我疯你 @ Dragonfly 空缺 @ album launch press conference 无家可归 + 虽然我愿意 空缺+ 肚子饿了 songs he wrote for others 一公尺 for jerry yen 人质 for Ah Mei wells.. will be awaiting for the release of the videos of his gig @ bugis junction. the fact that he might hav sang many songs, including those that did not belong to him, made me even more regretful. over the indecisiveness.. 人是在脆弱或是懦弱时最可鄙呢？ Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 11:18 PM
a day being irritated argh! can't sleep last nite.. zzz.. mapling till ~2.45. after tat tot i can sleep immediately. but... tossed and turned until 4++ GggRrR.. so irritating.. and i din know that lack of sleep had such a great effect on my mood. i was in an irritable state for the morning.. had class outing so supp to meet at 11.30 at bugis. it was raining.. and it became so (!!) that i had to take a bus rather than walk. the fact that things occurred not the way i expected it to be made me irritated.. on the bus.. i was so irritated by the act of one person, although it's just such an insignificant and logical act. =X well not to mention i almost fell on the bus but that's not the point. after leaving my stop and we're halfway to the next stop, the person next to me was so eager to get out of his seat to get down the bus. at that point of time, i can't help but to think that he tot i would be so not zi dong to give him some space to walk when the bus stops at the bus stop so must prepare way before the bus stop. so immediately, i also stood up and purposely walked quickly to the door to show that i'm getting down the bus at this stop too. and my walk from the bus stop to the mrt station was also one filled with irritability. =XX i just can't bear the thot of people blocking my way. and there's always this feeling that i should just ram into whoever's blocking my way. LOL! and for weird reason, i felt that i had to get to the other end quickly even tho i'm not late. neither was i rushing for time. and the fact that ppl were walking down the escalator made me (!!) too cuz none of the train was coming anytime soon and i just thot that there's no need for them to rush.. LOL. and i got quite (!!) over this incident too.. usually at Bugis station, many ppl wil alight rite? but for some weird reason. noone alighted at my cabin. and i'm waiting at the oppo side of the door for ppl to rush out. NONE. so in the end, i had to squeeze out at the last minute. =XX reached at 11.12am. lolx. early =) oh yes! the sign "No waiting area here" made me quite (!!) too. cuz i'm waiting at this area NOW. lol. it's bad enough to catch me early in the morning when i just woke up. what's more after having a night of sleeplessness?? anw, later my classmates streamed in. mayb the presence of ppl i know kinda neutralised the weird feeling i had the entire morning. we were looking for some buffet to eat. and seoul garden was one of our choice. but it was full and we had to wait til 1pm. so we thot nvm go hav sushi buffet lo. but there's no buffet for the weekend. sobx. =X things din work out the way we wanted it to be. so no choice, gotta wait lik forever for the ppl in seoul garden to clear lo. haha. and actually the meal itself wasn't terribly nice. haha. it's just the same old thing lo. chicken, chicken and more chicken. sausage, sausage and more sausage. basically that's wad i had lo. for the finale, it was clam, dessert and drinks. lol.  after that we did nothing much.. just roamed around abit. walk walk talk talk.. haha.. then there was a event @ bugis junction so decided to check it out. seems lik it's some promotion for Narnia chronicles and they're searching for a prince or something lidat. =X went to check it out. and from afar i was lik.. isn't the judge over there wu jia hui? but i can't really be certain cuz i'm unsure of how he looks lik in the first place. then later saw his name written on the banner. it's him!! so decided to stay on awaiting for his performance, which didn't take place throughout the duration of the event. =((and his actual event is gonna start.. at 6.30pm =(( din stay on to watch. haix.. kinda regretted not watching. such a coincidence. such a chance occurence. just so happen to look at the event. just so happen c him amongst the judges. just so happen his event is the next event.. just so happen that i'm there. just so happen the event is gonna start in 30min's time.. sigh.. gonna do lots of search for him.. Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 1:26 PM
Healing Hands 3 Healing hands 3 is really quite nice. i lik the way the characters are depicted. they hav such distinct characteristics which was brought across in a subtle yet obvious way. the plots aint terribly interesting but engaging. and they're all something close to our hearts. nothing exaggerative nor clinche. and i liked the fact that there isn't any real "baddy" in the show. it's more reflective of the real world. if we look around us, r there really any bad ppl hanging around trying to sabotage us? not really.. but why is there stil unhappiness? quarrels？suspicions? i guess it's all due to character mismatch or just the very fact that diff ppl have got diff personality. which becomes apparent in this show. there r ppl who has character that u can't stand initially, eg. MC and bryan. but the point is, they're not bad people, you just have to know them. understand them, accept them. MC's arrogance comes from self-confidence and the belief that he should always follow what he thinks is best for him and not be shaken by what others think. Bryan's cynicism is just due to his self-protectionism nature..  i think today's episode was especially good in bringing out the spirit of the medical teams. being a doctor, u must hav the heart to help others. when real trouble brews, u r at the frontline, combating the illnesses with ur patients. not only r their lives on ur hands, u carry with u the worries of ur loved ones, as well as the fear that u might be infected during the course of ur work. my fav character is.. Henry!! haha.. unexpected.. but he's such a witty character.. and as he converses with the ppl in the show, he is always able to maintain this "i'm just chatting with u as a friend" kinda feel, when in actual fact, deep within him, he is able to detect it if something's wrong. and behind the scene, he tries to do something to make u feel better. it's just like.. he isn't eager to show u that he's all-caring, all-understanding, all-emotional straight at ur face. but somehow he knows what u're going thru. and he has this aura of confidence. not overwhelming.. the only flaw (and it's such a big one) is that he's unable to commit himself to a relationship. lol. we'll c how things go in the final episode. hope that Henry and sarah wil get together. and also for anson and chris to patch up. haha. Chris is just lik a grown-up kid hu might be appear immature yet "his love for anson and only anson" gives him a really good image as a husband. no wonder someone as mature as anson would fall for someone hu seemed so childish. haha. dun think paul and frances wil last. haha. Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 1:23 PM
Uni DD hmmmx.. can't access maple for patching.. and so.. i'm checking out wat to expect for uni. lolx. wad a big contrast.. anwz.. seems like my course isn't really that scary as it might seem. it's not really studying for double the work load within the time span of one degree. or put it in numerical terms, 8yrs of work in 5yrs. cuz i realised that there's quite a bit of overlapping of modules + there's exemption from breadth modules (suddenly i realise i can't take some modules that i'm interested in, eg. forensic chemistry or dunno wad's the name of this course =( ) in all, there's 40 common MCs. econs require 104MC + eng require 120 MC. together with 12MC for university level requirement. it works out to be about.. 104 + 120 + 12 - 40 = 196 MC. For single degree, you need 160MCs to graduate --> which works out to be 40MC per yr, 20MC per sem. Give a bit of leeway (i dunno how NUS calculate this) and the actual amount of work i wil do for DD is 202 MC. which simply means.. i wun be having a heavier workload. it's just a matter of doing things at the same rate over a period of one more year. is this how things will work? seems like reality doesn't work in such an ideal manner. come to think of it, my course wil be almost the same as wad i did for A-level. cuz chem eng = physics + maths + chem + bio. and econs = maths + econs. there'd be some El modules = GP. and LOTS of PW. haha.. xD @ 12:36 PM
speakers woes hmmx.. been seriously lazing in bed refusing to wake up.. woke up at 7+ today. slept again. alarm rang at 8am (cuz i wanted to prove to my parents that i can wake up as early as them) and i slept again. 9+ my parents wanted to go for breakfast and they asked me along. but somehow i fell asleep again.. zzz.. so.. i woke up around 10-11. =X anw. dad bought speakers for me. ^_^ actually 2 set. there's one battery-run set and another electricity driven set. lolx. sound quality is quite bad actually. =X and the worst part.. after 1 hr of playing song, it guess the device got over-heated and now it's producing some awful smell of burnt plastic. *yucks* i think i'm gonna get the creative speakers after all. i dun need good speakers. but neither am i looking for lousy speakers with real bad sound quality. lolx. looks lik i'm not as non-picky about sound quality as i thought after all..  wells. they dun look spectacular. but at least it's a worthy buy. |
was searching for his videos and news when i chanced upon this travel show hosted by him. actually not really say hosted. he's lik the main person there doing the introduction, but it feels more lik he's sharing his thoughts and experiences rather than trying to tell you everything about the place. since it's no JAPAN, i thought no harm watching. =) really enjoyable. he shares with the audience and another of his showbiz friends his inner thoughts and philosophy of life. even though this is a show, i felt that he is very real, not faking and all.. =)
reporters requested for them to re-enact these scenes from "War and Beauty". and they did it - just like that. LOL
some MV shots for their 砒霜 song. weird i nv saw this scene in the MV tho. anw. on that day of filming, Gigi was wearing heals and was struggling on the stone path. so bowie conviently picked her up and brought her to the grass areas. when probed, they simply replied "we're already so close le.. we've kissed in shows and we've held hands during conferences.. nothing new" LOL! soooo scandalous-sounding, but then again, i dun think 2 person hu really has something going on will be that silly to do the things they do and say the things they said. haha. 