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Sunday, April 30, 2006 @ 10:00 PM
XIan Jian Qi Xia Zhuan Vs. MDWAV Yes, Yest was Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan, and here am i with my update on the show. One major comment that i wanna give is that.. The identity crisis, the time travel, the love triangle.. Such striking similarities between the show and MDWAV.. As well the chimeology ideology behind the show.. One thing that i like about Xian Jian is that it really spurs us thinking. With the words of wisdom coming out from the "seniors" in the show, the way enlightenment is attained yet not explicitly shown really attracts me to the show.. They can throw you some undecipherable words, yet at the end of the day, they leave you to come up with your own enlightenement and interpretation.. I rmb the plot where the Sword Saint was stuck in a nasty situation. To choose his Way, or to leave with the woman whom he loved. He had left Mt. Shu for the city in order to search for something for him to possess, so that he is able to let go. That is the only method where he can attain enlightenment. He found his love, he possessed it. and he let go of it, the night before their marriage.. Went back to Mt. Shu, to stand on the water, to find his Way, to attain the peace such that not even a single water molecule would stir. Empress Wu came to look for him. And he was lost and devastated. Her comment, "If you did not love me with all your heart, then you have never ever possessed love, and thus, you wil not be able to let it go." ( This scene was so much so like MDWAV 1, where Kuang Tian You was stuck in between Ma Xiao Ling and ZHen ZHen, all of a sudden, he was overwhelmed by all the stress that he could ever endure, and went into a coma.. ) All of a sudden, he attained enlightenment. Everything froze in front of him. And he was able to tell Empress Wu, he loved her. But the love can't stop at jsut between a male and a female. It has to go beyond that and spread throughout the world, loving all their people.. And the enlightenment i got from this is that.. Time is but a facade. The past, present and future doesn't exist. You are but standing at one time frame in one dimension. Since nothing in the past has existed, you have nothing to let go of in the present and nothing to regret in the future. Once you attain enlightenment, nothing is everything, yet everything is nothing. You can possess love, and yet when you let go of it, you still possess it after all. Sigh.. the sad thing is that.. i can't believe that yue'er just died like that.. Sigh.. my favourite character.. I dun think i can take it if MDWAV were to show Xiao Ling or Tian You dying, and literally dying. All their incarnation will cease to exist. That'd be bad.. Anw, heard that everyone in the show will die.. So in some sense, this is a good show.. I wonder if anyone would share the same sentiments as me.. Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 7:37 PM
Theoy of Balance I was just thinking about a statement that i often make. "Life is a contradiction by itself." Now come to think of it, everything seems to make sense to me. Within the universe, for every matter or effect, there'd always be a counter matter or effect. Take for instance, matter. there's anti-matter. For a wrong committed in the world, there'd be a right down somewhere else in the world. The earth is round. Thus, the amount of forces acted on the Earth would balance off as the individual component of the forces would somehow cancel away each other. In making others suffer, you are effectively relieving them of all sufferings. Going onto micro-level. Every electron has a probability of being here or there or everywhere yet nowhere as suggested by Heisenberg's uncertainty relation. So, it's little wonders why the universe is such a contradictory system. Even the beginning Big Bang has to be marked by the end Big Crunch. For every start, there's an end. For every action, there'd be an equal and opposite reaction force. So what exactly am i driving at? Actually i dunno myself too. The moment when i constructed this theory of balance, i had lots of exciting idea, only to be washed away by the presence of time. Sigh. Alongside with some sudden realisation i had. Seems like i can't even recall what of thought of myself. lolx. Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 8:22 PM
LEO BOD Election + Husting Ah! Today was the BOD election.. And all the husting and introduction.. Ok la.. Din do terribly well, nor even well, but the thing is that, to me personally, it's an extra experience gained. I must reiterate this point that i dun wanna get in. ( because maybe the more i say, the more likely it will happen? ) Finally managed to get into Sci Co. Really dun wish to give up this PDP.. ALright, intro was just impromptu. Unpreprared. haha. Seeing others with well-prepared script got me pretty nervous. I was rather afraid of running out of things to say. But fortunately, i was rather fluent, though i dun quite get what i was trying to say. haha. Actually quite malu la, must bring up your leadership experiences in sec sch. Actually, i prefer not to rake up the past in order to complement for what i'm doing now. Because the past is the past, we cannot base one's ability on what he/she has done in the past. This simply just denies thsoe who din assume any leadership role in the past, of a possible role in the BOD. Perhaps that's not the main factor affecting the voting, but there's bound to be some impression in the ppl's mind when this person is the VP/P/exco in their sec sch.. Plus, though i did mention about my previous experience in sec sch, i felt rather guilty at the same time. I mean, yeah, i was in student council, but i was more of a passive member. Not those taking a proactive approach in handling things, but more of a support member. yet at the same time, i couldn't mention this point in front of everyone, bound to get paiseh one.. =X So i just came up with some clinche terms that can't exactly depict my 4yrs experience in the council.. Sort of like lying.. so guilty.. sigh.. Answered two qn in Q&A. Actually if i dun wanan get any post, the best thing to do is to remain silent. But everyone was like answering. and i'm glad i did, becuase at one point in time, there was a reminder for those who have yet to answer to step forward and answer a qn directed at them. SOrt of expected this to happen. So befor i'm called, it's best i take the initiative to step forward and answer. Save me the trouble of malu-ing. haha. This week's chaotic mans. Realised i have alot of thigns on my hands. But, i think what i need most, isn't time. BUt instead, it is the relocation of my centre of attention as well as good time management skills. Time to penetrate and "sink" deeper into JC life and get into the pace of a hectic lifestyle, yet at the same time balancing it off with a good mix of relaxation. ^_^ Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 10:41 PM
Sci Co + Leo Board! SUPER DUPER stressed out ah!!!! Anyone got any idea what phone call i recieved just now??? It's from LEO and tomolo's the husting, Q&A, intro, for LEO board!!! And of all things, i had to ask this qn: "so we must prepare like the sc ppl ah?" and the ans was "yes"! Oh no, i'm so gonna be dead. I haven prepared anything at all!!! =.=" To make things worse, it's open to the TJ population!! Which means....... Oh no!!!! It's open to ALL!! And.. I din prepare anything, and i'm gonna make a fool out of myself in front of so many ppl.. Luckily, no one wil rmb me after the husting anw.. haha.. since i dun think i'd leave a deep impression in them. So ya.. And.. and.. To make the worst out of matters!!! Today, i have been officially registered as a sci co member.. which means.. I'm stranded now.. To be in Board, you must give up all your other PDPs.. and.. I'm suddenly in Sci Co!! Oh no, i'm really so gonna be dead! Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 11:12 PM
Xian Jian Qi Xia ZHuan #27 and #28 Just now was Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan.. real nice show.. and just like MDWAV, the beginning din really appeal to me.. but the end of the show is just wow! marvel you like anything. In terms of the emotions, philosophical tots, technical sophisticity, it's just wow wow wow.. Today Yue Ru died.. haiz.. actually i hated for things to come to this end. she was my fav among the 3 main casts.. I started off not liking her.. But later on.. Events proved that she was the exact same character as XIao Ling in MDWAV.. Hard on the outside, but soft on the inside.. In the end, she sacrificed her own life in order to Xiao Yao and Ling'er. SO that they could live on. and together at that. In spite of the fact that she loved Xiao Yao, she actually gave up her life so that Xiao Yao could be together with another girl.. I was kinda disappointed with XIao Yao for saying one sentence. "It was all my fault. If i din meet Yue Ru at all, she could still be living in the lapse of luxury in ( some place )" i really wanna ask him one thing. Really? Is this the best ending for Yue Ru then? To continue living that life? And live longer than now, but dying an ordinary person who lead a wilful life? Or is it better that she had once loved someone with all her heart, and died for him so that he could find happiness? In the first senario, she will die without regret or pain or sorrows but also without an experience of a lifetime. In the latter, she will die but after having gained much experience as well as a man's love.. at least she still lives on in his heart.. I'm quite bewildered at the Senior in Shu Shan.. He said to Ling'er.. If one of you had to be sacrificed, either XIao Yao or Yue Ru, would the happiness she share with XIao Yao later on be true happiness? yet.. He wants Ling'er to live the picture and forget Xiao Yao.. In order to save their lives.. BUt.. If she's gone, would the other 2 left get true happiness too? If we question in the similar fashion taht the senior has done previously, then wad conclusion can we get? And Ling'er.. Won't she suffer too? Actually i'd rather Ling'er die than Yue Ru die.. But wells.. Yue Ru is now just like ZHen Zhen in MDWAV ba.. and Ling'er has assumed the position of Xiao Ling, who wil be able to spend the rest of her life with Xiao Yao perhaps? Actually BaiYue is a spiteful person. I dun like him.. BUt yet, i cna't help but to share some of his ideology, as well as how he view things. in a fashion deviating from the norm. Extreme thoughts. Of how disappointed he was with everything, how love is non-existent in this universe.. It's just like Fate in MDWAV.. I din like him at all.. yet i can' t help but to appall at how simliar our train of thoughts were.. Suddenly i dun wish for this show to end.. But then again.. things must end somehow.. 15 weeks w/o MDWAV.. @ 12:09 AM
A*star scholarship interview Today was the A*star interview.. Actually i dun quite expect myself to get the award the moment i found out that there's gonna be interviews.. Basically i just treated it as a good experience for me. An learning opportunity. at least the scholarship isn't a must now. So i can treat the official interview as a good trainign ground for future job interviews, whihc wil definitely have a much greater implications than the interview now.. haha.. I feel that i kept repeating words, eg. experience etc.. haha.. basically just lost for words at that point of time.. Luckily the interviewer was very ncie. kept smiling. there were 2. One of them is a current scholar.. ^_^ Thursday, April 20, 2006 @ 6:19 PM
Complications in Simplicity Why do we consistently complicated matters in the name of searching for simplicity? Humans are such intricating creatures. In coming up with the Theory of Everything, we explore further into the counter-intuitive subatomic world. This is done on the pretext of unifying all laws in the universe, such that an universal single law can dominate the processes we are experiencing now. However, isn't this theory complicating things further? Isn't it neat to have ideas broken down into various components, rather than just having them as the one and only one ultimate law? Would the simplicity attained be able to offset the complexity incurred? Has it ever occurred to anyone that the universe might just be a facade, and we're just part of our own imagination. That nothing is everything and everything is actually nothing? What if things that you are seeing with your very eyes do not exists, but things oblivious to us are the truth that lies beyond? What if the end of the world relative to the real world is but a tomorrow in our world? Nothing happens without a reason, yet, causes are but a by-product of effects. The point i'm trying to bring across is just this.. The search for simplicity has to be coupled with complex arguement, challenging the mindset governing our logic. At the end of the day, is the simplicity attained really that simple after all? or was the complex matter that we started with truely the simplest form that things can get? Conplications in Simplicity: Constant self-deception is required for the complex-turned simplicity to appear simpler than the original complexity. Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 7:00 PM
Big 5 Report Ah.. Got my Big 5 report.. First reaction was disappointment. Cause things din really turn out the way i tot it would be.. Later on.. I realised my energy and sustain level is very low.. Energy-wise i would agree, since in my answer, i'm inclined towards working in solitude. Whereas for sustain level, i sort of disagree. Though i worry over alot of stuffs, but i don't really snap over little stress exerted on me. I guess personally i feel that i am able to endure a considerable amount of stress.. But wells, i gues the test result is just the oppo of wad i feel.. actually i was quite upset over the low energy level. Cause i tot it reflected me as someone being unmotivated, anti-social etc. Which isn't exactly how i'm behaving now.. THough i'm not those hyper ppl, but at least i dun give you the dao look when you try to talk to me. But later on, i realised that their interpretation of energy level is diff from wad i define. It simply means that i prefer to work alone, eg. chatting over net rather than calling each other on the phone. So yupz. that describes me, so i accept this result.. but wad really upset me was that the report said that i tend to lose my temper very easily!! I might get irritated very easily, but losing temper over small matters isn't really wad i think i am.. Hmph! haha.. Actually i think the report is a bit screwed la. Either that or i have split personality. Cause in front, they said i have bad temper. Later on, it reads i have good temper, and dun flare up easily. -_-" First, they said i can't work in a team, prefer to be alone. Later on, they say i have greaet leadership qualities, whihc are useful in the coperate world. -_-" Anyways, on a more positive note.. I'm glad that my knowledge is high. Well, though overall, it was just a medium, but sections which i hope for it to be high was high.. ^_^ And the knowlege doesn't mean how knowledgeable i am ( i think i'd fare badly for this.. ) it's more of how you see the world and wad your curiosty of knowledge is and how you can think out of the box and accept extreme knowledge. That i scored 72,i think. haha. actually i sort of expected this since i put alot of "strongly agree" for qn like, you always think about the start of the universe etc.. Lolx. Many other things too, which i always like to mention in my blog and write a whole long essay of my ideology. lolx. But my downfall was that i tend to be too conservative. Holding on to principles that i deem correct for my dear life. At the same time, i resist changes. Lolx. As for purpose, i am a highly purpose-driven person. haha. in some sense i agree.. But in another sense i dun really agree.. As for assertion or dunno wad. I belong to the group that like to doubt others, and not support others' opinion.. Actually, i dun think i always oppose ideas. Maybe i do sometimes.. BUt i really doubt ppl, alot. haha. there's nothing wrong with them actually, the prob lies with me. I dun trust ppl, not at all. I dun even trust myself. Lolx. Holding on to a too sceptical view of everything, i guess.. Overall, i think the report is quite true.. Though there are some flaws present.. However, the report is true only to the facade me.. It has failed, in my opinion, to explore the inner me. ( Eg. I appear to be focussed and purpose-driven. But the inner me just wanna find the ultimate answer to life, whihc is unattainable.. The rest are just proccesses in my life.. ) The me that i can't understand till now.. The complexity of it all coming into contact with the goals of simplicity.. Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 5:14 PM
Xian Jian QI Xia Zhuan Yest was Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan.. i did expected it to be nice show. Becuase the trailer i saw prior to its broadcasting were real great, reminds me of MDWAV.. But for the first few episodes, i wasn't really paying attention to the show. Din catch my atttention.. But now.. the story development.. is so wow.. With all those philosophical tots that sets me into my thinking state.. it's just so scary how this show resembles MDWAV.. MDWAV started with its plot being so-so too. DIn catch my attention. later on, it got so philosophical. As in XJQXZ, there's also a love triangle, which is the main highlight of the show.. And tehre's always one that is willing to sacrifice.. I still rmb.. How things always have a flip side in order to complement each other. when you kil someone , you think you've done them harm. Maybe, but from anotehr point of view, you have just released them from sufferings.. There's 2 side to a coin. There's Yin and Yang in Tao. To let go, you must first possess. To every cause, tehre's always a effect. To overcome yourself -- that's the greatest hurdle.. Actually had alot more tots yest. but seemed to ahve forgotten wad they were now.. nvm, the feeling will not be lost and i know that i had learnt some new points from this show. ^_^ Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 12:04 AM
Speech Day 2006 Yesterday was Speech Day 2006! Yay! A chance for me to return to TMS. So happy. ^_^ I can still rmb the excitement as i was waiting for bus 229 to come and "send" us back to TMS! That mixed feeling. Of wanting to go back, yet resisting going back, as the beginning of everything will soon mark the ending of everything.. Sigh.. First thing first was actually the class lunch. Alright, it wasn't half of the class. haha. but still, at least majority of us who were supp to be there turned up. ^_^ Just that our class outing sort of ended up in a "mess". Because the TMS canteen wasn't opened, which ruined our original plan of eating there. >.< I have once thought.. I seem to be happier, more talkative, more cheerful, more open in TJ.. Why is it that TMS still holds a more special place in my heart? Is it that i'm just holding onto things that i should have let off, adn just accept my new life and move on with time? Am i just resistant to changes? NO. TJ might prove to be a happier place for me, but TMS is still special to me.. I rmb that day when i went back to TMS for roadshow.. I remained silent most of the them as the rest discussed. I felt lonely.. But somehow, the aura from TMS seems to embrace me, and made me feel at home. Somehow, everything around you doesn't seem to matter any longer. Whether you're ignored, or you're just shy.. You just feel secure in the world of your own.. Lost in your own thoughts, taking in the TMS air.. Do you ever know that things are never the same? Time can heal the wound, but the scar will still remain.. I recall the devastation i felt prior to graduation.. Slowly, the pain faded off.. Slowly, you get integrated into your new life at TJ.. Slowly, you think less and less of your past memories.. Slowly, everything walks into history.. Slowly, you overlook the pain you have once felt.. But.. the scar always remain.. Once you look at it, all the memories will just rush to you.. Overwhelming you.. Only thing is that this wound and scar has a positive meaning to it.. One of beautiful memories, though sometimes sweet, sometimes sour and bitter.. 4S.. Chalet in June.. I duno if the whole class wil come.. I know i'd retreat to my quiet self. i know i'd just feel a bit stranger to the rest when we meet once again.. But you know wad? The wound they have inflicted on me left a deep scar in my heart ( all in the positive sense.. ^_^ ) which will never cease to exist. the special feeling will live on forever.. I dunno if we'd still remain as a class, 5 years down the road.. But i know that the bond will remain.. Just that I'd feel lost if we just separate our ways and not keep in touch.. My new class.. Yes, we laugh, we joke, we have common topics. I speak much more, i laugh happily.. They're a bunch of nice people.. We gel together.. But somehow i know things will never be the same.. Nothing wrong with them, the problem just lies with me.. Though i'd wanna make new friends, but i know the ties shared would be different.. I dun wanna lose my old friends in the process of making new friends.. I still want to remain friends forever with my old friends.. I'm afraid of a time when.. The new friends part.. and the old friends separate.. SUddenly, you're just casted to a dark corner of the room. with just superficial peers around.. Anyway.. Back to speech day.. Briefing began, made our way to the hall. Guest of honours was Mr Ouyang. ^_^ I'm glad it was her actually. At least the TMS that has seen me through 4 years is somehow complete.. The sad thing is that the staff has changed a considerably lot.. But my teachers still remain there, which is a happy thing.. ^_^ Speech by Mrs Ong.. Then Mrs OuYang.. Somehow i was very touched by her speech. As the two speeches were arranged one after another, you can really tell the diff between one who has just joined the school adn one who had feelings for the school. Alright, i know many din really like mrs ouyang when she was here. But the fact is still that she was always with us all the way.. She was the one who saw our batch through from the beginning to the end. Whether we liked her way of doing thigns or not, she's stil there. Behind the picture, planning everything in the school. Playing a pivotal role to the success of all projects the school undertakes.. Whilst Mrs Ong can only provide the statistical successes of TMS, Mrs Ouyang could speak from the bottom of her heart. With feelings. The pride in TMS just spread across the room. And because we left TMS at around the same time, wad she said simply describes my feeling for TMS.. How we knew things were never the same.. The way she described TMS was so apt, we knew that she had TMS in her heart.. In short, she feels like a family to me. Part of the TMS family.. So prize presentation went on.. There's one sad thing though.. I feel so detached from the school hall. The very hal that saw me thru my 4 years secondary education. However, deep in my heart, i know i once and wil always belong here.. You know wad i like most about receiving the prize? When Mrs Ouyang congratulated me.. It was the very hands that welcomed me to the school, and now it's stil the very hands that saw me through the final part of my sec sch journey.. Bio, Chem, Phy, Combined Humans, Standard, >6 distinctions.. all these are merely physical acheivement.. 1 month down the road.. Will anyone remember all these? Or jus 1 hr after the ceremony? ( Though i'm very glad i got the chem prize. it was my wish since sec 3.. at least i fulfiled this wish.. ) Actually, no matter how great you might be, how much you achieve, no one will remember it in thier heart.. It's just but a flighting amazement, that's all.. But.. It doesn't matter to me whether i will make an impact on others.. It just matters alot to me whether others will make impact on me.. 10 years down the road, everyone will forget me.. 10 years down the road, i'd still rmb TMS, 4S, the TMSian and alll the wonderful memories.. That's the most precious part of the deal.. Not about wad you want to show others, but wad you manged to retain about others.. Thank you TMS. You have left a deep footstep in my heart, one that will never be eroded.. Performance was ok.. Compared to previous years, it was actually a bit down.. i liked the dance costumes though.. haha.. Reception was stil ok. Bee Hoon though doesn't look nice, was stil nice to eat.. But i think not as nice as last year's. Or am i imaginig too much things?? Lolx. Danced mass dance in TMS. haha. real fun. But unfortunately, when we were dancing for ms rajah, i sprained my leg. Or dunno wad happened. It just cracked halfway in the right foot. Stil can walk, but very painful. But anyway, i just danced on.. Sometimes, we just can't let an unexpected accident to stand in our ways.. i always wanted to do this in TMS.. So now, i've officially cracked both legs.. In just 4 weeks? Lolx. To think i have never ever injured my legs so badly for like 16 years. Sigh.. Stayed back with SJ for a while later on to look for teachers.. Or rather, wait for teachers.. haha. Our wait din go down to waste.. At least, we managed to wait for one teacher to come out.. haha.. Believe and it can be, don't believe and it can't be.. ^_^ How does it feel like for you to wish for the world all your life, only to have the world crashing down on you in just a few moment's time? Monday, April 10, 2006 @ 6:20 PM
Coincidence Today, soemthing coincidental happened to me. I was opening up my pencil case during lecture.. when i got a feeling that i din bring highlighter. true enough, despite my efforts at searching for it, it was nowhere to be seen.. Is this just pure coincidental? Or can our brains relaly predict things before it happens? @ 5:48 PM
Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan is getting nicer. Even though the ending is said to be a sad one, with almost everyone dying.. But perhaps, to me, that could be a good ending to a show after all.. Anyways, i gotta watch it first before coming to a conclusion. ^_^ I rmb these lines the most.. "It was our characters that shaped the outcomes. Given a chance to change history, do you think ( e ppl ) would have taken another course of action? Eventually, it is us who changed our own fate.." how true.. Which brings us to a contadicting viewpoint of time travel. It was once thought that even changing a grain of sand as you travel back in time could have an adverse impact on the events unfolding in the future.. However, i read in a book that no matter wad you try to do, the chances of you changing history is so low. Because you'd meet with so much obstacles to deter you from carrying out your moves. And from the show, it further supports this point. Maybe you could go back to time, and make life better for yourself. But your character will never change. So wad if you were to turn back in time? If you were a kind soul who would save someone from being knocked down by a car at the risk of your own life, do you think you would have avoided saving him when you went back in time? I guess it's a no.. ANyway, back to the show, i personally prefer XIao Yao to go with Yue-er. I dunno. I just like Yue-er's char.. haha. Those type that appears unfeeling on the outside, but deep inside, they can feel much more for the world than anyone else.. *With the great computer graphic effects, and lots of mystical char in the show, it's a real great show. Reminds me of MDWAV.. jsu that one is in the psat, the other in the modern era. ^_^ @ 5:26 PM
No Bio Prac this week Haha. Wad a sotong i am.. Today, ther's no bio prac. which meant that i'm still relesaed at 11.55am! yay! But it's next monday though.. So i just postponed my "suffering", that's all. haha. Anyway, it's also a good thing. At least, this week seems more positive and exciting now. ^_^ Yay! Wed going back to TMS!!!! ^_^ Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 5:38 PM
Next Week updates Ah.. Next week will be a relatively busy and eventful week. ^_^ Starting off with the -ve stuff:- 1) It was a good news that Bio prac was cancelled last Fri. However, the bad news that came along with it far overweighed the benefit that i'd get from it. You see, on Monday, we have to stay back in school for additional 2 hrs of practical make-up ( as in not putting on make-ups -_-" ) So, let's see. Monday is the day i can go home at 11.55am. In order to stay back for that 2 hrs, i gotta.. - wait for 1hr50mins as Chinese lessons are on-going. - wait for 1hr lunch. - go for 1hr50min Bio Prac. Which translates to another 4hr 40mins in school. -_-" Over just a 1hr 50min thingy. Lolx. 2) There isn't any PE next week. Sigh.. First week no PE already. Then 2nd week i can't really PE due to sprained ankle. Just when i'm starting to do PE.. - Tues PE is cancelled as Tues timetable is replaced by Fri timetable.. - Thurs is Mardi Gras, so early dismissal. Moving on to the good stuffs: - 1) Speech Day next Wed! Yes! Another trip to TMS! And an official trip at that somemore. Can guang ming zheng da go back, and not sneak around ( actually i don't la. lolx ) As in i won't get the weird stares from ppl around me.. Esp when i'm in green. Lolx. 2) Mardi Gras. Oh wells. I dunno if it's positive or negative. But since the school population has put in so much effort to make this event a successful one, i guess the least i could do is to be enthu about this event. After all, it's a biannual event, which means i'd only get to enjoy it once. ^_^ 3) The 2nd best news ( after speech day ) is that Fri is good friday! Yay! One day break.. Hmmm.. Let me think wad i should be doing.. @ 5:38 PM
Next Week updates Ah.. Next week will be a relatively busy and eventful week. ^_^ Starting off with the -ve stuff:- 1) It was a good news that Bio prac was cancelled last Fri. However, the bad news that came along with it far overweighed the benefit that i'd get from it. You see, on Monday, we have to stay back in school for additional 2 hrs of practical make-up ( as in not putting on make-ups -_-" ) So, let's see. Monday is the day i can go home at 11.55am. In order to stay back for that 2 hrs, i gotta.. - wait for 1hr50mins as Chinese lessons are on-going. - wait for 1hr lunch. - go for 1hr50min Bio Prac. Which translates to another 4hr 40mins in school. -_-" Over just a 1hr 50min thingy. Lolx. 2) There isn't any PE next week. Sigh.. First week no PE already. Then 2nd week i can't really PE due to sprained ankle. Just when i'm starting to do PE.. - Tues PE is cancelled as Tues timetable is replaced by Fri timetable.. - Thurs is Mardi Gras, so early dismissal. Moving on to the good stuffs: - 1) Speech Day next Wed! Yes! Another trip to TMS! And an official trip at that somemore. Can guang ming zheng da go back, and not sneak around ( actually i don't la. lolx ) As in i won't get the weird stares from ppl around me.. Esp when i'm in green. Lolx. 2) Mardi Gras. Oh wells. I dunno if it's positive or negative. But since the school population has put in so much effort to make this event a successful one, i guess the least i could do is to be enthu about this event. After all, it's a biannual event, which means i'd only get to enjoy it once. ^_^ 3) The 2nd best news ( after speech day ) is that Fri is good friday! Yay! One day break.. Hmmm.. Let me think wad i should be doing.. Monday, April 03, 2006 @ 1:22 PM
Campus superstar Campus superstar winner: Zhi Yang Hmmz. Honestly speaking, i wasn't quite pleased with Teresa's and Zhi yang's performance yest nite.. Teresa seems to be listless.. I dunno. Gives me the feeling that her focus wasn't there and that she hasn't put in 100%. A bit stiff too.. But i liked her duet with JY. That is if you dun look at her being stiff up ther and just listen.. ^_^ As for Zhi Yang.. I wasn't particularly attracted by his performance previously and neither was i yest nite. He's style of singing just doesn't click with me.. dun really like his voice too.. Actually that nite, among the 4 contestants, i was most touched by Geraldine. In a situation where everyone tot that her competitor would emerge as the champion, she continued to push on and put in her utmost effort. That's the spirit that's lacking in the music industry as well as the world today. Perserving even when you know that the future looks bleaks. You need not have to be guaranteed of something when you do something, instead, you just put in your best and tell yourself you have done it well. Renfred. Actually i found one sentence said by his teacher very true. This is a competition to choose a star, and not a singing competition.. Which brings us to the sad phenomenon of the music industry nowadays. yeah, you might not have the best singing ablities, but nobody really cares, as long as you appeal to the market. WHere there's a demand for your song, there'd be a market for you to play with.. Sigh. The fundamental spirit of music has been lost, in some sense. Over-commercialisation i would say.. Saturday, April 01, 2006 @ 7:36 PM
Update on life It's the weekends once again.. haha.. Anyway, just a brief update on my school life thus far.. it's getting great! Term 2 is more slack than Term 1, surprisingly. haha. Maybe cause i got into the rhythm of JC life le. ^_^ Anw, in term 2, the lecturers are speeding up their lessons. Great! Cause i respond better to fast moving facts, rather than to dull, repeated info every lesson. Bio is getting more interesting!! Biological molecules!! reminds me of Chemistry!! You see ionic bonds, hydrogen bonds and covalent bonds. Omg!! It's so organic chem!! Yay!! Plus the pace of the lessons have increased considerably. So yay! Chem needless to say is always interesting and will always remain the core of my passion, at least academically-wise. I passed my redox reaction test! Yay! Haha.. But at the same time, i made my first error for stoichiometry in official test and exams. sigh.. But still happy enough! ^_^ Physics geting better. Moving to wad i like. dynamics! Actualy i prefer H3 physics syllabus to H2 topics. But well.. To do H3, you must have H2.. so.. ^_^ Maths! Functions and APGP! Number patterns!! No more GC!! Yay! I was struggling with the use of the graphing calculator for term 1, where usage of it was so much emphasized. FOrtunately, we had a tutor who is quite anti-GC de. So she got us to understand the concepts instead of relying on GC ( much to my relief.. ) So for the test, i was able to do w/o the GC, except for one qn.. If i had to answer the test with complete reliance on the GC, i dun think i'd have the time to check mans.. Phew.. Econs is actually intersting.. Because it gets confusing and you need to reason things out alot, that's why i like it.. It's sort of like detective shows, where you must think and analyse before deriving an answer.. Exactly wad i enjoy doing.. Now i can apply the "skills" i learnt from detective TV shows on school work. SO exciting.. haha.. GP is also ok too. i just fear my use of language. Haha. Besides tat, i think that it's great. I actually like to explore into heart-felt topics and just voice out your opinion. but usually, i hold views that deviate alot from the norm, so i'd just keep silent.. haha.. can't possibly say that humans should cease to exist for no reason and give my weird theories in class. =X haha.. Looking forward to new school week. BP mentoring wil start next wed too. So exciting.. haha. Home visit on sat too.. with previous experience, i think i'd fare better this time.. LEO rox! |