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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 8:17 PM
01/06 class outing well, had our class outing on the last day of 2007. quite a nice outing, cuz can listen to all the stories the NS boys have for us. and NS stil sounds tough, despite the saying that it has become much relaxing now. haha. pity was that.. i stil haven recover my voice. =x so i ended up being silent most of the time. tho the amt of talking i did exceeded the amt i expected myself to tok. cuz my vocie became more and more hoarse along the way.til today haven recover yet. =X wad a "nice" new yr gift. sob sob. haha. had ichiban for lunch. ROFL! oh their food not bad. i had the one with egg and bbq fish. but the thing is, i forgot the name of the fish, and the name of the dish itself. LOLx! nicely seasoned. =) and i like their miso soup. but then again, i like all miso soup. =) then later we randomly walk around from one place to another. and i was wearing a slightly high shoe ( i dunno wad u call that. it's not high heels ) well, altho it's only slightly high, but for ppl like me hu nv wear high shoes b4, my legs ache a bit. not used. haha. but i purposely wear de, cuz need to adjust to wearing such things for work anwz. and had blisters at the side cuz the shoe was rubbing against my feet. sigh. worse thing is that i think my old injury of sprained ankle is coming back in a mild manner. hurts a bit in the bone. haha. but bearable la. =) after that the rest went to watch "I Am Legend". got vampires inside! =) but they were depicted as lifeless beings ba i guess? so i'm so not gonna watch it.. wahaha.. most importantly, had to buy MORE clothes. in the end, bought one more set. in all. i have.. 2 skirts. ( i tot i bought biege for one, so i bought grey for the other one. turned out that both were grey.. zzz.. ) 5 tops - one being the standard go to work top. heex =) 1 black pants? ok la, mix and match, i shld be can survive past this month. =) next shopping spree shall be when i shop for new yr clothes le bahx. and with my pay, i can buy more more more. haha. *ps. forgot to take photos with my classmates. sighx =X @ 7:59 AM
4Synergy Class outing 30/12/07 y did i i wake up so early?? zzz.. haha.. been a habit of mine recently. but it's good, since work is starting soon anywayz.. wahahaha.. yest was.. 4S class gathering!!! it's been a long time since we last met.. haha.. =) can i say i'm havin a bit of "hangover"? ROFL! cuz last nite, we went to drink... COFFEE! and so at nite, i almost couldn't sleep. and so i feel a bit headache now.. haha.. and not to forget.. zzz.. i stil dun hav my voice back.. =X ok let's be a bit systematic. lol. first met up with sj to go shop for working clothes. then later mic joined us too. so paiseh siah, din know they not looking for clothes, otherwise wouldn't haf dragged them along to run down the entire bedok and later OG orchard with me. =X bought 3 tops, and no bottoms. sigh.. today must jiayou again. otherwise i'd hav no clothes. urgent is to get 1 bottom today. cuz 3 tops just rite to tide me thru first week of work, aka week 0.. zzz.. anw, i din know that places like OG do haf affordable tops. =) spent around $60 on the 3 tops. which was quite ok to me. but most of the clothes were like "out of bound" to students. cuz they can cost like above $50 each. =X now i must find one long-sleeved collared shirt. can wear for work and interview and in the future, sure ned to use de. haha. oh ya, i haven mentioned that i bought.. zero tops from bedok. =x Anw, shopped until we tot we'd be late for the class gathering, but actualyl quite ok. we were late, but many others were later. LOL! but dunno y lei, the waiting time wasn't boring at all. in fact i was quite happy just to be standing around and hearing them tok. ( ya i dun think i spouted a single sentence then cuz i think i spoke too much that my voice was beginning to change for the worse le.. ) Anw, in all, we had, me, sj, mic, hc, sarah, hq, huiyan, flor, py, aiysha, andrea, azri, benny, alvin, joe, haojie, hayden and kiren. and heard that jovin was the organiser but he wasn't there. LOL! at least in all we had 18 ppl ba, which is almost half the class? =) dined at fish and co. luckily got pasta. if i eat fried stuff, i can say sayonara to my voice for another week.. zzz.. had mussels penne with garlic and lemon juice. then later we were abit random. wanted to walk from orchard to esplanade. haha. but i enjoy walking so nvm. we just kept walking. from one mRT station to another. haha. it's a pity i had no voice. otherwise i'd be fun to just sing a random sentence here and there. esp when we reached ulu places with no other ppl. haha. later we decided to change destination to suntec city. went to drink starbucks coffee over there. hmmm. had mocha. actually i kinda forgotten wad i drank, cuz all i know was to follow what others before me ordered. aka mic and sj. lol! we just sat around and lazed. then at one time, there was a humourous "cross talk" between aiysha and huiyan.. hahaha! really very funny siah.. haha.. their comments back and forth had me laughing all the while.. and at some point of time, we were lazing so much that we behaved as tho we were drunk.. by drinking coffee.. zzz.. lol! and finally.. the day ended and we went back home.. but it was a real fun day. =) hope to hav more of such gatherings. haha.. ps. blogger refuses to upload any of the photos i haf.. -_-" Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 11:47 AM
Mo Nu You Xi zzz.. stil dun really hav voice.. as in can tok now, but the sound very husky.. =X anw.. i finally rmbed to find mo nu you xi's song on imeem le!! and added 2 to my playlist. and got rid of many other songs. haha. cuz i insist on having only 9 songs in my playlist. (follow 933fm pattern ROFL) I stil think the best song of all Destiny!! very nice!!! For me to say that a fast song is nice is quite a rarity. haha. so i insist it's really very nice. and to ensure that i wil hear it everytime i come to my blog, i switched off the auto shuffle function le and placed the song top on the list. haha. that is until i get sian of it. =X which reminds me.. yest was the last episode of mo nu you xi.. =( ok la, i din expect much of korean dramas.. but like wad my dad said, the ending was kinda childish. to me also din make much of a sense anyway. haha. but i must highlight you xi. =) so cute. not in terms of appearance, but her character and the way she carries herself. as johnny has said earlier, she looks tough, but she's really fragile inside. Acting fierce so as to protect herself. Stil, i think Johnny is the one who can bring her happiness, not WuLong. But too bad, she din haf any feelings for Johnny. =(    dunno y this show is voted as one of the lousiest show in Korea. personally i think i'd like it more than those season show, eg. winter sonata. much better than those shows that i can look at one scene of them toking at night at the beach, and towards the end one hour later, i come back, they're stil at the beach!!! =X looking as sorrowful as ever. makes me wanna switch off the TV only. haha. at least this show got a bit of humour. and at least youxi is not some pitiful girl who is ever so unlucky, eg. losing eyesight, tio some terminal illness. Tho she's quite a sad character in some sense, but at least it breaks out of the conventional Korea drama plots. towards the end, i quite liked the way the change in wulong was protrayed. he seemed ever so happy-go-lucky. but along the way, he has less and less smiles. towards the very end, he was stripped off of his cheerful nature and what is left of him is but a mere sorrowful look..   Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 6:22 PM
Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao And Anime Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao really quite not bad.. tho i think i prefer MVP Qing Ren if we're tokin about the theme of basketball over here. haha. currently finished eps 4. tomolo shall catch up to eps 6. then i can slowly watch le. wee~  meanwhile, while looking at some comments for "Lain The Serial Experiment", i chanced upon another biazzre anime called "Paranoia Agent". The first episode is indeed strangely weird enough, but not that terribly biazzare as Lain tho. then while reading the comments for this anime, i chanced upon another even weirder (as claimed by many) anime "FLCL" (Fooly Cooly. wad a weird name) shall try watching its first episode..   Paranoia Agent  FLCL - wonder wad's it aboutbut the happiest thign is that no matter wad, the ppl who commented still agreed that Lain is stil the most mind-boggling and biazzre of all. hee. next up is Neon Genesis Evagelion. wahaha. all my fav. I think i'd go crazy soon, watchign all these weird and biazzre shows that turns your world upside down. LOL!  Lain The Serial Experiment Neon Genesis Evagelion - Eva Unit No 2 @ 3:42 PM
contract settled wee~~ finally settled the contract at TMS le.. actually it wasn't much of a contrat. the things that i filled in was the same as the online application form for relief teacher.. lol.. the extra thing i gave was my bank account no. haha.. one thing off my mind. phew! currently watching dou nu yao bu yao.. haha.. initially tot it's really bull fighting.. but turned out to be street basketball.. =) at ep 3 now. taiwan haven finish showing. i prefer it this way. once i can catch up with the playing rate, i can slowly enjoy the show by watching 1ps per week. hee =) so looking forward to class gathering on Sun! ^_^ @ 11:59 AM
chem vacancy at TJC zzz.. voice haven fully recovered.. but at least i can say somethign now. haha.. going to TMS in a few moments' time... goign to sign contract. hope it'd go smoothly.. dragged from just now 10+ till now, cuz the person in charge not free.. haix.. just received a phone call too.. tj got vacancy for chem tutor. sigh.. chem lei.. how tempting.. but oh wells.. how i wish i can get chem in TMS. isn't that a perfect thing? haha.. Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 5:43 PM
Romantic Princess finally finished watching romantic princess le.. wee~ chionged 7 eps today.. =) it's not bad for an ou xiang ju. haha. and i liked the way they showed xiao mai growing up in the process. from someone 无名小卒，无忧无虑 to someone who has to be accustomed to suddenly riches and luxuries, and finally blossomed into someone matured and able to shoulder the burden of the entire Huang Pu Ind. i admire her courage to venture into the unknown regions and to succeed in them some more. Out of the nan feng si shao, i din really like Cai. too flowerery. tok so much. =X haha. Jin is a too typical type of guys which shows always try to depict so that ppl wil like. Lin and Ying are not bad. the two 冷门 guys. lol. Lin 傻得可爱，Ying got dao ppl 的魅力。 and emp is another intersteing character. he might be very 霸道 but at the end of the day, he's just an old man who 渴望 having a happy time with her granddaughter. lol. tho i might not agree with some of the 一意孤行 thigns he do, but i liked the way he always kept his kind intention hush hush, and how he's always misunderstood to be an evil person. and once again the msg is ringing. often in life, we make many turns and twists, only to return to the original point. but then again, thigns will happen for a reason, and even tho we might return to the same point, it is with a different mentality and attitude that we return to that point. and in this case, there were additional 收获，Jin din hav to the be the successor after all. and often our inner self is awakened only after a crisis has struck us. the ending was a bit hanging in the air.. think there should be series 2 ba.. haha.. @ 12:10 PM
voice not back yet haix. my voice stil not back.. anw today went back to RSPS. had to settle some timing prob. =X it's actually a diff of half an hour, but must go ALL the way back to make the changes =X lol. zzz.. anw, my new TV is here yest!! finally! after months of having the old one spoilt and months of having just one tv, i have the luxury of enjoying 2 tvs now again! =) zzz.. haven go back TMS to settle the contract stuff.. all becuase no voice.. zzz.. doesn't feel good to keep dragging it forever.. =X Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 11:16 AM
Merry Christmas Merry Christmas Everyone!! =) zzz.. but my voice is officially, completely gone.. =X haix.. oh just class outing was cancelled. haha. in some sense i'm happy. (oops so evil) cuz i can't make it and since it was cancelled, it shld mean there would be another gathreing soon isn't it? and i bet my voice wil be ok le.. ROFL! so evil of me.. =X just went doc.. apparently it seemed like i had no symptoms at all. lol. my throat wasn't pain today, no fever, no blocked nose. lolx. he had a puzzled look as to why i even lost my voice in the first place. ?_? LOL! anw, my mum keep insisting i'm overly-skinny.. zzz.. so she "complained" to the doc.. who then said. i'm looking healthy. and that i'm skinny because i'm just lidat lorx. then my mum say i nv eat fried stuff etc.. zzz.. i wonder who ate the most chicken/fish/prawn that she deep fried recently.. lol! and i'm the one who ate 3 out of 4 KFC chicken pieces that we bought recently too.. then later she insist i have something wrong, cuz my palms and sole are overly white to her. btu the doc c, and say it's ok. must look at fingernail and eyes, of which he commented that i'm very healthy by looking at them. wahahha.. =) feels so good to get clearance from doc tat i'm lookign healthy... wahaha.. ^_^ Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 11:59 AM
class outing cannot go zzz.. today got class outing but can't go.. cuz lost my voice completely.. =X zzz.. last week also got class outing but cannot go cuz got fever.. =X zzz.. when will there be another class outing?!? =X and will anything else happen to me? =X @ 11:19 AM
The Warlord wahaha. shall begin on my "review" for The Warlord. Overall I'd give it a 3 out of 5 rating. it wasn't really wad i expected. since the director was 陈可辛, i expected even more depiction of their emotions that wad i got. less of the warfare too. i wanted to see their internal struggle and 内心戏 over what's not present. and not over tangible issues like "we're runnig out of food" etc.. i'd say that the touchign parts were in the beginnig to the middle part. when zhao er-hu was stil a bandit. and pang qing yun just joined in. i liked that part when zhao er-hu cried for his people when they were bullied. i think andy lau did a good job then. i really felt like him, and my heart went sour.. from the moment they joined the Qing army, i was no longer touched.. instead i just kept feeling disgusted, disillusioned, dishearted and all the dis word you can find. when peace was finally restored, my "dis" feeling was at its maximum. of how the Qing officials were making use of them as chess pieces.. it showed how little trust can there be between humans.. of how the soldiers had to just charge forward, despite knowing it was almost certain death with the gun shield on the other side.. it showed the cruelty of war.. of how 4000 soldiers were massacred.. it showed how often there are lies between humans.. of how the soldiers were unwilling to fire the arrows at them.. it shows that the world was never one that you hope it'd be.. of how armies on both side din want to engage a war, yet they stil had to fight bravely on the battlefield.. it showed the 无奈 of people as an individuals.. and although all these seemed sad. at that point of time, the only thing i could think of was.. why did all these have to happen? everyone is a human. what's so difficult about co-existing? if everyone dun wan the deaths, want to survive.. just let peace prevail. let there be no selfishness, no fighting etc. adn everyone will be fine. but ironically, huamsn just like to take the alternative route to survial, that is, to fight for survival.. and indeed, chen's message came across clearly to me.. war is cruel, let there be no war.. towards the end, the ending was supposed to be sad.. but my "dis" feeling was raging up intensely.. it was already peace time. years of battle were over. everything has ended. but you know wad? you can survive the cruelty of war, but ultimately you cannot survive the 险恶 of human.. it just resonates with a notion that i believe in.. people can live together in the worst of times, but not in the best of times.. in the worst of time, everyone has a common goal, to survive. and they'd help each other. in the best of time, everyone has the same common goal, to survive. but this time, their survival can only be guaranteed thru the eviction of others. ha! pang disbanded his "shan army" just because the Qing official wanted to. he had zhao killed just because they wanted him to. and the reason was not valid la. during the war, when zhao wanted to walk away, pang was the one who desperately needed his help and begged him to stay. not that he was kind and allowed him to live, as he convinced himself in that manner later. -_-" i think pang is such a character of self-denial. he's just a selfish person, hungry for fame and power, but he's always trying to convince himself that he's doing that for the future, for the bigger picture. -_-" just a pack of lies to cover up for his own cowardice. i din like him at all.. next come zhao.. i admire him for his loyalty, and his persistence to keep his promise til the end. it's silly. but i really like this kinda silliness. his death was the one that wrenched my heart despite all the "dis" feeling runnig thru me at the moment. he din know why he died.. til the last moment, he was screaming for pang, he wanted to save him.. but he nv knew nor expected that.. it was actually a trap pang laid to kill him.. sigh.. and i think pang was a coward. if i'm him and i wanted to kill zhao to consolidate my power, i'd met him up face to face, tell him my situation. if he resist the idea, put a fight to it, and let the ultimate winner survive and the loser die. but of cos, if i'm really him, i'd just snub the qing official away, and not kill my brother that braved all the storms with me.. last.. wu-yang.. anw, he was my fav char initially. he seemed so unpolluted by the vices of society. just like an innocent child. becuase he was a bandit, he had to kill. becuas he had a brother, he had to listen to him. becuase it was a war, he has to charge. he's like a pure soul. he didn't haf to think twice over what good he'd get for doing things. he's doing them because he has to do them. but later on, his innocence did him in. he tot pang wanted zhao dead cuz of woman. little did his pure mind could think that it was actually due to power and fame. he killed the woman and pang eventually. actualyl to me, the best way for the story to end was for.. yang to kill himself on the spot. i really tot he'd do that. after killing pang, he raised his knife and.. put it down again. he should kill himself. if the snetence "not born on the same day, but die on the same day" can ring thru his mind, he shoud do that. anw, he killed pang becuase "害我兄弟者，视头名状， 皆可杀", and now he killed pang, so by right, he should commit suicide based on his beliefs. and as i tok.. i realise that i quite like the movie. mayb it deserved a 4 more than 3. perhaps initialyl i gave 3 becuase i came out of the cinema feeling disillusioned and disgusted at human nature, not that the movie was bad.. anw, here's the theme song for the warlords, which was never ever played during the show. -_-" @ 11:06 AM
Friends Outing went out with sj, mic and hc yest. =) been a long time since we last went out in this "formation". could it be 2 yrs already? ?_? first stop was to k. first time k-ing. haha. finally can go. =) initially we a bit dun wan to sing, then later on more and more high. haha. it was fun la. =) but then.. sad thing was that my throat had some prob, so can't really sing. i was more of like reading out the lyrics. and the saddest thing was that cannot play with 高音and 假音. =( whenever i try to, no voice come out. and mayb sing too much. i lost my voice during the last hour. =( so can't sing le.. and..c an't really tok le.. =X then later rush rush rush.. rush to cinema @ TM. going to watch The Warlord. =) actualyl we were late, but only for the trailer. but early for the movie. LOL! and my throat very pain tat time. so i din buy crackers to bring in. *sobs* in the end, i bought herbal tea in instead. ... ... i think it must be first time in history somebody actually brought herbal tea in to watch a movie. ... ... (shall tok more about the movie later) by the time the movie ended, it was already 8.30 le. so wanted to go ShiLin for dinner. but.. the TM branch closed down le. =X so suddenly we just agreed on goign to block 85 for supper =) yay! i've been wanting to eat their BBQ food all the while when i was there in the morning, but din get the chance to eat only.. haha. ordered satay and bbq stingray. wa! really nice siah. =) and the stingray was nicely spicy. wahhaa. i can't live w/o chilli. wahhaa. but.. notice taht the food r really heaty.. so when i came home, i accumulated all these.. no voice + sore throat + throat pain + throat dry. ROFL! hahaa... =X Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 10:43 AM
Cousin's wedding went for my cousin's wedding dinner today.. haha.. my first impression is that.. wow.. everyone is all dressed to the occasion manz. lol.. and i realise i dun really like to attend this kinda events. dun like the atmosphere of formality surrounding it. and the amount of socializing that has to be done during this kinda events. so most of the time, i just keep my mouth shut and smile. lol. throughout the whole thing, i think i was just talking with the cousin that i'm closer to. =) been a long time since we last met le.. haha.. anw, the slideshows showing how they met etc was rather sweet. haha. and the food there not bad. most importantly, there was no pork. ROFL. so i can eat at ease. haha.. times really flies. it seemed like not long ago, all of us were stil small little children or teens. then we all grew up. even one of them got married le. ah... Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 10:28 AM
last day of work last day of work lerx~ been counting down all these while.. haha.. but got a bit she bu de tho.. =X today was basically slack day. during lesson, we had inter-group competition. so just sit around and mark their answer can le. then it's quite fun to see all of them really thinking hard over the maths question.. then later on, we organised mini party for the kids. bought some chips and choc etc. i forgot to buy=X so in the end ran to nearby NTUC to grab some dove choc and the small little choc that we usually giv as present de. =) tho the going was tough at times, havin to scream at them for attention and to do their work seriously, but overall they are stil small children.. at the end of the day, they r just a bit more playful. received two goodbye gifts from the student. felt really very happy and touched =) til now haven opened it tho.. hee hee. =)  Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 8:14 AM
ah.. recently find this song very very nice. it's sly's new song 希望 can be found in my media player track 10. or the below embedded player. Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 8:02 PM
good news cum bad news 2nd last day of work le. haha. to continue the good news trend.. yay! i've got a place inTMS le. just confirmed it le. no more wild guessing le.yipee~ but good news r not forever.. haha.. to start it off.. the students become rowdy again. next, i feel terribly sick today. actually started from yest. i had sore throat initally. then it got worse to a fever. then at nite, i was shivering tho it wasn't due to coldness. i just kept shivering despite myself. my mum said i looked like a drug addict. even when walking i'm stil shivering. woke up in the morning, and din feel that i was in the best state. stil went to work, otherwise hu can take my first class. but i keep stopping once in a while, cuz cannot tahan. then 2nd class, i got the help of another tutor. must really thank her for her help. otherwise i dunno how to last another 2 more days. and i keep cannot autopatching my maple =X but.. unhappy thigns dun stay for long too.. lol at least i can autopatch my maple now and play the christmas quest. at least i was quite close with some of my students. at least i'm on my road to recovery now, even w/o the doc. at least i have reached lvl 30 for puzzle bobble (no link) life is like a swing. sometimes it goes up, sometimes it goes down. accept this fact, and you'd be a happier person. Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 6:03 PM
Happy happy update ^_^ wa.. nv post for so long.. haha.. today's just such a happy day.. ok i shall start from sat.. haha.. sat.. met up with cc for a while. thanks for being the santa claus and also to hc for the 4 panda bears. hee. ^_^ Had lunch then went to some shops in bedok =) haha. hope to meet up soon again to shop shop. hee. then later on. went home and mapled. yeah. i fulfiled my promise to myself to maple the entire weekend away. and i leveled 5 lvl. lvl 50 le. wee~ just when i reached lvl 40, i tot it was impossible to just lvl another lvl. but becuz of doing al these events, i reached 50 le~ haha. and i dun feel the addiction. which is something very good. i only feel the need to play on special occasion like that weekend. imagine doing almost a thousand rice cookie quest in 2 days? O.O but now really getting funner. cuz i'm getting more powerful, more "skilled" in winning ks war and most importantly, i have maxed my teleportation skill. ^_^ ok next.. haha.. it's about today! stil happy things!! today's lessons were great! the first class was as guai as usual. and we went really fast. in fact too fast. i was delaying them. but wells. they knew how to do almost everything =X so in the end they had 1 hr to play games etc. lol! 2nd class wasn't that rowdy anymore le!! yay!! and they got keep askin me questions. and i was kept really busy. ^_^ yay! seeing them improve in terms of their studyin attitude makes me happy. haha. actually they got the knowledge. it's just a matter of whether they wanna sit down and think over the prob, that's all. =) so enjoyed today!! ^_^ and just a few moments ago. another happy thing!! haha. during my slack time, i was sourcin for games and themes. ^_^ and got some themes realy really REALLY very sweet and kawaii!! just downloaded to c. and currently i'm using the cute one. hee~ got 1 cool 1 too. animated purple against dark blackground. hee. haha. and the games were great! i can finally play things like racing car, puzzle bomber (finally! almost 6 yrs w/o it ever since i lost my ps disc =X ), sudoku, worms and all the random games u can think of! i din send all to phone. alot on my com now. dun wanna waste space. hee. moments of darkness and light. it's all in the mind. to pluck up the courage and go, or to shrink into a state of escapism. Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 12:09 AM
天堂口 蕭敬騰 ah.. did hear alot about xiao jing teng and his powerful voice.. watched his performance in some of the PK competition for myself. personally, i tot his voice was indeed powerful. but there seemed to be over-emphasis on the techniques, rather than the emotions of the song. i couldn't really feel the song when he sing.. and i tot it was a bit too over-power le.. but.. watching his performane at the Golden Horse. superb! ^_^ din think much about it initially too.. but when he reached the song 天堂口, i was totally impressed.. esp the starting 2 phrase. he totally evoked a feeling of melancholy within me. even tho i nv watch the show before. in fact after hearing him sing that song, i was motivated to watch that show, but got disappointed. after 20min, i gave up. lol. too boring for me.. and i think i replayed that song for like 10times? lol! aiya it's just very nice. =) the original version not that powerful and too slow le. 天堂口 @ 05.17min-06.18min @ 12:00 AM
SE K770i just 4 more days.. counting down to the end of yet another holiday.. haha.. Anw, decided to buy K770i sandy biege version after all. last day of the promo and the stock of violet has yet to be replenished. and it's kinda silly to pay extra $200 just for the colour rite? haha.. so just buy biege lorx. but actually it's more of white. and the more i look at it, the more it seems silver. haha. so overall stil ok la.. so far i'm stil quite pleased with the phone. i'm pleased with the battery life. despite continous usage of 2 hrs, the battery isn't getting low. and by some mistake, i din know that when u exit radio, u minimize it only. so it was running all the time i was having my dinner. even so, the battery level didn't seem to change at all. haha. and contrary to wat many ppl said, i think this phone's photo quality not bad lei. or mayb i lost touch with the latest cybershot technology. since i'm stuck with my samsung 1.3mp camera for like 2yrs? haha. shall explore more of the phone tomolo. and i stil hav my old phone with me. =X my dad din want to trade in. haha. he said might as well keep it, since trade in only $50. oh wells. personally i tot that tradin in was more worth it, since i dun anticipate myself touching the old phone anymore. haha.. lalala.. most prob burnign my weekend playing maple le.. since the rice cookie event ending on Sunday. ^_^ Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 4:45 PM
3rd day at work 3rd day at work. actually supp to be 4th day of employment officially.. there's a great contrast between the two groups i take. one being restless, the other hyperactive. -_-" both equally discourages me.. lol.. cuz 1st group dunno if they really understand, or they do understand just that i'm going so slowly that i bore them.. the other group, always want to play. can't really get down to do serious work. so a bit headache too.. looking forward to weekends. haha. but i got this feelin i'd burn them playing maple. cuz i realise that the events in maple end this sunday. the rice cookie quest esp. and quite fun doing. wahaha. dunno y for the past few weeks, i haven been playing maple. at the time when there's so much events happening. so ironical. then i play at ulu times like oct-nov, where tehre's no event. =X ah.. feeling hungry.. the lunch was obviously not enough for me.. but the roasted chicken mee not bad. quite nice. the sauce just right also. hee. =) so gonna eat that again tomolo. but once again it wun be filling again. =) Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 7:02 PM
黄靖伦 in PK competition oh my!! i was watching the Xing Guang Si Shao's PK competition.. then 靖伦 tried pk-ing Peter Pan. Then wow! his voice very nice!! His 假音 came very naturally.. and it's not those very high and cannot tahan kind. it's very comfortable those kind. a bit like zhang xin ze lidat his voice.. i think he did the best amongst the 8 ppl (aka the 4 masters and their challengers.) currently watching youtube video of him singing in competitions.. @ 5:49 PM
A*star talk feeling so tired now!! haha.. dunno y also.. today supp to be no work + slacking around with friends day.. =) mayb cuz lack of sleep? tho i slept much earlier as compared to others. haha. anw today went to A*star talk. hmm. highlights of the day = lunch + goodie bag. turned out to be contrary of what i expected. the goodie bag was a file with their info. lunch was so-so. it wasn't that terrible, at least platable. (some receptions r really just -_-") but it was far from the standard of their food i had the last time round. (intended to hav the orea cheesecake which i din manage to get the other time round) oh wells.. haha.. actually while listenin to the talk today, i realise i wasn't that resistant to the idea of lab work after all. i rmb in the past, i'd go sian. is that the work they're doing? but today, i din haf this kinda feeling. tho i certainly din haf the feeling that "i'm so gonna be a scientist". just not that resistant to that idea only. =) and it's fun if you hav an idea/project in mind that you're truly interested in. but for now, there's nothing much i want to do anw. so if u intend to work for many yrs at this project that u just can't find joy in doing, no use choosing this path anw. haha.. then after the entire thing we went to city link to walk walk. haha. then ps decided to treat us to gelare (ok whatever the spelling is.. haha.. ) ^_^ wee~ thanks ps! =) ordered the waffle + caramel sauce+ blueberry cheesecake ice-cream(lol must compensate for me not being able to eat the a*star's cheesecake ) the sauce and ice cream were great! but the waffle a bit diff from what i usually eat. a bit salty. and towards the end, i finished all my sauce and ice cream. only left with waffle. it was quite a torture finishin that bit. i got really ni4 after a well. it's like i'm not full, but my throat just dun wish to squeeze anymore waffle down my throat. did finish after all.. haha.. then went to play pool. haha. actually it's the other 2 play. i prefer watching hee hee.. i can't really play la.. wahaha.. and it can really spoil the mood of the entire game if i just keep making mistake with the cue and the white ball. haha. but if got chance, mayb can get some of my friends who can't play pool then we go trial and error. hee. =) after that it's home sweet home. ~ aiya but at times it feels rather sian havin to do thigns for the future when it's actually time to slack now. haha. my dream life after a-level has now been reduced to working, attending talk (only one thus far. hee the rest lazy go la), and doing all the application stuff. haha. but nvm la, at least got things to do. if there's nothing to do, then i'd start complaining about how i'm rotting at home anw.. lol! ok gtg either maple/watch DAQ (thanks sh for intro-ing this to me) Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 6:52 PM
2nd day of work ah.. 2nd day of work.. first batch of student quite ok today le. they got this positive attitude to learn. volunteer answer and ask questions. but second batch. same hting lorx. keep saying dun wan lesson, keep playing. and the game they play is drwaing a line on the board and erasing it. i keep saying to continue with lesson until i really also tired le. so i was in a half-hearted mood le. actually i really felt the importance of doing a job you like. in fact at this moment i got this biazzare tot of not having a fixed holiday job til June next year. suddenly just feel like job hopping and get a feel in the various industry until i come across one that i like. lol! ok la, just a thot, of course wun do that la. a job is hard to find. some more i only have a 10 day job, then i'd be jobless again. haha.. if u like ur job, everyday wil be like fun siah. no matter how tough the job might be, at least it's something that u like. at least your attitude wil be more positive ma. aiya suddenly feel liek doing some com job. wahaha. but my com knowledge is like -_-" lolx. computers rox dun they? wahaha.. oh wells.. Sunday, December 09, 2007 @ 6:35 PM
HP woes wad is this?!? my SE K770i Violet version is out of stock. =X combed the entire bedok for hp shops. be it singtel retailer or some ulu shop. =X all of them told me no stock / violet not on promotions. -_-" i was rather displeased with most of the shop. the only shop that i din feel that grr was the first shop i went to. the 3mobile shop or something lidat. they told me they dun hav stock for K770i. and indeed, it was nowhere to be seen. even the display set was sold.. lol. and the rest just had lots of excuses. =X one shop was particularly weird. new shop i think, oppo NTUC. first time i went there, it was a lady. asked her for k770i whether got stock. she said yes. then i say i want violet, she dao-ed me. then ok mayb i din speak loud enough. so she came back with the white one. so i repeated my order again. then she say not in promotion. but stil, she took the violet one for me to see. then she say can only buy no contract. then i asked her really cannot buy with line ah? she said ya, singtel ran out of stock le ( well, it's just there rite in front of me..) so can only sell without line ( so ok, mayb she got from other source de ).. so i looked at the white version for a while ( a few sec ). then suddenly she say, actually if you want the violet one, then can lor, just add $30. so wad's the point now? violet not under promo/singtel dun wan to sell? lol. if singtel dun wan to sell, how come add another $30, singtel can sell now? it doesn't make sense to me. it just gives me the impression that she's tryin to scam me of that $30. most prob, she'd doctor the doc, and write some other colours, give the full payment to singtel and the shop can pocket that additional $30. Cuz i dun think singtel has the policy of selling a phone it claimed to be not selling by adding another $30. -_- ok that's my first experience with the shop. after making one big round, i decided to come back to this shop and try with other ppl. so got this man say.. "oh! violet ah.. very ugly, very weird. that's y the supplier produce le then dun wan to produce anymore. aiya, you want it for wad? when they produce no one buy, when they stop producing ppl look for it. u look at other colours la.. no stock le la." -_-" din the lady just showed me the stock? only thing is that i can't buy it for contract. but the thing is that, isn't this "ugly" phone just rite there in their shop, waitin for people to buy? it's just there. haha.. and that wasn't my only experience with ppl saying how ugly the violet is. went to another shop. the person also said."aiya, tell u ah. dun think violet bright bright very nice. it's not lasting de la." went to other shops. they had stock. but they din work for singtel. as in they dun do upgradin for singtel line. went to this shop which i got my last hp. the ppl there all changed. got this extremely dao person looking after the shop. other shops got so many ppl, this shop got 0. if dun count me and my dad. went in and asked if got K770i. he dunno doing wad, but like dun wanna answer. then slowly look up. stone for a while. open the cabinet. search around. then he said, ya got. i asked if got violet de. he said, no, no stock. i turned around. behind me there was 2 violet K770i. -_-" lol.. but since he's not enthu about ppl buying things from him, i might as well not ask further.. so i walked out of the shop.. lol. so overall my experience was very weird. there obviously was stock, except for the first shop, where i can really see no stock. in fact, i can see it right in front of me, i can even touch it. but the thing is, i can't buy it. -_-" it's really just there. anw i dunno y they keep saying it's not on promo for singtel. the website obviously said it is. and i went to hello shop at pp before this. saw the promo for K770i and on display was violet. if violet wasn't part of the promo, wad for use it to represent the K770i series? they can jolly well use the other 2 colours ma.. wad my dad said was that violet might be a popular colour. that's y sold out. then since it's popular rite.. they din manufacture it again during the promo time. so that when original price is used again, peopel lookin for this colour wil hav no choice but to buy it cheaper lorx. which i think is kinda true. i wouldn't say everyone thinks violet is the best of the 3 colour. but so far, on forums, most of the people said they bought violet. it doesn't mean it's most popular, but certainly it shows that it isn't that ulu and unwanted as what the shops had claimed. lol! anw, i shall continue to wait for the restock. even tho there's stock currently in the shop. =X lol. and most prob wait for the next offer ba. it doesn't make sense paying extra $120 just for that colour rite? sigh. haha. @ 6:33 PM
PP outing lol. went to pp with sh, elaine and hq today. =) it feels like the good old days. seeing the things that we used to see. doing window shopping etc. ( but this timei bought a shirt. ) the way we chatted was stil the same old way. as tho nothing has really changed. the feeling's really great. just waiting for another outing with all member of our past "gang".. haha.. or mayb i shouldn't wait, shld organise. but abit weird to aruptly say let's meet at this time and date for no particular reason.. hee hee.. Saturday, December 08, 2007 @ 7:02 PM
pleasantly biazzre just saw many pleasantly biazzre things just now. haha. actually was roaming around in spcnet forum. then nothing better to do anyhow click. then saw that actually got people like those actors that i like too. lol! =X got ppl like kwong wa, tse kwan ho. lol.. anw, used com for entire day le. my head hurts now. =X oh yes! xing guang si shao going to turn up during the PCS nite later.. wee~~ xu ren jie! (suddenly tot he looked a bit like tony sun. haha) pan yu wen! ^_^ @ 6:04 PM
computer's sick again right.. i think there's something wrong with my com. some lethal latent virus lying around undetected. both my spyware and antivirus software said my com is fine. but the thing that happened to my blog happened again. somehow i was logged onto some weird account in imeem. hmm. the username is kinda rude, i shan't pollute my blog by mentioning it. anw, the name was quite long.. =x and i logged in thru this com sitting at home. i'm the only user of this com. and everything ( liek last time blogger ) i was logged into some weirdo account that's totally.. weird? i mean if it's some ordinary account, maybe there's somehting wrong wtih the sever or something ma.. found out only when i was tryni to add songs to my online playlist.. hee. anw, it's sly's xi wang. actualyl released long time ago but nobody added to imeem. haha. now got le. wee~ i like his songs. he might not be very good in singing, but he has a unique style la. but the point is, what i like isn't the way he sing, it's just the song. haha. shu qing yao gun very nice one. =) shall i make it a point to log out all my account even on my home com? sian la. sure forget password etc de. -_-" haix. @ 5:52 PM
wasted another day haix.. a bit like wasted the entire day.. =X come to think of it.. i'm glad i'd be working for another 10days. ( then jobless again ) otherwise imagine everyday.. simply rotting at home.. anw.. today i made it a point to wake up early. i also dunno y. haha. it just feels healthy to be sleepy just slightly more than 8hr rather than 12hr. but ended up mapling all the time. =X a bit regret.. haix.. but at least got level up la.. but stil sian la.. anw.. bu zhi bu jue it's 6 oclcok le. wad a weird way to waste time away. haha.. how i wish i can just go out and walk walk.. but everyone seems to be busy.. or mayb it's just that i nv ask? lolx. wad can i do on the net? i tot i had alot of thigns to do on the net de, dunno y suddenly now like no idea wad to do le. =X Friday, December 07, 2007 @ 5:47 PM
背叛 - 石欣卉, 陈世维 背叛 - 石欣卉, 陈世维 陈世维: 开心 伤心 谁来决定 石欣卉: 记性 注定 像个刺青 (esp liked the bold parts.. ) 陈世维: 牵着你的左手 石欣卉: 握着你的右手 你有话不说 石欣卉: 无声的背叛 陈世维: 对你的背叛 石欣卉: 坚定 决定 谁会关心 陈世维: 耐性 扫兴 不断提醒 提起 内心 陈世维: 牵着你的左手 你右手悬空 合唱: 无声的背叛 陈世维: 对你的背叛 @ 5:15 PM
Bei Pan just to show how fickle-minded i am.. suddenly today i'm so totally into the song "bei pan" by Shi Xin Hui and Darren. lol. and just yest i was like praising "yuan liang wo" haha.. on my bus trip home.. i was stoning away.. starin at the rain outside.. rain always bring this special feeling.. as usual i dunno why.. it just captivates my soul (correct word?), brings away my mind into this frozen dimension, as tho nothing else exist exist for me and my thoughts.. often catch myself losing myself in times of rain.. and the song "bei pan" keeps playing in my head.. i dunno which effect would hav been better.. to hav it playing silently (wad an ironical statement) in my mind, or to practically hear it thru the earphone. at that point in time, i dunno wad i was feeling. defintely not happiness. mayb just a sense of tranquility and calmness. with a little bit of nonchalency? it's really just abstract. but yeah i wanna commend myself for not having too negative thoughts as before. the thought of loneliness and emptiness might have passed by my mind, but just for a mere second. not for long. and this time, it wasn't really a feeling that makes you sore and hurts u from inside out. it's just a tint of perhaps melancholy, but of reasonable level that makes you enjoy the process.. right. dun get what i'm saying? haha. it's normal. i dun get what i'm saying too. but i know what's that feeling. just can't get across thru words. that's all.. haha.. and somehow from this experience of playing the song "bei pan" w/o it being there, i had greater understanding of the point that certain things need not truely be there in front of you for you to feel or treasure it. it's all in the mind. no use holding onto the past if it were really to go. no use forcing urself to rmb if u were meant to forget it. what matters most is for u to feel the way u really do, that way u can treasure what matters to u most best. what u treasure is that which last long and remains undying with time, even without constant reminder; it's just part of u. @ 5:00 PM
first day at RSPS today is the first day i declare myself walking out of the "rotting at home" days.. actually i wun really say i found a job la.. haha.. din go thru the proper procedure anyway..it's just helping out with the P5 lessions at rsps. and actually i started off not knowing whether i'd be paid or not. but well i am. (confirmed today) but i stil dunno how much. but i heard relief teacher rate. wee~ so not as bad as i tot, i was expected thigns like $2 per hour since i tot this was more of like volunteering work. haha. anw to me, at this point of time, pay not the most impt thing--yet. haha. oh mayb a bit, cuz i spent alot yest. wan to fil up the gap. but other than that, i'd accept any job regardless of the pau. i just look for th experience lorx and something to rid me of boredom. actually my real job only 4hr. to tutor the p5 students lorx. then the other 4 hrs, can prepare for next day or help the staff there. so quite slack la.. haha.. and actually while wokring, i got bored too. i think i'm those kinda ppl who need new excitement every now and then. get bored too easily. lol. and to make things worse, the students were bored too. haha. ok la not as bad as i thot. the students not that rowdy. but it's real tough trying to match those fast ones with the slower ones. anw this experience made me rethink if i really want to make teaching my career. i guess i'm someone who likes silence most of the time. and i can't really put myself totally into a situation wher i'm going to establish ties with others. most of the time i catch myself and withdraw myself. and that's not a good thing for a teacher. i think one of the most impt thing as a teacher is to be able to enter their world, communicate with them and hav a fun and enriching time with them. i used to think office is not the job for me. come to think of it.. it might be suitable for me. even if u wanna lead a loner's life and just keep to yourself, u just make others hate u. that's just about it. but in areas where communication r impt, esp teachers, u might jeopardize the future of the students. and nopex. my experience today wans't that rotten for me to feel that way la.. haha.. but the enthusiasm that i tried to pump into lessons were really draining me. it just didn't feel me. i'm just more latent. and in teaching, u must relaly hav the heart to teach. if it's just forcing urself, u won't last long. ok enough of this long long story.. change story.. abotu how i missed my lunch. u see, got 4 of us. 3 from tj, 1 from ntu. the ntu and me supp to teach maths. then the other 2 sorta paired up. then during lunchtime, the 2 of us were discussing the maths question to set. then the other 2 went to discuss too. but the NTU de need to leave after that. so i was kinda alone. then i tried searching for a hawker centre for me to hav my lunch. walk and walk for like half an hour, stil can't find. i was just encirclin the HDB buildings. -_-" so went without lunch. later on then i found out from the teachers that i was walking in the wrong direction. -_-" so essentially i was walking away from my food, not towards it. haha. blur siah. n i was recognised to hav no sense of direction too. hee.. anw must really mention about the person from NTU. she really give those kinda da jie jie feeling. the things she did and say were very appropriate and very elegant too. things like (ok la we were taught during GP lessons too but somehow sometimes it din seem to be too natural) holding doors for others, or if others hold door for u, she said thank u. aiya just like well-mannered. and she din behave like some high up there ppl. she also mix chinese and english together. aka stil talking at our level de. haha. anw after tutoring, the rest of the time i tot i'd just stone away in the sick bay. (no, i not sick la.. haha.. it's my "office" ) but had other job assignments later on. one teacher asked me to help her pack books. quite fun la. brainless, and just go there and pack lorx. this kind of job so exciting. wun get bored also. cuz at diff point in time, u r packing diff things. and i ended 15min before time, so just sit around and slack lorx. but i think i was quite irritating tho. hee. every now and then when i finish my job, i'd report to her. then she must brainstorm for new thigns for me to do. haha. oh oh!! before i forget.. haha.. the person whom i talked on the phoen was the el HOD. then got this ang moh tone la. at first i kept thinking he's those kinda high up there before.. it's just a mindset (oops, ok attitude but sounds inappropriate) that i hav of those very english-speakign ppl. not the kind of ppl that i can communicate with. but after meetin him today. wa! he very funny and nice! =) when i was stoning away, he came to talk to me. so i just asked him about his teachin experience lorx. haha.. actually after talking it out.. i think today's experince quite ok la.. haha.. i can survive anotehr 2 weeks. =) 10 more days. effectively 9 more days since i applied for leave ( not so serious la, but make it sound professional ) next tues. i'm quite weird actually. i need to do something proper, for me to enjoy doing the less proper things ( aka entertainment la ).. when i'm too free, i just dun have the heart to blog. and nothing to blog also. but now that i'm kept busy, i can't wait to blog, watch videos. and mayb play maple.. but i got rid of the addiction le. i dun feel committed to play the game. now i play just for the sake of playing with my friends le. haha. *claps* @ 4:54 PM
what does this mean? called tms today to ask about relief teaching.. i think many ppl called to ask, so the tone on the other side a bit irritated.. anyone can figure out what this means? Me: "Hi, i'm an ex-temasekian and i'm calling to ask about relief teaching" other side: "No". Me: "huh?" OS: "no no, dun need. got enough le. u want can giv ur name. but wil be placed on waiting list only." Me: "but my teacher asked de." OS: "oh ok, first day of school bring your doc. bye." (hangs up phone very quickly) so does this mean i hav the job or i dun hav the job. it's so puzzling. =X later first day i go le, then they tell me no no. i'd hav made a wasted trip + nv find other jobs. but it doesn't sound like i got the job. cuz the other side was like so irritated and can't wait to put down the phone. i tot if u r willing to hire the person, the least u'd ask is for them to leave down their name and contact no. ?_? Thursday, December 06, 2007 @ 6:39 PM
random hee hee.. personally i'm quite pleased with my current playlist.. haha.. not bored of it yet.. =) at this point of time, my fav track is yuan liang wo.. the tune very nice.. =) anw, went to bedok with mum today to shop. bought 2 top and 2 pairs of shoe. i think today was quite a good buy, tho spent quite alot too.. =X haha.. hope to meet up with old friends soon.. go out shop shop.. haha.. =) @ 5:12 PM
something's wrong with ear haix. there's something wrong with my ear. in the middle of the night, i woke up with this weird sensation in my ear. it feels like something's frying inside. and something in my ear is being pulled away from it. later on, it became a sharp pain, which is though tolerable but disturbing. kinda scares me.. til now stil feels a bit weird, though not pain le.. at that point in time, i thot some insect went in or something so i went to get my ear digger to dig.. =X then just now went to a few sites to check out ear hurting.. most prob it's ear infection or somehthing? but shld recover in a week's time ba i hope.. sigh.. just that cannot dig ear ( which i happened to have done so in a panic ) otherwise the condition will aggravate. =X Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @ 3:04 PM
Treasure and Cherish got this terrible flu.. for almost an entire year? well actually not really flu. it's sensitive nose. just that my condition has deteriorated to a state of being very serious (at least that's wad the doc says). anw, it's rainin now. dunno y rain always give me a special feeling. as tho they were reminiscent of an untold story, waitin for us to unfold.. wad best to do during a rainy day, besides listening to songs and stoning away.. it's a nice feeling to be just totally lost in my own thoughts.. what am i thinking of? i dunno.. it's as tho everything that went thru my head was but part of a dream; u know of its presence, but that's about all you know about it.. prom nite was last night.. ( i sound as tho i went ) but nopex, i din go.. i'm sure those that went had an unforgettable experience.. memories remains, but paths separates.. it's one of those crossroad kinda thing again.. in fact, i'm far too tired to mention about all these stuff once again.. it pains, it strains.. i've always wondered y do ppl of certain age appear to hav many stories accumulated with experience, yet at the same time, they hav an aura of nonchalency. that's the kind of feeling/sense of maturity that attracts me to them.. i guess, i'm beginning to understanding why.. guys going NS. foreign students mayb returning to their homeland. girls searching for jobs/rotting at home. when school term starts again, it's uni at diff faculty, diff classes. it seems everything is falling apart, as dictated by the truth of reality. i guess many of us would wan things to remain as it is, yet the feeling of powerless haunts us.. recently kept havin this biazzare tot.. that life is actually nothing.. when u were really young, u had no recollection of anything. when u finally 懂事, u start complaining about school. when u step into the world, you complain about the work, the complexity of society. when u finally retire, it's just a life of emptiness cum sickness. put it across crudely, waiting for the end to arrive. (unless u have a spouse whom u truly share an affinity with, and children whom care for u) otherwise, 说穿了, life is just a lonely journey of.. nothingness.. i guess, the only thing we can do to change this sad senario, is to spice this journey with memories that we hold so dear.. not with things that we can see or touch. but with those intangible stuff that truly relates to us and hits us strongly and genuinely in the heart.. at this point of time.. the most important thing to learn in life.. is to cherish and treasure.. no matter how many changes there are, how many people or incidents enter and leave your life, at least there are memories that's truly yours to hold onto.. @ 1:24 PM
new blogskin hee.. got myself a new blogskin.. at least got the layout i like + it's purple + got skull.. lol.. not as sweet as the previous one, but at least more me.. haha.. but one thing i can't stand is that the skull follows wherever you go. lol. woke up very late today. 11pm. considering i slept at like 12pm yest. meaning i slept 11hrs. haha.. feel like i'm really wasting my time away. and nowadays the shows are just -_-" even 10oclock also no hk show. but wells, at least that korean show quite funny la, not those typical plots.. sian ah sian ah.. dunno wad to do.. =( Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 4:54 PM
5566 <<喝彩Bravo>> Hee hee.. 5566 is back with their brand new album.. <<喝彩Bravo>> out on 04/01/2008..It has been a long wait.. haha..looking 4ward to it.. wonder if i can 视听 anyhwere ma.. hee.. the cover looks promising..  @ 3:41 PM
Happy Birthday Mic! Happy Birthday Mic~~ ^^ (tho dun think she'd c this.. hee hee.. ) Anw almost all ppl around me are all at least 18 le.. doesn't it feel like we've aged alot? 16 sounds so youthful.. but 18.. sounds like such an mature age.. with it comes new burdens, but oh wells, now's not the time to worry about this issue.. *shoo shoo* anw.. i was about to complain about the renovation work that's going on at dunno which floor. when i realised that.. there's no sound -- for now. it was SO noisy in the morning la. then my dad was on night shift, come back zz for only a few hours then was awaken by the thunderous sound. lol =X currently hunting for new blogskin.. haha.. and mayb updating my friendster ba, which i has "kindly" neglected for a long time.. but actually now i'm stil sian of it, but i have nothing better to do. well, beats staring at empty air rite? was watching some xing guang bang video just now. No matter how i c, i stil find Ya Zi cuter than the other girl ( dunno her name ) haha.. in fact i shld say ya zi is cute. if i nv rmb wrongly, she shld be the first girl that i say before is cute.. lol. she reminds me a bit of ai sha ( that jap girl that appears every now and then de.. ) and din know xu ren jie so 爱美 one.. haha.. Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 1:09 PM
a day's update ah.. so noisy.. some renovation going on at dunno which floor.. =X anw i realised something bad about this blogskin.. they nv partition the blog entries typed at various times of the day. -_-" so my separated entries appeared as one big lump under a single date. and since i have the habit of blogging many different times in a day, my entry appeared to be super duper long, and totally unlinked. -_-" haha.. and for now, i shall not stress myself with finding a job. shall just wait for the approval from the MOE about relief teaching and then enquire from TMS. if things reallly goes wrong, then i'd do a proper search for a job. no use trying to do so many things at one go for backup. everythign might just fall apart.. so for now just enjoy life. and forget about whatever that's bothering me.. anw, been watching claymore these few days ( er ya it's stil the same post. haha. since they're gonna get lumped together after all, just blog them all at one go ) i shld say only the 1st 2 episode's worth watching. and i dun really agree with all the positive comments i saw thus far. a bit regretted watchin now, a bit waste of time. but now i'm towards the end. basically it wasn't what i expected. NOw it's just some mindless fighting between the claymore warriors and the awakened ones. just meaningless blood and gore. =X i tot it'd be a show that explore how lonely these warriors feel inside of them. in fact, while watching eps 21 just now, i din even notice what's going on. the anime was like screening and i'm just stoning away =_-" (added on) just finished last episode. and i conclude that i lke the 1st 2 and last episode. the rest of the episodes were rather negligible. lolx. it just seems as though power and hatred were reduced to nothingness at the end of the day. and the organisatoin that they were talking about must be selfish. i bet they invented claymores so that there's yomas to be slained and hence they can earn money from the services provided by the other claymores. -_-" Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 5:02 PM
jobs woes ah.. this is getting quite irritating.. haha.. at first i tot i'd slack the whole of dec de.. but seeing ppl ard me looking for jobs/getting jobs, i feel a bit like idling away my time doing nothing.. but to maple/go online and do random stuff.. haha.. in fact i feel very sian now.. i think i need to do something else, in order to make entertainment look better in comparison.. i'm just rotting away at home now =X meanwhile lookin for job that spans only dec.. walk one step, count one step ba.. Saturday, December 01, 2007 @ 4:39 PM
No MDWAV 4 haix.. just read about some news.. quite confirmed dun hav MDWAV 4 le.. well mayb it might be for the better? ?_? mayb some things, konwing how to feel satisfied is enough.. if it went on forever, mayb the original spirit might be lost.. as i looked at the mdwav stuff again.. i realise i'm not bored of them at all.. it isn't yet another san1 fen1 zhong1 re4 du4 of mine.. ( aka blogging about dunno how many million shows that i have watched, but soon to forget them. ) i guess no other shows can ever replace it ba.. come to think of it.. MDWAV 3 seem to be my fav series le.. chan 13 embedded many of his ideas about life and existence in it.. maybe it's confusing + story appears draggy, but it has left me with many food for thoughts.. as opposed to MDWAV 2,which is generally more widely accepted and more the norm kinda show.. i dunno.. just a sudden tot that flashed in my mind.. currently listening to some mdwav midi.. nice nice.. |