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Sunday, November 27, 2011 @ 1:07 AM
借口 心结不开永远在 原地踏步加钻牛角尖 何苦？ 都是借口。是该对生命积极点了。 周杰倫-藉口 Tuesday, November 22, 2011 @ 11:56 PM
End of exams, end of Sem 7 End of exams today. 来也匆匆，去也匆匆。But it also means I can resume my lab work! :D 第17屆新加坡933金曲獎－宇珩 會呼吸的痛&牛仔褲日記 我的微笑都假的 灵魂像漂浮着 能够重来那就好了 第17屆新加坡933金曲獎－郑可为, 林倛玉和陈达伟 A random thought just flashed by my mind. Should I shift over to another blog thereby signifying a new start? I once thought I'd stick to one and only one main blog for the sake of continuity, but could it now be time to move on? Sunday, November 20, 2011 @ 11:38 PM
The letters and numbers of "me" Let A be the "me" that I portray to others knowingly. Let B be the "me" that is subconsciously expressed. Let C be the "me" that I think I am. Let D be the "me" that others perceive. And let E be the yet another "me" within myself that's still unknown even to myself. 1 - When A = D, it's a superficial understanding. 2 - When B = D, someone understands you. 3 - When C = D, you have found a soulmate. 4 -When E = D, somebody understands you more than you do yourself. 5 -When A = D =/= C, the person is not taking the hint. 6 - When A =/= D =/= B, it's a communication breakdown / misunderstanding. 7 - When A =/= B =/= C, it's an identity crisis, or difficulty in communicating. 8 - When A =/= D but C = D, somebody is pretending not to understand you. 9 - When A = B = C = D, a simple mind and pure heart. 10 - When A = B = C =/= D, the world refuses to believe that 9 exists even if it does. 11 - When A = D, B = D, C = D and D = E are all satisfied, it's scary but somebody really knows you inside out and if he/she accepts all ABCE part of you, you have found a gem, don't let go. For now, I'm trying to find C --> E, and hopefully be able to communicate C --> A and in doing so, that E = A. 張芸京-相反的我 我想做一个乱了数字的时钟 Friday, November 18, 2011 @ 2:38 PM
时间的酝酿 It's a cloudly Friday afternoon. Sitting in front of the radio and listening to good hits such as 断点，心有独钟，612 星球 etc. Reading NTUC advert for Christmas. Seeing all the goodies make me feel excited with a tinge of sadness. Seems like there's many things in life I haven't tried. Some songs, grow with time. 林宥嘉 - 想自由 每個人都缺乏什麼 我們才會瞬間就不快樂 單純很難 包袱很多 已經很勇敢 還是難過 許多事情都有選擇 只是往往事後我才懂得 情緒很煩 說話很衝 人和人的溝通 有時候沒有用 那些年 - 胡夏 那些年錯過的大雨 那些年錯過的愛情 好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣 曾經想征服全世界 到最後回首才發現 這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳 林俊傑 - 她說 等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美 回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾 她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀 等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾 綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味 今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒 Thursday, November 10, 2011 @ 1:06 AM
又一年的碎碎念 原本有零散的感触，面对屏幕时，脑袋却是空的。 One more year and now, 22. Soon I'd probably lose count of my age, just that the period of age 12-18. Looking at the younger students, indeed they're "freshies". Maybe we were once like that, but we've soon become lao3 jiao4. I really think that school's a safe haven and i've this feeling that once we step out to work, 就会少了点对未来的憧憬与冲刺，多了一种习已为惯的懒散态度。少了懵懂与横冲直撞，多了拘谨与寂寞。 This year i've taken off my birthday from facebook. Not that I'm expecting people to rmb, but it's just kinda odd to have people from all over the place, be it close friends, acquaintances etc, wishing me birthday because fb says so (and of course special thanks to those who really remembered) I was spammed with well-wishes last year, but it just got mechanical after a while. At the end of the day, what really matters are the words that come from the bottom of their heart. And also the well-wishes from people who mattered. I've a core group of friends and I'm grateful for them. Me being skeptical - much as I wish we could all stay in touch for a long time to come, I prepare for the time when some of us may just slowly fade out of each others' life but by then, I hope I'd still smile when I'm reminded of bits and pieces of our time together. A misquote in the wrong context, but 最爱的人不是在一起的人，在一起的人不是最爱的人。Those who matter may not stay till the end with you, but the moments spent together 是刻骨铭心. Others could follow you for a longer period of time, but sometimes somehow things are just not the same. And at this point, I do not expect much from what the future may hold. Just let the beauty of uncertainties do its trick. And as usual, making a wish is often one of the hardest thing for me to do. What do I really want? The spontaneous thought that flashed by my mind then - did they reflect my instantaneous true thoughts, or were they just random thoughts under "pressure"? I do not know. Monday, November 07, 2011 @ 11:13 PM
Too fast, too furious Can't believe, it's already the last week of school.. And that means, one more sem to graduation. Really fast.. 4 years.. From blur to becoming a seasoned student. 不知是否是老了，也少了一种感慨的心情。就这样，少了点感受或些什么。 I rmb during last forensic lecture, the pathologist said it's gonna be his last lecture and just wanna share some personal thoughts about this career. It did dawn upon me that it's all ending soon, and there was a tinge of sadness that it's his last lecture, especially since his last few words were touching. Yet this feeling just came and went. Have I grown used to such farewell situations that I'm now immune to it? 钟嘉欣《你不懂我的心》 可惜我一直没办法留 却也没办法走 其实我有好多想跟你说，但不知为什么，说不出口。 |