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Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 12:40 AM
chong shang yun xiao sam zoe Haix.. so chong shang yun xiao is gonna end soon.. and i accidentally saw the detail of the ending.. even though i have a sketchy idea of the ending already.. sigh.. why did the person have to add in the caption from nowhere and catch me unaware.. luckily i only saw a few words, but that's the main gist already.. Really really want to know what wil happen.. but i just dun want to spoil all the fun by readin and not watching.. it's when you watch that you get to live with the characters.. just so difficult to resist the temptation.. but i still did anyway, skipped those posts and parts regarding endings.. so why did that innocent looking part have to have a short summary of a portion of the ending. lolx.. and why did i want to find more pictures and news about the show and the inividual actors? should have waited for the show to end and start my search.. but cannot tahan lorx.. on the other hand, might be a good thing ba.. internet now down le.. after finishing the show, it might take forever for the com to download photos of the show etc.. lolx.. anw.. i still don't really see the love b/w Zoe and Sam.. as in when i'm still watching the show, i can feel their love flowing to each other.. of how they lose themselves for the other party.. Of how Zoe cried when she finally saw Sam coming out safely of the plane, even though she's so strong.. so strong that she has never ever cried that terribly despite her agony of being tormented by her heart disease.. of how such a rationale Sam can lose his cool when the doc said that Zoe's condition has worsened.. he shouted at him.. of how he hated his helpless twice, once when he was in the doc's room, second time when Zoe was on the brink of death.. and he stomped away.. But once they're not acting.. i'd still be thinking.. how did develop this love in the first place? And suddenly as i type this.. i sort of gotten an answer.. because there's no answer to this question.. that's why they really had love for each other.. I once said, the day when Sam loses the last reason to love Zoe, he will love her with all his heart.. and it has come.. I no longer see why it happened.. it just happened, just like the way Fate always appear.. Used to think Sam and Belle were perfect for each other.. but Belle's character just made me more and more irritated with Belle.. It's unfeeling to say this, but stil, she's too fragile, too weak.. too vunerable.. to the point that she cries too much for her own good.. of course, everyone has a breaking point.. but she's just crying way too much and too often.. i dunno if it's the requirement of the character, or the actress just loves to cry.. Anw, just getting more and more irritated with Belle.. so i guess.. she's just not good enough for Sam.. And Francis really made YiChen's role come alive.. Ep 39.. i can really feel that anguish and helplessness in him.. Best friend died.. Best friend's wife, good friend, ex-lover claiming a life worse than death, torturing herself.. his beloved lying on the hospital bed, fighting against the disease, yet nothing seems to work and he can't do anything.. I can really feel that he's just shaking terribly inside of him, yet he has to force himself to be strong and be there for everyone.. I can just see him exploding anytime.. But anw, as the Zoe believes.. there'd always be rainbow after the rain.. adn i guess the show will preserve this beauty.. so the last episode should be one of joy ba.. from accidental reading.. "the ending is the most perfect for the show.." @ 12:38 AM
proud of com so proud of my com today.. even though it's so laggy, even without internet connection.. but.. even though window media player is in shuffle mode, it seems to continuously shuffle between MDWAV songs.. with of course occasional one or two normal songs.. even though MDWAV is a small fraction of my entire playlist.. 26 tracks upon 200++ tracks.. currently playing jia ru zai you yue hui.. @ 12:20 AM
Di GUa and Xiao Qi As i watched Tian Wai Fei Xian 4th last episode.. there was this debate b/w di gua and the emperor.. can't really rmb the details, but wil definitely refresh my memory with the video in youtube -- once the internet is perfectly fine again.. Anw.. i think di gua shouldn't seek death.. because a true love can withstand all challenges so that it can remain ablazed forever.. Death will end it all, and nothing would be gained after all..Maybe true, their spirit of love will linger forever, but practically speaking, they din't around to enjoy it at all.. In fact, i would answer yes to what di gua asked.. "is my love for xiao qi that weak?" because he accepted death so readily.. And that actually means he's submitting to a difficulty, a challenge.. Love is not something to be proven or shown, it's just a mutual feel between two party that touches each others' heart.. He's ever so ready to prove that it exist.. that the love b/w him and xiao qi exist.. but the truth is that, if it did existed, there's not a need to prove it exist at all.. nothing needs to be done.. it's not about headstrong attempts to protect the other person.. It's just that it's there and the non-exisiting way of showing it will truly mean it exist.. things that needs to be shown explicitly never did exist in the first place.. to be critical and harsh.. he never did spare a thought for xiaoqi at that point of time.. Never thought of how miserable she'd be at his death.. he wanted to save her, but she'd definitely choose death after all, if he should die.. if i could use back the same quote.. "i loved her, therefore i had to kill her.." he should fight to live.. even if xiaoqi would still die after all.. because he wouldn't want her to be sad, so he has to let himself be the one tortured alive, knowing that he stil exists.. but without xiaoqi.. and strictly speaking, it's not that bad for him compared to xiaoqi.. since his life is that long yet brief.. whereas xiaoqi's life stretches for eternity.. which translates to an eternal pain.. but of course, that'd never happen in that show.. because hell does exist.. and Xiaoqi would still be tormented somewhere else.. but in a practical situation.. an selfish act could be a selfless act.. and an selfless act might not mean anything at all.. it sounds totally unfeeling for di gua to see xiao qi die.. but true love is an extreme.. but nobody in real life can taste extremities.. and that is why one will always choose to die for their loved ones.. maybe some things will never happen in real life.. @ 12:08 AM
Internet matters Internet connection gonna be slow/ got prob for a few weeks.. Lolx.. and i didn't realise this when using the com on Wednesday.. since i'm sort of completely cut from things happening around me when i'm at home.. Well, except for entertainment news found in xian zai.. Actually internet was quite ok for me on Wed.. Could use MSN, could do google. i didn't see any prob at all.. only thing was that youtube took super duper long to buffer. and i was still thinking, what's wrong with that video.. 4min+ taking like 40min odd to buffer.. lolx.. until i went to school on Thurs and realised that the cable was damaged due to Taiwan earthquake.. looks like i'm really a frog in the well.. =X since away on camp, and internet supp to have prob, so decided not to use internet for 2 days.. no time also.. reach home in time to bathe and then start my TV session le.. =) in the end, forgotten what i wanted to blog too.. =X But today still facing same prob in youtube.. oh ya! brilliant news.. soemhow someone uploaded tian wai fei xian onto youtube again.. and i found the episode i missed.. but i spent 40mins buffering 2mins of clip this time.. haha.. ran out of patience.. will watch once internet reach 100% capacity again.. but sigh. at the same time means cannot watch these clips for the remaining part of the holiday le.. sigh.. no way am i gonna spend few hours staring at the computer, waiting for a few minutes clip to buffer.. Lots of things await me anw.. most prob going out tomolo to shop for New Year stuff.. and celebrating New Year with.. TV! but the programmes line up like quite diaox.. =X lolx.. maybe i should pack my table soon.. it's still in the same state as before school close.. = in a mess.. in fact, i only packed twice this year.. once during CNY period. another time during June.. but i always have no motivation to pack table de.. such a small place yet it can take hours to clear..and it's always disheartening to see so many loose sheets lying around and having to file them.. not to mention, i haven gotten my files yet.. the current ones all filled.. =X and the eraser rubbings! haha.. and i'm sure desk collected desk le.. how many weeks since i last sat there.. hmmm.. Ah! no youtube.. luckily blogger can still work.. so typing real slow so that it's not that boring.. ^_^ Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 10:59 PM
Leo activities Woa.. Back from a series of LEO activities over the past 3 days.. Quite an experience.. Had Street Camp on Thurs and Fri.. My little buddy is quite quiet and shy.. quite like me when i was young.. haha.. anw, though we didn't really talk that much during the camp, still, it was nice having her as my buddy.. Sensible person, not spoilt, not extremely noisy, not irritating.. Well, actually i sort of had two little buddies, since my buddy had a close friend whom stuck to her all the time.. Truth is, I was really quite irritated with the friend a number of times. But kids being kids, it didn't really bother me much.. Just another case of spoilt child, as they grow in life, they'd soon realise that life won't always turn out the way they want it to be, at least no-one will remain as the princess forever.. First day i missed the bonding session, so a bit jia-lat.. like i didn't know the ppl and they didn't know me.. but anw, it is most prob due to my weird and dao nature.. even wtith ice breakers, doubt i'd really start communicating with them anw.. Later prepared for concert and played wet games.. Quite glad that the main ppl preparing are the kids themselves, not us the "mentors".. so just stone around.. lost in own thoughts in the midst of the large crowd.. Next day was a longer day.. inital plan was to go to the beach, but the weather didn't really work out the way it was hoped to be.. ( luckily.. =.=" ) anw, stayed in school and they played games + a talk from Miss wong.. ( thought it's a movie session? anw, being in LT with the air con beats going to the beach.. ) Concert was a bit messy, but didn't matter.. as long as the kids have fun ba.. and it certainly looks like they did.. wasn't really focused, since i was looking at my watch all the time, looking at time passing by, and every minute and second of my Tian Wai Fei Xian ending.. lolx.. overshot some more lorx.. Luckily didn't eat into my Chong Shang Yun Xiao time lorx.. Or rather, i won't let it happen, i'd just run away back to home and my TV.. lolx.. Anw, my group -- Group 2: magician, won second overall.. hmm.. all 2s? *well done to the kids* Hmmm.. Overall the camp was very enriching.. from the initial resentment, to the gradual acceptance and finally, a great experience.. Maybe in the process, i didn't really enjoy it, but when i step back and look at the entire camp once more, there's just something special there.. Then today had Flag Day.. Quite smooth today, ppl were kind and most donated.. Didn't really get snubbed.. Bedok was fine. then we moved to Pasir Ris, where the ppl were more of in a rush.. and the space was restrained, since the shopping mall is just nearby.. Met some funny and some warm-hearted ppl.. At bedok, got a group of elderly sitting around and i tot i shouldn't go and disturb them.. little did i know that they were so warm-hearted, one of them called me up and everyone started donating.. Later on met this weird person who asked me back "you going to donate to me ah?" then after donating he took the sticker and pasted on my sleeves.. Then at Pasir Ris.. Met this boy who seem to have a little prob expressing himself.. but i guessed he wanted a sticker, so i handed him one.. Then he was very happy.. haha.. and thanked me and shook my hand repeatedly as he made his way back and forth.. =) Also the wobao person came and i asked him for donation.. lolx.. then he's very chatty and nice person.. later when he went to eat his breakfast, i sort of stood around to look after his stuff, though he nv ask, and i was already hanging around that area.. When he came back, there was strong wind, so the papers started flying.. just helped out a bit by stacking them in place.. And actually there are some kind-hearted ppl waiting for the right ppl to donate their money to.. Some said no to my request initally, but after that, they'd walk back with a smile and coins in their hands.. I guess they might really want to help, just that they're a bit irritated with certain attitudes from us at times.. I guess i'd react in the same way as them too, observe the other person's attitude first before donating.. Actually the 2 events have changed my mindset about volunteerism.. A small, insignificant act can mean alot to another person.. Maybe a smile can brighten up one's day.. and a smile coming from within is definitely one filled with sincerity.. Wednesday, December 27, 2006 @ 3:33 PM
Tian Wai Fei Xian + Chong Shang Yun Xiao Tian Wai Fei Xian coming to an end soon.. Surprisingly.. cause it doesn't seem like it's coming to an end.. as though there's still alot of stories to be said.. Oh wells.. lao fu zi's story ended.. and shanguan haoqi + leopard cat's story ending today too.. Guess there's nothing much left ba.. I prefer these side stories as compared to Sweet Potato and Xiao Qi's story.. Just can't feel that love between them.. =X There was one touching plot yest.. of how Xinba died willingly to save NaNa.. sigh.. maybe only when things are lost; will it be treasured.. and that is why the past is always better than the present.. Anw, looking forward to the new show. Qing Chu Yu Lan.. seems like a lively funny show about school.. =) Chong Shang Yun Xiao finishing soon.. sigh.. sigh sigh.. and Belle went mad yesterday.. after hearing YunZhi's recorded conversation.. I had always been thinking about this question of how to go about judging Belle and Sam's Fate.. thinking of why they're so fated, yet there's so much misunderstanding between them.. And i got the answer yest, but more question pops out.. YunZhi: "I've tot it thru.. We're the one that's truly fated, not you and Sam! Although Sam picked up your bracelet 3 times, but it's always lost.. I have handed it to you once, and it has always been with you from that day onwards.." And he reminded Belle to alawys rmb this date, where they'd reconcile.. and to treasure it since they finally got back together.. But i was thinking.. are they really fated? Belle and Vincent? If they are, why did Belle lose Vincent the day that he truly accepted Belle? Sam found the bracelet and lost it many times. Vincent found his love for Belle, only to lose himself completely.. Where does the fate truly lies? @ 3:32 PM
Tian Wai Fei Xian Video My fav plot in Tian Wai Fei Xian.. A speical version of the opening song dedicated to the love between Lao Xin Rong and 2nd princess.. @ 3:30 PM
haircut Just went for a haircut.. hmm.. the person didn't really get the length of the hair that i wanted.. so got cut = nv cut lidat.. and she layered it only slightly.. =X Think gotta cut again soon ba.. since it ain't anywhere near shorter hair or thinner hair.. Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 6:22 PM
chong SHANG yun xiao haix.. Chong shang yun xiao reaching its last 5 episodes le.. =X And it is only then did i realise that it's chong shang, not chong xiang.. -_-" anw, today's video buffered quite fast.. muahaha.. Christmas has come and passed.. And the Countdown is gonna start in a couple of days.. before you can let go, you must first truly possess.. Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 11:59 AM
immortal love diaox.. watching immortal love.. happily until.. the break came.. adn they showed.. "my date with a vampire 4: bu lao chuan shuo" lolx! diao diao diao.. and i was still thinking how come the music played during the break is so like MDWAV.. even the way the bats fly adn the characters are introduced.. Then the words came out.. So fake! and someone actually downloaded this and uploaded for viewing purposes.. lolx.. no wonder ppl keep bombarding Singapore lo.. Actually it's not Sg came out with the imitation version of MDWAV 4, but just so happen some ppl very bo liao go and change the old series into title MDWAV 4.. Anw, Chow Chu Ming's xing2 xiang4 in the show is really like KTY in MDWAV 3 lo.. but the hair spoils it.. although Tian You's hair in MDWAV 3 is a bit messy but it's messed in a got-style manner.. whereas Ah Gui's hair is just like straight-cut and uncool.. the only thing that saves it is the white strands of hair.. haha.. @ 10:57 AM
da mao xian jia Da Mao Xian Jia ended le.. =X And i just realised.. i dunno what's the next show!!! =X Anw, i'd think that overall, this show was shot in a rather conservative manner, and the storyplots ain't really jin3 kou4.. but the essence behind the story is worth mentioning.. adventurous spirit, friendship, kinship, hatred, complexity and simplicity of life, etc.. I tot it'd be the same old typical ending, Fan ShouWang and BaiHuo just defeat Yu JiGuang and everyone lives happily after all with their company expanding etc.. although the ending involves taht too, but it's more than just that.. Somehow that additional touch makes me feel that it's one of the most simple yet perfect ending that the show can ever have.. BaiHuo, after defeating Yu togteher with ShouWang, decided that the complex life isn't for him.. The struggle for power is not his style and leaves ShouWang for the rural area.. I esp liked the part wher they were parting.. reminding each other that it's not that they missed each other, it's just that Shou Wang is afraid that there won't be someone else to share his wealth.. lolx.. Anw, the world is rather small, and BaiHuo found himself losing in a chess game against a kid. Later did he realised that the kid is his and LiJuan was in that place too, living a simple life, doing labour work.. And that kid's name was called Bai Ling.. Ling as in Zero. in a letter sent to ShouWang, BaiHuo expressed that 0 is a good and essential number. it represents nothingness. Yet it cannot go without 1 too, which means having everything.. in this case, he himself is 0 and Shouwang is 1. And that before one can truly treasure and possess 1, one must first understand having 0.. When questioned by Mei (Yu) Cheng later on, why didn't ShouWang just give up everything and lead a 0 life, which seems happier and simplier.. He simply replied that 1 is the life that suits him.. there are ppl who live in 0, suffering everyday.. so as 1, he should help the 0.. He's destined to walk this path.. Maybe in life, some ppl are really suited for a simple 0 life, while others are destined to be in the 1 life.. A question to be pondered over.. 0 or 1? Simple to just choose 0, but how many can really desert material wealth for a hard life in exchange for happiness? Choosing 1 might be tough for life might be filled with richness, but the fundamental happiness in life could diminish.. Maybe the answer is like what ShouWang said.. He's destined to be 1.. Even though he wishes for 0, but he knows he should walk the 1 path.. It's about how we know what we really are, and not just what we wish to have.. Few years later, when fan shouwang was interviewed, he felt that when he first started out.. He felt that it's exciting to have power and wealth. but in the process of climbing up, he realised that there's alot of rivalry and internal struggle.. So instead of fighting the endless battle, he'd rather use the wealth to help those in need.. One Earth has 2 worlds? indeed, one Earth has many worlds.. A big world? or a small world? Sunday, December 24, 2006 @ 6:29 PM
Shows update Oh ya.. and i confirmed that Qing Chu Yu Lan is TVB not ATV show.. lolx.. And some more it's the first show on the list lorx.. wonder how i could have made this confusion.. maybe saw thru too many shows from their 2 websites until i blur already.. =X It seems nice.. =) light-hearted schooling show.. haha.. Oh ya, realised that Jin Zhi Yu Nie got Zhang Ke Yi in it. which makes me look slightly more towards the show, though still bu she de Triumph in the Sky.. lolx. @ 5:52 PM
Merry Christmas Eve Ah.. it's Christmas Eve.. but as usual, no particular celebration or anything.. and the TV was quite disappointing. no special shows on either Channel u or 8.. Did watched a movie regarding a dog or something lidat on Channel 5, but doesn't really seem like a christmas special.. lolx.. Anw, tonight is the last episode of Da Mao Xian Wang.. luckily Chong Xiang Yun Xiao will end only next next Monday and not tomolo.. haha.. anw, kinda expected that Shouwang and BaiHuo will win the bad guy. even though the beginning theme song showed their corpses somehow.. =X wonder what's the new show.. hee.. Hopefully it's another ATV show.. better still, retelecast MDWAV 2! though watching online, but e person uploaded a version with no subtitle and it's dual sound = chinese and canto played simultaneously.. lolx.. but still enjoy watching though, you can literally see the show coming alive with their movements and all, don't realy need the dialogues.. ^_^ Think later on in Love and the City, Pinky Chueng wil be acting in it.. saw the shots and i tot i saw her, though she wasn't intro.. Maybe i'd consider watching it while watching mei shi da san tong at the same time.. haha.. Anw, yest was ransacking thru some of my ancient stuff.. and i saw a book "BUffy the vampire slayer" and though i know when it was bought, but i have totally no recollection of the fact that i did buy it in the first place.. haha.. anw, it's a good thing.. So, i finished the whole book within a day yest.. lolx.. Can't help it, it's a vampire book.. =) only thing is that vampires are like the baddies in the show. but Angel, the bf of Buffy is a vampire, which is a good vampire.. haha.. Sounds like the plot of MDWAV? lolx. maybe i'd consider watching the TV series if it's retelecasted here or something.. Or maybe not.. it's a English show.. -_-" Then today i noticed i had the book entitled.. hmm.. i forgot, some weird name.. but chow run fa was on the front cover.. i wonder why i bought it initially.. anw, i was reading thru the first 3 pages of the intro and i realised it's a book most prob about some chimeology talking about TIme and Fate and Real, etc.. maybe wil finish reading the intro to see if it does interest me.. haha.. and i still can't find the vampire book i bought years ago, when i was in Pri school.. onyl had vague memories that i bought that thick book ( some 500 pages? ) when i was very very young.. and i guess i was attracted to the words vampire ba.. lolx.. but i have nv read it before.. maybe i was too young then and i can't even get past the first page.. =X And i can't find my other vampire book.. =X The Last Vampire.. haha. i think i read that 5 times or something when i was still in Pri school. if i'm not wrong, a Christopher Pike book.. haha.. That story was kinda nice.. though not as nice as MDWAV.. *oops* haha.. Have a strong feeling that i'd borrow tian ya chuan shuo -- again, sooner or later.. maybe around CHnese new year time again, just like last yr.. haha.. I gues i should consider buying the book -- if it's stil available in Singapore, that is.. lolx.. Anw, gotta go back to my videos and net researching on some shows and movies.. =) Saturday, December 23, 2006 @ 12:25 PM
shows New shows coming up.. Looking forward to qing chu yu lan.. haha.. looks nice.. i tot it was a ATV production since i tot i used to see it on ATV website under the new shows section.. But the shots had ou yang zheng hua, who's not part of ATV.. when i checked ATV website agian, can't find the show again. maybe i'm mistaken.. lolx.. but it sure looks nice.. =) But looking less forward to jin zhi yu nie.. cause it'd mean chong xiang yun xiao is coming to an end.. and the setting is in the past, in the palace some more.. =X all the rivalry.. but still gonna watch it anw, since it's TVB's tai Qing again.. haha.. Oh! while trying to find out which company produced Qing Chu Yu Lan, i realised Feng Yun is a ATV production.. haha.. so decided to watch it wholeheartedly.. haha.. usually only switch to the show at 11 and watch while stoning away. haha.. can't catch up with the show though, cause on monday and wed, it starts at 10.30, while i'm still on CHong Xiang Yun Xiao. Can only follow up on Tuesday.. whereby it starts at 11.. @ 12:11 PM
Chong Xiang Yun Xiao 6 more episodes and Chong Xiang Yun Xiao is gonna end le.. sigh.. ANd yest, Zoe finally broke up with Sam.. actually i should be glad because i've always wished for their relationship to end, and for sam to be with Belle.. used to think that Zoe is nice as a person, but just not suitable for Sam.. But dunno since which episode.. i felt that Sam and Belle won't work out after all.. Even though i still don't see Sam and Zoe as a couple.. If only Sam and belle went together even since the incident in Rome.. They'd be the Fated pair, and will live together happily.. the predestined relationship.. but so many things happened between them over the years, and Belle was married and made a widow.. Separations and all.. they might sitl have alot of fate between them but in the proces, they've gotten lots of barriers between them too..such that things would never ever be the same anymore.. and anw, although i still feel that they're really so so fated, but Belle is not good enough for Sam.. yup.. Anw, i'm beginning to kan4 shuang3 Zoe this character.. esp when she walked away from Sam with a smile at the beach.. Wonder if they'd get together after all.. but read that the ending is the best possible one for the show.. Anw, read on some fan's website that Chong Xiang Yun Xiao is out on DVD.. =) @ 11:49 AM
a tiring day so tired siah.. woke up at 11, just in time to miss the Female Retelecast of Superstar.. -_-" Anw, yest was a tiring yet fulfiling day.. Previous nite couldn't sleep till 2++.. In the morning gotta wake up around 6++.. so sleepy.. Went for chopstick packing at Toa Payoh LION's home.. Come to think of it, it's actually quite fun.. but when i'm doing on the spot, can't help but to feel sian.. And it doesn't help when your neck is slightly "sprained".. actually should be just over-stretched from trying to pick some chopsticks that had fallen to the ground.. After that i can feel my bone/nerve aching at my neck area.. it does ache a little even now.. sigh.. =X Then later on met CC at Bugis.. Going to shop for bags, watches, clothes etc.. Ate Yoshinoya.. if i spelt correctly.. =X tried their salmon.. not bad, but i think i stil prefer the teriyaki chicken, because of the sauce.. The chicken meatball was so-so. i tot i'd get something like Taro stick standard.. but it's just normal meatball with sauce.. lolx.. but their meso soup was nice though. lots of sea weeds.. Then shopped around Bugis Junction for a while. Headed to bugis Street after tat.. and as expected, being so picky, i couldn't really decide on which bag/watch to buy.. in the end, got a white digital watch.. as for the bag, it's funny how things work at times. makes you wonder if they're really predestined.. the first bag that i saw when i went to the first shop, turned out to be the last bag i saw in the last shop = i bought that bag.. lol.. And i rmb i commented.. "Don't tell me i'm really fated to buy that bag?" as i stepped into the last shop and looked at that bag.. True enough, i couldn't see other better alternative and bought that bag.. Perhaps in life, we gotta be more gan3 xing4 and less li3 xing4.. many a times, we deny ourselves of a chance to choose as we're too sane.. yet if we could just step back and follow where our hearts lead us to, we might be in for a pleasant surprise.. "When one is too clear-minded, it is difficult to feel.." Came home with a splitting headache.. But still ate and force myself to stay awake when watching Tian Wai Fei Xian.. But at 8, i was stil trying to watch ZHong Yi Da Ge Da.. but really cannot tahan, so fell asleep halfway. at 9, i heard bai wan bao's song, wanted to get up, but dunno why, fell asleep again.. Ended up din watch 45min of the show.. sigh.. but i din miss chong xiang yun xiao though! that's the main point.. =) Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 9:30 AM
Sneeze ah choo** been sneezing these few days.. now nose is red.. =X anw, yest's tian xian eps 21 was great man! pity i missed 10mins cause i was too carried away online.. whenever Lao xin Rong appears, there'd always be reflective lines involved.. wonderful! and i liked the way the show portrayed shangguan haoqi and leopard cat's interwined destiny.. The way the camera shifts from one time frame to another, space frame to another and the helplessness haoqi was feeling.. As well as Cat's voice coming in and out at times.. lolx. back to video.. @ 12:43 AM
Some htings Sigh.. Video's loading so slowly.. Anw, finally manged to add songs to my blog using the html code.. decided to do away with the flash player since i can't get the html code.. =X Carrie and Dawn did well at superstar just now.. i was watching channel 8 at the same time, when carrie's singing just caught my attentnion.. Then Dawn brought it to even greater heights.. in fact i think she did a better live performance than Tanya las time.. Actually Charlotte quite poor thing.. i found her voice quite nice.. but sigh.. kanna criticized until lidat.. her last performance le, yet gotta get so upset. sigh.. Ok, gotta continue with my video viewing.. lolx.. Wednesday, December 20, 2006 @ 7:02 PM
html woos sigh.. Tried to add coop html code and add songs to my blog but can't.. =X Looks like they all hosted the song somewhere, where i have nowhere to host.. lolx.. Anw, found a nice Seven song on Yang Gong Ru's blog.. even though i can't read Korean words.. haha.. and found new videos on YouTube too.. =) Sigh.. was watching some MDWAV clips when it got cut off halfway.. =X @ 10:32 AM
Lose It is useless to possess everything; the importance is lost.. To lose is to possess, for the importance is realised.. To recover after losing is to truly possess.. Monday, December 18, 2006 @ 11:16 PM
Episode 30 Triumph in the Skies So.. Episode 30 has finally come.. 6.55-6.57 When i first knew about the scene where YunZhi would die, I agreed that that's the biggest yi2 han4 in the show.. the tot of it is just.. that's not right.. after all, the theme of chong xiang yun xiao doesn't really revolve around life-death separation.. But when i saw that scene for myself.. How should i put it? I wouldn't say it's a good thing.. but it definitely isn't the yi2 han4 in the show.. Throughout the show, YunZhi seemed to be playing a secondary role, always behind Sam.. But this time round, he has truly shone.. LIke what Sam said, he's proud to have this friend of such sacrificing spirit.. But yet again, that isn't exactly what i'm meaning.. HOw should i put this in the form of words? The show could have gone on just as well, without the scene.. But it is his death that brought new perspective to the show, new depth and character depiction.. Actually i don't quite agree with what Belle said.. It's true, yunZhi died a lonely death, the ones he loved and those whom loved him weren't by his side when he died.. he must have felt painful.. but i believe it's physical pain.. And i believe.. he died a peaceful, even joyous? death.. Because he finally learnt to let go.. He saw thru things, understood the natural rhythm of life and the occurance of events.. As one lets go, one has truly possessed, even for a moment.. And existence of his loved ones at that frame of space and time wouldn't matter any more.. for in the midst of non-existence, there lies existence.. And since he has possessed, all his loved ones and his love will exist for eternity at that particular frame of time.. Talking about Belle as a actress, I dunno what's wrong.. but somehow, her acting skills make me feel as though she's acting.. The way she depicts extreme sadness is via crying as though threre's no tomorrow.. Maybe that's the requirement of the script, to depict someone who's just so vunerable.. but otherwise, i find that Flora lacked that depth and cen2 ci4 in her acting.. Her sadness can't really gan3 ran3 me somehow.. On the other hand, YiChen gave more depth and delved deeper into his inner world.. When he first heard the news, he portrayed self-denial and blankness. And as he forced himself to remain rationale in front of others, accept the reality, he himself is struggling deep in himself.. In front of Belle, who is currently so vunerable, he must be strong and be her support, be her strength.. As he listed the things that has to be done, i could sense that shaking soul in Sam.. i can imagine that feeling of "everyone cannot fall at one go, i must hang on there, hang on there.. For Belle, for YunZhi, for everyone.." And finally, he's overburdened with all his emotions. No longer could hold it back.. that's when Zoe came in and was shooed out instead.. Because everyone needs a space of his own, no matter how strong one is.. And his breaking point is near, yet nobody should see it.. As he sits on his bed, looking through the photos, memories came back.. Especially of those photos where they were ever so happy.. The happier things are, the sadder it is... And he lets it out.. BUt yet, there's a knot somewhere in him.. He can no longer take it, adn he lets it out.. yet the voice in him tells him to be strong at the same time.. The emotions clashes and he lands in the state of mixed emotions.. "Yunzhi is dead.. gone.." "No i cannot afford to collapse at this point of time when everyone needs me" "It's the end" And we see him in great agony, hovering between the state of letting his tears out and holding them back, covering his face in his arms and so on.. No wonder the review for the show stated that Francis's acting skills came alive after YunZhi's death. it's that different stages of emotions taht he experiences at different moment of time.. Esp that drop of tear shed during the award ceremony.. Who is the saddest? the one who cries the loudest? or the one who appeared ever so calm and emotionless? But now as i reflect, I feel that there's a little something missing.. or should i say, there's something extra? There was just this slight exaggeration in a silent manner.. a degree softer approach with more emptiness look in the eyes would enhance the effect even better. But still, it was a emotional scene very very well-handled and it's perfectly done.. and i guess that's francis ba. even in real life, he has that hard and ying4 feel.. like terrace cao2 guo2 hui1 lidat.. Talking about the part where Sam shouted at Zoe.. I felt he should have done that long ago.. As in, Zoe is really a nice and great girl.. But if i were him, I'd have gotten irritated with her long time ago. Esp after he flew to Rome after knowing that he can't be a pilot anymore. where Zoe just kept bugging him.. I think if i were him, i'd have felt like screaming give me a break at that point of time where Zoe refuses to go away after pleading for some time alone.. But he didn't.. i guess at that time, he didn't feel as terrible as when Vincent died, so his emotions didn't pour out just like that.. if i were in his shoe, i'd really feel like screaming, but in the end, guess the reaction would be the same.. The thing that i din expect was that Sam would actually accept Zoe at that point of time.. I wonder if he's really touched, or he just saw it as he should do this.. The show is entering its climax.. I believe more heart-wrenching scenes will be coming up.. and the finally question of who Sam wil be with eventually wil be answered soon.. Actually when the show started till the midpoint, I've always tot that Sam and Belle should be together.. So fated.. Even felt that Belle and Vincent's wedding was a mistake.. I still believe they have the destiny to be together, but they lack a little something.. Maybe the courage to be truthful to themselves? Or maybe because both of them are ppl who believe in fate, yet when it really comes, they shun away.. Till now i stil cannot figure out if Belle did truly loved Vincent before.. But i'd guess that both Sam and Belle have never ever forgotten each other before.. And till now, i still can't feel the love Sam has for Zoe.. It still feels like he's with her because he can't bear to hurt her.. Maybe because he still has a reason for loving Zoe.. Maybe later on in the show, he'd lose this reason, and truly love her with all his heart.. @ 6:44 PM
MDWAV trilogy I'm so happy!!! someone did upload MDWAV 2 video clip.. jsut that i din manage to find it.. cause the person put the heading as My Date with a Vampire II and i've always replaced the II for 2.. that's why i din get to find it.. =) yay! but no subtitle though. and the language used is dual language = chinese and canto all at one go.. lolx.. nvm, can see good enuff le.. at least it's a good news.. but sob. MDWAV 1 video clip was uploaded selectively.. some episodes were missing.. din realise it cause the first few episodes were the complete set.. Until like 14 - 15.. =X Finally managed to read thru all the comments given by Chan 13.. actually is he chen 13 or chan 13? oh wells. haha. 3-4 hrs of staring at traditional chinese words on computer screen makes me dizzy. and some of them got the canto accent in the sentence so i can't really tell what he's tryin to say.. but at least i know it's a very reliable source that there might be chances of MDWAV 4 being written.. =) @ 6:26 PM
TV Shows Oh! Yest in the midst of commercial break during Xiao Yu Er and Hua Wu Que, i suddenly remembered one thing.. If i'm not wrong, the huo tian liang in Thundercop is acted by.. Xie Jun Hao.. Lolx! i bu zhi bu jue watched so many of his shows le.. lolx.. Anw, watched the retelecast of Stars Award and realised that the production team did some cutting.. The part where Francis was confused about the time overrun and underrun thingy was cut off.. lolx.. but i did get to rewatch the part where huang yi liang started his long story about lin mei jiao.. Although he did say he din mean to be sacarstic, but upon second time of watching, i felt that if she were there, it'd be very akward lo. whether out of goodwil or not, it's definitely not gonna be a good news for his ex-wife.. =X Watched shi mian mai fu yest.. it was boring? lolx.. i dun see where the depth is, maybe i can't understand the show ba.. but heard zhang yi mou's show got alot of meaning in it. so i watched with high hopes. but in the end, i just see ppl running around in the field for 2+ hrs.. =X the only thinking part is why were there so many soldiers hot on their heels? Which din really need much thinking since Andy Lau was the obvious one.. After i guessed it, i expected some big surprising chimeology at the end, but it all ended with the xiao mei dying.. =X and at that point of time, i was still trying to figure out who the master of flying dagger is.. Which.. they din reveal the answer.. oh wells.. finally i managed to sit down and watch the entire 2 episode of da mao xian jia.. usually i'd be bored after half an hour.. *oops* but yest the first few ppl to appear were francis and ricky.. ^_^ and the storyline is getting better.. ( of course ma, show ending le, if not better now then when.. ) I'm so gonna see how the baddie Yu is gonna be defeated by the two brothers.. =) And suddenly i realised somehting very strange.. This show is an ATV production.. but the mains are francis and the Belle ( in chong xiang yun xiao, forgot her real name.. =X ) and they happen to be the main in TVB tai qing show.. lolx.. and the two show should be filmed at around the same time.. 2003.. Kinda funny that both are mains in the production of two competiting company.. lolx.. Nvm lo, seeing them acting in the same show reminds me of chong xiang yun xiao.. and today is the 30th episode.. which is the episode that has a big tragedy.. 10 more episodes and the show is gonna end.. =X And tomolo is the start of xuan xuan and ma de zhong's show.. forogt the title.. sigh.. which one should i watch? tian wai fei xian or that show.. prob i'd watch both at one go tomolo ba.. but when 2 shows are watched together, i'd end up watching none, cause you can't catch the story on both TV.. =X Sunday, December 17, 2006 @ 12:40 AM
Xie Jun Hao Oh my goodnesS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just realised that the person who acted as Lao Teacher in Tian Wai Fei Xian is called Xie Jun Hao.. And!!!!~~~ oh my.. ~~~ he acted in MDWAV 2 before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i repeat!!!!!! he acted in MDWAV 2 before.. and he's like my current fav char in Tian Wai Fei xian.. OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!! What a whole load of surprise i can find when searching on MDWAV stuff.. omg!!! Xie Jun Hao's Blog http://blog.sina.com.cn/m/xiejunhao#feeds_FEEDS_1195954861 What a small world~~ Saturday, December 16, 2006 @ 10:39 PM
MDWAV III ending Finally.. finally.. the ending of the show.. Never liked things to end.. but it is inevitable.. No matter how many times certain scenes and episodes are repeated.. The ending still comes after all.. Maybe it's true that things happen in different frame of time.. It's funny how it's so different when i watch it at different time.. but yet so similiar.. Is that what we call.. Memories might fade; but the feelings remain? Used to think that the Chang'er virus was the climax of the show; now i find it out of place.. Used to think Sheng mu was wrong; now i find RenWang the main culprit.. But now matter what.. One thing that remains.. the love b/w Kuang Tian You and Ma Xiao Ling.. I'm still puzzled over the ending.. Seemingly open; yet some forces seem to be driving it towards a predestined direction.. Why did renwang shoot the dizang fuxi arrow at xiaoling and tianyou, besides shengmu? Why did they appear so fine after the arrow has been shot? Suddenly.. i was thinking.. could it be.. that the arrow was shot to cleanse off the sin and sufferings of the recipient? Fuxi arrow might be destructive, but with the ever-compassionate dizang.. could the destructive nature be transformed to one which is of constructive nature.. Maybe it allows them a new lease of life.. Chong sheng.. But before that can happen, sacrifices must be made.. To let go, you must first possess.. To gain eternal happiness, you must first be subjected to ultimate sufferings.. How could i have ever missed this line the first time i watched the ending.. Maybe it meant the death of xiaoling and the rebirth of her.. Maybe that's what the flashback of the classical scene in MDWAV 2 is for.. Where they both died, yet were alive.. In another dimension, somewhere in the sacred land of PanGu, their love and miracles continues.. Tian You was already reborn by the very person who caused his misery.. his old friend, vampire commander.. he was meant to be dead; but yet he returned to protect Xiao Ling.. ShengMu and Fate perished in this dimension, but maybe.. they were just sent to anotehr dimension for Dizang to cleanse their sins.. Just like how he created the inferno hell.. Contained from the rest of the world; yet suffering in order to be chao1 du4.. And with this ending, the main focus this time round is not on whether xiao ling is alive or dead.. but that.. wanyan bupo is really a very sad character in the show.. 800 years ago, he had to kill the woman he loved most, YinPing with his own hands.. for 800 years, he had lived a life of emptiness, for he killed himself from the moment he killed YinPing.. now 800 years later.. he finally found enough courage to love a woman who caused all his miseries, yaochi shengmu.. Yet all he got back were just packs of lies, small movements to play with his feelings.. And for 800 years, he only had a sister for company.. yet he lost both wulei and shengmu in one night, in a split moment.. Not separated by death; but for eternity.. there has been a question lingering on amongst MDWAV fans, whether bupo is dead.. And suddenly.. this time round, my answer is yes.. completely opposite of what i felt previously.. The greatest power of vampires is love.. The food of vampire is blood, the element that passes thru the heart constantly.. And the only way they can really die, is when their heart is truly dead.. Of such extreme pain, of such extreme hurt, of extreme sadness.. the heart just aches as though it wasn;t there in the first place.. and finally, he dies.. bupo didn't die 800yrs ago, because his heart was filled with regrets of killing yinpin.. regrets come about because he feels.. but now he really died.. because there was no longer regrets.. Shengmu has left her love for him in the form of a book.. WuLei has finally entered yong heng guo du.. there's nothing worth holding him back anymore.. and his heart stops beating.. he lies there, looking ever so peaceful, with a slight smile on his face.. the non-existent is the one in existent.. Once again.. Fusheng is the forgotten one.. He was once left in the world all alone.. and now he is still experiencing the cycle again.. his SDU friends.. XL and TY.. BuPo and MaoYou.. All of them were ever so xiao1 sa3.. Xl and TY: as long as we are together, we can die without regrets together.. But why.. why have all of them forgotten about FuSheng? Even in the interview scene, he was the forgotten one.. Was this done on purpose? still in the midst of searching for the answer.. maybe someday.. @ 10:05 AM
CHong Xiang Yun Xiao Sam Chong Xiang Yun XIao is getting nicer and nicer.. but it also means that 10 more episode and the show is gonna end.. And in the next episode.. A tragedy would occur.. If only i hadn't tried to find out more about the show, i wouldn't have seen this spoiler.. But what will happen will eventually happen.. Quite ironical.. The more you like the show, the more you'd like to search for pix and news and comments of it.. but that's the thing that spoils the fun at times.. Still rmb MDWAV.. was searching for alot of its info and came across alot of spoilers, such taht i already knew that the Eternal Kingdom is a spaceship.. Of the part where they zoom in on the actors/actress real life.. And various comments somehow corner my own opinion too, and I'd watch with this pre-conception that something is gonna happen and pre-judge it to be good/bad.. Anw.. Yest i noticed quite a number of classical lines from mDWAV appearing in other shows.. Tian Wai Fei Xian: "As long as we're together, there'd be miracle.." " As long as Ma Xiao Ling is with Kuang Tian You, miracles will happen.." Triumph in the Sky: "If we're destined, we'll meet again.." "If we're destined, we'll meet again.. yi4 ding4 hui4 de4.." And Yunzhi mentioned one line that i alwasy like to say.. "Changes are constant.. Only changes are for eternity" Later on, in Triumph in the sky advert, they mentioned another line from Qian Nu You Hun.. "even without me, the sun is still shining.." Anw, really feel that triumph in the sky is a great show.. and the love relationship in this show is better than Tian Wai Fei Xian's, even though it might not appear so on the surface.. tian wai fei xian is quite a disappointment.. It's those typical love here and drag here and there show.. How i wish that the teacher lao can express himself more frequently.. at least his story is much more better than Xiao Qi and Sweet Potato's.. It's the same thing with xian jian qi xia zhuan last time lo.. Hu Ge's story is more of like a side story to me, even though he's supp to be the main.. the only part that saves him is yue ru.. but Xiao yao and ling'er's story is really cannot make it lo.. I think the best part is still his teacher and the queen's story.. Wonder who's the person acting as the teacher in both shows.. really liked that feeling that there's a thousand story behind his eyes.. Anw, chong xiang yu xiao is getting very very nice le.. And really.. Belle and Sam are the destined one.. they were so fated to be together, only to be separated by misunderstanding.. but then again, if misunderstanding were to occur so often, does this mean taht they're not fated to be? I really hope that they'd get together.. even though Zoe is quite poor thing.. but i think that if Zoe and Sam were to be together, it'd be even worse off for Zoe.. already now in courtship, they're facing so many differences, and Zoe has to constantly hide her disappointments.. They're just 2 diff personalities.. And i've alwasy thot that the love Zoe has for Sam is just idol worshipping.. And i guess Sam is just touched by Zoe's efforts.. Another point would be YunZhi and YiChen's friendship.. and the main focus is on Sam's character, his personality.. it's really wow.. Actually he's a bit like Kuang Tian You character.. anw, in yunzhi's speech.. i was really touched by both their friendship as well as Sam's influence.. YunZhi could have possibly lost to Sam in every aspect, even his wife.. But yet as he faces Sam, his best friend, he really admits defeat willingly. not because Sam's his best friend.. but because of Sam's nature.. that's the power of Sam's personality.. One that can really make others admit defeat in front of him willingly without feeling any sense of unfairness.. "Sam is a wonderful pilot, but he deserves commendation not only for that, but also for him himself as a person.. When we were still in school, our teacher wrote 2 words in his report book.. Compassionate and Considerate.. Indeed Sam deserves those word.. Always putting others before him.. He can sacrifice himself, take the blame for his friends, help them, withouth even saying a single word.. He can hide his deepmost feelings and supress all emotions just for his friends, and then pretending that nothign has happened.. People who dunno him might think that he's cold and uncommunicative. but when you really know him.. You'd see his warmth beneath his cold exterior.. he truly deserves the award.." Cold on the outside.. warm on the inside.. The most admirable ppl are those who are constantly misunderstood.. @ 9:25 AM
Triumph in The Sky -- Sui Yue Ru Ge Best moment at 1.15-1.16min.. hee.. So gonna search for Eason's Canto album.. wonder where can buy.. some of his songs are really great.. =) Been addicted to this song recently, sui4 yue4 ru2 ge1.. =) Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 7:08 PM
blog and MDWAV Tried to find new blogskin.. The current one is too irritating because recently, there's so many pop-ups whenever i tried entering the website.. In the end, i couldn't find any from random keywords.. but i did find all the blogskins regarding MDWAV that i lost in my old com.. and a new one at the same time.. about tian ya.. I din want to d/l that skin intially.. din like tian ya.. but i still d/l it after all.. i dunno why.. I stil can't help it but to resent Tian ya.. even as i rewatch the series, i'd tell myself to get rid of all prejudices.. but somehow it just comes naturally.. that feeling that she should have never appeared.. but maybe as the show nears the end, the same feeling that she's a sad story will resurface.. And as i re-watched the series again.. i began to detest renwang.. no longer sheng mu.. i realised he's the fickled-minded one.. he loved sheng mu, and broke up with her, and hated her.. all because he loved chang'er.. all because he loved lum lum later on.. Sheng mu might have been overwhelmed by jealously and hatred.. but she's after all a woman.. Even though her display of love doesn't give me the impression that she understood the meaning of love, but at least, she had truly given her heart to this man from her point of view.. but all she got was just more and more scandals that the man has been in.. and actualy renwang isn't much better than ShengMu at all.. Not much more rational than her.. perhaps even worse.. He let her down initially.. but yet, as the king of all mankind, he declared war on her, over another woman.. Not considering the magnitude of the effect. of how the mass killing of his people.. There's many conflicting viewpoints i have now that i have watched the show again.. which means i should watch it again.. maybe i'll have new enlightenment then.. And i think that Fate is right in his action after all.. @ 6:37 PM
Those memories before i left my house yest, i heard the song "Eyes on Me" on radio.. is it here to remind? to evoke? Anw, my attachment finally ended.. When i was still in the institute, it suddenly struck me that everything has come to an end.. but somehow it din really affect me much.. I did learn something there, did had some memories there.. but i felt unusually calm and still as we left the building.. As we bade farewell to our mentor, it did struck me that everything is coming to an end.. but it din really matter that much anymore.. One of my attachment mate seemed rather sad that this was coming to an end.. and the comment was that the other two of us had no expression, as though we were heartless.. my other attachment mate replied that it has been a month, of course there's some emotional attachment to it.. As for me, i remained silent.. everyone has a story to tell; everything that was done, it was done for a reason.. a unspoken reason.. Anw, as i was approaching the institute today on bus, there were many tots runnning in my head.. Because it is in non-existent, that's why it's meaningful.. Because of possession, that's why there's disappointment.. yin wei bu chun zai, suo yi you yi yi.. yin wei ceng yong you, suo yi you shi wang.. I dunno why this tot came to my head, but it's the tot that stayed with me till now.. It's just a sudden sentence structured in my mind as i stared blankly in the air.. Maybe everything was too mych of a coincidence.. but fear is a great enemy.. so great it deters you from doing anything.. Perhaps one should never ever be too conscious.. maybe.. Wednesday, December 13, 2006 @ 5:28 PM
Triump in the Sky Hmpg.. my writeup on Chong Xiang Yun XIao was lost.. anw.. i was saying i found this great review on Triumph in the Sky.. =) GOod news and and bad news.. it was a spoiler, revealing some plots which i'd rather find out on my own.. good news.. so many pictures and it made the show really alive.. =) http://www.tvbsquare.com/TVBextras/triumphintheskies_review.htm Quotes: Storyline  This is the first TVB series, which talks about the airline industry. The main male characters Francis Ng and Joe Ma are great friends, who are both pilots.  Francis and Flora Chan were madly in love as destiny pulls them together, however, a huge misunderstanding drove them apart.  Then, Flora met Joe, who later became her husband. However, when the misunderstandings were revealed, Flora realizes she still madly in love with Francis, but both of them did not want to hurt Joe, so they had to hide their love deep down inside their heart.Meanwhile, Myolie Wu has a big crush on Francis, even though she is so much younger than Francis, she still wants to be his girlfriend. After a while, Francis finally accepted Myolie's love, and the two became a funny couple.  As for the supporting characters, there are the 4S: Ron Ng (Francis' brother), Sammul Chan, Bosco Wong, and Kenneth Ma. The four characters, as well as Michelle Yip, who all joined the airline force, and all went through difficult training to became a pilot. Ron and Michelle has feelings towards each other, however, Sammual keeps hitting on Michelle, and Michelle chooses Sammul because she was touched by all the things Sammual did for her...  Love Plots Francis Ng:The number one reason for all of you to watch this series is because of Francis Ng, who contributes wonderful performances throughout the entire series, if it wasn't for him, I believe this series will not be as attractive as it is. As a "movie king" of Asia, Francis proved to the audiences that he is the best.  Francis brings his character Sam alive, which make the audiences falling love with the character. Sam has a great career, he is a professional pilot, who also trains the next generation the knowledge of airplane. He is devoted to his career, but he is not very smart about his love life. The misunderstanding between him and Flora made him even weaker, then it comes Myolie, who loves him very much. But at the beginning, Francis was afraid of the age difference, so he rejected her love, but later on, Francis' career went to the bottom because of his eyes-illness, at the time, Myolie was the one supported him. As Francis finally accepted her, the two faced many challenges and difficulties together... Worth Watching? This is the must see of the Year! I don't care if you are Francis fan or not, you will become a fan of his after the series no matter what. ( how true.. lol.. ) This series will give you lots of lessons about life and love, also some lessons about being a pilot, which is very refreshing to watch!  @ 5:11 PM
Good movies Good movies are coming up.. at least that's what i think.. 1) Deju vu.. Wonder if i got the spelling correct. Heard it topped singapore's chart the moment it was screened.. haha.. the story is about deju vu feeling.. feeling that you've met this person for life, when you've seen him or her for the first time.. or that you've been in this place before, even though it's your first time there.. Is this really just a feeling? or a signal sent from the past or future of some dangers? if i'm not wrong, it's kinda like a detective show which involves time travel.. sounds situable for me.. lolx.. 2) Cha Wu Looking at who starred this show, it's not difficult to guess why i noticed this show in the first place.. and i just realised it's shot in singapore.. with funny comments like "why the director wants the actor to wear a big western suit in such a hot country like singaproe.." BUt, the plot is good.. from the reviews taht i searched on the net plus the advertisement on TV.. actually the advertisement caught my attention quite long ago, when it was first shown.. because it asks alot of reflective questions, eg. "who is the real murderer? the one who puts the name in the envelope, or the one who pulls the trigger?" at that time, i din even realise that the main actor is Francis Ng lo.. "a soulful act of an assassin by Francis Ng" A skilful assassin was assigned to trace back the kidnappers responsible for the kidnap of a rich man's son.. but after unveiling one identity after another, one mystery after another.. he realises that the last and final mastermind is.. he himself.. 3) Shang Cheng.. looks not bad.. though i'm stil quite neutral towards it.. but it gives me that dark feeling.. =) plus chapman to is acting in it.. wahaha.. @ 5:03 PM
Francis Ng Photos Hee hee.. Francis Ng, Wu Zheng Yu's role in Triumph in the Sky finally brought my attention to this great actor! YiChen aka Sam, the wooden block who was considered to be a bore in the eyes of all his friends..
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Attachment ending *wipee* finished all my attachment stuff today.. Got my report typed out and printed.. and binded too.. Whereby the 3 of us struggled so hard to push and pull to get it binded. lolx.. but stil gotta report to IMRE though.. lolx.. nvm just a few more days and it'd end.. then i can fully enjoy the remaining few days of my holidays le.. wahhaa.. Anw, today we had lunch with mentor, alongside with his "other commitments".. Went to "The Alpha".. Food there was.. =X Very little choice.. and nothing special.. =X And i finally saw the IHPC ( institute of high performing computing ) building.. regretted not choosing this institute, at least it sounds more computer.. if i knew i won't be working on nanotech, i wouldn't have chosen this route.. but oh wells, things happen for a reason or another. And it's a good thing i chose this after all, since it's quite slack.. If time turns back, given my unchanged character, i'd stil the the same path as before.. Actually mentor wanted to treat us de, but we rejected.. So in the end, he just treated us to ice-cream.. and the blueberry flavour that i wanted went out of stock.. how sad.. sigh.. so settled for choc chips lo.. =X Finally bought i-weekly.. been a long time since i last bought a magazine.. used to buy u-weekly quite often until it became some A3 size magazine.. in fact, i think it has been a year since i last bought a magazine, not counting the dunno wad magazine given during orientation.. Why did i buy i-weekly? cause there's a special writeup on Stars Award.. yay! there's a photo of francis.. although it's quite pathetically small, but better than nothing.. =) plus after flipping thru the Xian Zai paper for so many days, i get lots of report on the local stars, but so little things about the overseas presenters.. ( not forgetting the great surprise i had last year when i realised that the particular issue of i-weekly that i bought had a one whole page writeup on MDWAV =) ) actually i don't get it.. i dun think the HK stars came for free, which means that mediacorp must have paid them.. and can't be cheap.. because francis is a golden horse ying di, jessica hester hsuan ( xuan xuan ) was once a TVB li4 peng3 actress ( until she shi man took over recently ) and Nick should be rather famous in HK ba.. So why don't Mediacorp take at least one decent photo of them??? after spending so much money inviting them, just get an interview, however brief it might be. as well as photos.. even one wil do.. lol.. been searching all around the web for their photos during star award and i can't even find one lo.. =X And i realised that one of the MDWAV forum has many other threads talking about many other shows.. and the most popular one in Singapore show thread is.. Immortal Love.. yay! the long-ago vampire show in singapore, with some rumours that MDWAV copied from this story some more.. *oh wells* who ask chow chu ming's image in immortal love to be so alike to Kuang Tian You in MDWAV.. Wahaha.. with a magazine at hand, more artiste to research on the net, and forums for so many shows.. i can be ensured of a good time ahead for me in the remaining short period of holidays left for me.. yay! Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 11:04 PM
Star Awards 2006 just watched star awards 2006~~ wee~~ rushed home just to watch the "Red" blue carpet.. =) the xing guang da dao.. because got... Wu Zheng Yu and Xuan Xuan!!!! not forgetting zhang jia hui too.. =) actually i wanted to stay at home to watch the complete version of jin ma jiang one.. cause i din catch what wu zheng yu was saying yest when he was giving out the prize with vivian.. lolx.. but i overestimated the time that i'd be out, and was caught in a heavy-yet-light rain.. Oh wells.. anw, wu zheng yu was nominated as the Ying3 di4.. =) for the show "one last dance".. also known called cha wu ( wonder why.. ) hee.. it's gonna be screened in January 2007.. maybe i'd catch it.. but most prob i'd jsut get the VCD.. it's always better to watch at home than in the cinema.. lol.. anw, back to the topic.. When the threesome walked the xing guang da dao, it's like quite professional.. just that zhang jia hui appeared to wanna go to the left, and francis ng wanna go to the right, and xuan xuan is like pulled apart.. lolx.. Then Francis wore sunglasses.. ( same as what eric does all the time.. =) And the host commented that he was walking very slowly and that he shuai4 dai1.. dun need to act cool already cool le.. lol.. Later on, Francis was the first set of presenter to give out the prize for the best show.. haha.. i'm so glad xin shan shan won.. and the person who received the award was right.. it's a simple show, just like a small little star in the dark sky.. but it gives out a simple warmth that touches one's heart.. Anw, i tot the atmosphere was pretty akward, since Francis and the other person were talking about shows taht most prob singaporeans nv hear or watch before. so a bit leng3 chang3.. Then Zax and Tony of 5566 came along too~~ too bad jason din come along.. but since the whole 5566 isn't present, i din really get particularly excited.. =( Wahaha.. then later.. Francis appeared again.. to give out the best actress award.. and he's supp to intro his "one last dance" show to the audience for like 1min 30sec and he's like *sweat sweat* maybe cause he's not that fluent in his Chinese ba.. but anw, he used a very comical way to make the audience laugh and all.. ^_^ not as cold as the first time he appeared.. Then li nan xing won the best leading actor award.. i think he deserves it.. as he stood there at the award stand, i can feel his that "ying3 di4" atmosphere brewing.. Maybe he'd be like the HK actors, as they become older, their wei4 dao4 gets even nong2.. The 10 most popular male actor award was given out by zhang jia hui and xuan xuan.. lolx.. then zhang jia hui is such a funny guy.. although he always act in funny shows, but i din expect him to be really that naughty.. haha.. made fun of xuan xuan and all.. then they lik havin such fun time on stage teasing each other as well as the awardees.. =) And one of the highlight.. xuan xuan mentioned the show.. Qian Nu You Hun.. To think it's been like 4years and 2months since it ended, and i'd get the privilege to hear about the show on TV..~~~ Thanks to bryan wong for being part of the show, and hence the mention of it. lolx.. But somehow, though i have this feeling taht wang lu jiang did act as some kind of scholar in the show, but i can't recall what exactly was his role.. One of the few memorable shows i've ever watched.. During the celebration, they interviewed the 3 HK stars again.. wee~~ but zhang jia hui like kinda got the limelight.. maybe cause he's more "chattable" and funnier.. haha.. francis is like cool cool there.. and i suddenly recall who he resembles in his action.. cao guo hui.. like stiff stiff de.. lolx.. Oh ya.. Quite touched by shi xin hui's "lu".. actually she's a artiste that really works hard, but somehow, she's given lesser than expected recognition.. it's like forever working to attain greater heights, but no one is there to give her that confirmation. but anw, i'm sure she'd succeed one day.. after all, even ppl like me who dun usually like fast song, also gradually got addicted to her "tai pei dao bei jing.." lolx.. Glad to see Superstar 2006 24 finalist performing, along with some of the Xiao Yuan Superstar.. =) Even though they din really sing, i have a feeling the songs were pre-recorded.. What an eventful weekend.. 2 award ceremony.. one HK, one SIngapore with HK actors and actresses participating.. lolx.. Saturday, December 09, 2006 @ 1:23 PM
some things Yay! Created my vampire email account le! haha.. but needs constant maintainence, otherwise my account will be removed.. >.< not a prob though, since i'm always doing some vampire stuff every other day.. wahaha.. so happy! And superstar results this time was rather ok.. Supported Le Sheng and Jon and both of them made it in safely! yay! looks like i'm bad at predicting female contestant, and better at judging the guy comtestant ba.. *recalls the trauma of both female contestant that i supported being booted out in the first round* sigh.. Hmmm.. though it was rather shocking that daren got eliminated. actually when the results were on, i tot jeremy and jon had a rather high chance of getting out.. That's how unpredictable the results are ba, i guess.. usually ppl who are popular gets boot out.. prob because everyone had the impression taht ohters will vote, so they themselves din vote as much ba.. Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 11:47 AM
sudden realisation Suddenly pondered over this.. After watching MDWAV, i was letting my thoughts run with the radio playing in the background.. To let go, you must first truly possess.. When you truly possess, you can't let go.. if you can let go, it means that you have not truely possessed.. But.. When you truly possess, it is in existence, and hence it is not-existing. When it is non-existing, you have let go.. but it is things of non-existence that is truly existing.. and hence you stil truly possess.. To possess is to let go, to let go is to possess.. And thinking about a particular line from Tian wai fei xian.. Love till it transcend love.. Ai dao bu ai de jing jie.. If they truly loved, they can let go.. because the love in non-existent is one that truly exist.. And actually.. 所谓的情是心灵上的感应，无需任何表达。 Thursday, December 07, 2006 @ 7:03 PM
MDWAV kai shi dong le What a pity still.. Anw, realised that this song matches quite well with certain scene of MDWAV, dunno why.. Lyrics has no relations, maybe it's the feeling brought across.. esp when these words were say.. Tian You: Do you believe in vampires? ZHen Zhen: There's so many things i dunno about in this world.. Tian You: What do you think of them? Zhen Zhen: I feel sad for them.. When they're happy, they have no one to share with. When they're sad, they also have no one to share the sadness with.. Tian You: Loneliness.. Solitude.. Anw, today was supp to be report writing.. but i was halfway typing and half watching MDWAV 1 on the computer.. but so unfortunate, after lunch, the com i used had no flash so can't watch.. sigh.. nvm, watch now lorx.. =) Today's superstar.. watching out for Jon's and Le Sheng's performance.. way to go man! ^_^ Wednesday, December 06, 2006 @ 4:41 PM
chong xiang yun xiao Yay! saw many postive remarks on "ting le xiang jiang, kan le xiang shuo" regarding "chong xiang yun xiao".. and i agree with those remarks.. the plot might not be like particular special nor exciting, but at least it's engaging and keeps me stuck to the story.. Wonderful plot.. THen ya lorx.. the actors and actresses all yi1 liu2 one.. =) the way they act is as though they're not acting.. As though it's really their real life and just so happen the cameramen is shooting their life lidat.. It just feels comfortable adn all to see them in the show.. And i began to realise that wu zheng yu is quite a good actor.. last time i had the impression that he's quite psychotic and a bit stiff in his acting.. but after i really ren4 zhen1 watch him act in this show, i realise that he might appear hard on his action, but his gan3 qing2 xi4 was well-handled.. It's though a-split-of-a-second small details and action that brings much depth to his character.. Like how he miao3 the cake for a short while when YunZhi overturned it.. the thousand tonnes of pain and hurt he was experiencing can be seen from just that small little act.. ^_^ Yay~ way to go.. hope this will maintain the mometum (lol) of mediacorp buyin more hong kong shows.. =) Oh ya, i wonder why got some ppl wrote in requesting for mediacorp to show da mao xian jia.. lolx.. i tot it's already showing on channel 8 le? in fact, nearing the end le.. lol.. @ 4:27 PM
Chemistry Practical Test wad a disastrous day.. lolx.. ok, not so kua zhang la.. =) at least it allowed me to escape from IMRE for 2 days.. Anw, today was such a coincidence.. i met my 5-yr-nv-see council senior in NUS today.. =) We were like so shocked lorx.. I still rmb when i was first inducted in sec 1, she and another senior made me feel very at ease during the camp, when all of us were stil "fresh in the troop".. I think she should be stuyding medicine ba, cause i saw the first word on top of her notes.. "Pronounced dead". lolx. din ask her about it though, cause after all 5 yrs nv meet le, a bit shen1 shu2.. And i realised that mayeb some are right.. NUS isn't as big as what i tot too.. at least i made it safely to the S5 building by myself. This time nv get lost.. lolx.. Anw, arrived too early, so i slept for like 30mins on the bench lorx.. =) Then the moment i entered and saw the apparatus list.. I was like "hmm, wad are those??" lolx. then i dunno what to collect cause the names are never-seen-before de.. so i just see what others take and i follow suit.. lol.. Worst thing is that i dunno how to assemble the apparatus. luckily there was only a transparent glass separating the oppo fume hood, so i just watch how others do and i followed suit -- again.. Then there was this once i was so paiseh la.. I came back to "my" fume hood after collecting some apparatus. then i was like, huh? i collected al these already meh? then in my mind i was thinking that the teachers tehre so nice, help me collect le.. Then suddenly got this person behind me. and i realised i overshot.. my seat is b4, not b3.. so i was at another person's fume hood.. -_-" Then i really very blur how to use the apparatus lorx.. luckily got one staff just beside me, who gave me some assistance along the way.. nice person la.. =) But quite ironically, i found organic synthesis more fun and manageable as compared to QA.. Though some of my crystal yields were wasted since i had to do filtration twice.. sigh.. I was that unfortunate to use this equipment that i nv see before.. so i din even know that it's spoilt, since i nv see how it looks like when it's working.. in the end gotta restart that process.. lolx.. Then during QA, they gave quite small bottles of sample. something like those we see on the news during SARS period etc.. And we cannot get refill. so must shen3.. but i was that unfortunate to spill 2 bottles.. i was like oops.. and managed to salvage a bit.. lolx. so much for using so little sample at a time.. Anw, i did the testing until i really impatient le.. so i just anyhow tikam the identity of the sample lorx.. though later i did some identification test, and some of my guesses were confirmed wrong.. but lazy to redo everything la.. =X quite a nice experience.. though at that moment i was really getting quite bu4 nai4 fan2.. lolx.. Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 8:32 PM
A day's update Sigh.. last episode of HDB tai tai has just ended.. it has been a while since i last saw such a nice local variety show introducing things like food, places to shop etc.. =X And the two tai tai so funny lorx.. =) they show rather good pei4 he2.. I think ever since cheng ren zha zhi ended, such good show has become a rarity le.. but nvm, next week is the zhi zun chu wang.. hopefully it'd be nice.. Gtg watch MDWAV 1 video now.. hee.. Just watched a particular scene in MDWAV 3 many many times.. the CD had 70min, but i just can't help but to replay that particular 3min over and over again.. The moment when Xiao Ling was about to bite Jian Tou. The moment when Chong Sheng was played on Da Long's guitar. The moment when Tian You finally revealed himself to everyone.. I think i'm gonna watch that scene again later.. ah.. Now that I have MDWAV 1 video and MDWAV 3 VCD, the only thing missing is MDWAV 2.. which is actually my favourite series in the triology.. but sigh.. Checked out TS laser Bedok outlet recently.. Only left MDWAV 3.. sigh.. NO more MDWAV 2 VCD.. Haix.. nvm, I believe that if i believe, i'll see MDWAV 2 someday.. I'm sure Jurong TS will sell it.. Actually Giant Bedok do sell, but it's another version.. Not the HK ATV version i'm looking for.. sigh.. Come to think of it.. sigh.. today "kai shi dong de" kept ringing in my head.. Really kinda sad that Her Ching is out of superstar competition lorx.. I was pretty impressed by her voice during audition. And i think i kinda know what went wrong. heard on radio the song today. Realised it's Steph Sun's song ( or someone who sounds like her ).. and i think Her ching was trynig to make that bi qiang that day. which made her voice tight.. =X Ok, better jump right back to my MDWAV 1 video.. ^_^ Monday, December 04, 2006 @ 6:24 PM
MDWAV forever just wondering what my life would be without MDWAV.. The way i think, the way i behave.. Would anything change? Just a quote from the show itself.. "It doesn't matter whether you can turn back time. Because your inherent character is there. Given the same conditions and situation, you'd still do the same old thing at that particular time. No matter how much you wished things would have changed." But still, it is a show that has influenced me greatly.. bringing me more insights into life.. Of how sadness can be within happiness; and happiness can be found within nothingness.. As i read one of the post in the forum.. It saddens me.. Of how the trilogy has come to the end, with the finale being tian ya chuan shuo book.. BUt the spirit lives on forever.. Some things in life are always there, but we never do treasure them. Some things in life are here to stay, but we do not derive true happiness from them. Others pass by your life for a split second, but you know, that something has made such a great impact on your life, that you will never ever forget in your lifetime.. Heard that some Singapore fans have pooled their resources together to come out with a book following Tian Ya Chuan Shuo.. Hopefully they do succeed.. Then i can buy the book.. after all, the author is in Singapore this time.. And i'm so happy.. i found another means of getting MDWAV video, other than YouTube, which has too little resource.. Sunday, December 03, 2006 @ 6:42 PM
Vampire craze MDWAV Song. MDWAV Music. MDWAV pictures. MDWAV show. MDWAV news. MDWAV forum. MDWAV summary. MDWAV actors. MDWAV actresses.. Feeling the same old good feeling.. Where the universe is only but me engrossed in my own world.. Where I'm surrounded by things that make me so bewildered in the vastness of the universe.. Living the best moments of my life.. Once again.. Nothing really matters anymore.. @ 5:17 PM
MDWAV craze coming back. muahha.. wad an eventful day it is today!! ^_^ first, wake up and watch superstar retelecast.. esp the results show.. sigh.. but kinda sad to see ppl whom i support kanna kicked out. sigh.. Then later watched MDWAV over lunch.. wahaha.. located one of the best few episodes.. 25 and 26 on disc 17. got one funny one at episode 5 and 6.. Then after lunch.. wahahha.. online searching for MDWAV stuff.. can't imagine it man.. during this period of time when my com was down, so many things have been updated.. even singapore's fan club forum is like so so updated.. see until my eyes also giddy le.. haha.. but i will still continue to read on and save the photos.. found lotsa new websites on Eric too.. wahahha.. in the past, i spent around 1 yr searching, only to find a few.. but now, with the correct links, i'm opening up to more and more of his websites.. so exciting.. Hee.. heard that he has been chosen to be the spokesperson for a brand because of the positive image that he portrays.. the good good man.. =) then got another report saying that he's gonna change his bad temper.. hee.. Oh ya, i signed up at Singapore's MDWAV fan club too.. =) Hmmm. their forum i mean.. hee hee.. and maybe signing up for MDWAV email account later on ba.. tried to sign up just now, but the activation key went wrong.. sobx.. =X It's such a super duper exciting day.. sad thing is that i still cannot find the usb driver.. then alot of MDWAV stuff is inside the thumbdrive.. haha.. but nvm.. they're always present on the net for me to see!! just that i spent few months sifting out the really nice ones.. And i think i kinda understood the time paradox involved in Tianya's time travel.. after spending many days trying to understand.. told myself to really focus for that 1hr, and i think i semi-understand Tian Ya's disappearance and Dizang's plot.. wahaha.. ALso, i just found out that wusiaobo ( one of the most knowledgable person about MDWAV ) is a Singaporean! yay~~ means ther's quite a no. of die-hard fans out there.. maybe one fine day i might just know them.. or maybe i already know them le, but dunno they're MDWAV fans!! wahahha.. But there's one rather sad news that i discovered.. that MDWAV lost the ATV 40th anniversay remaking status.. Ranked 3rd.. wonder wad happened.. the last time i went, it was leading by quite a large margin.. in the end, e4 yu2 lei4 ( crocodile's tears ) became the most voted show taht will be refilmed by ATV.. sigh.. oh wells.. i researched further and found out that it's a popular show in the 70s, so maybe that's why it won MDWAV, which clinched 3rd finally ( only 10+ votes away from the 2nd place.. =X ) ON a happier note, the remaked show will feature Kenneth Chan and Chen Bao Yuan.. wahaha.. Which are wan yan bu po and DIzang wang respectively.. so ok la.. =) And also, maybe what some fans said are true.. what MDWAV need isn't a makeover, with new actors/actresses taking over the current ones.. But a sequal MDWAV 4 to continue the legacy.. =) in some sense, i'm glad that it din win after all.. cause if it did, some other ppl would have acted as Kuang Tian you and Ma Xiao Ling.. and i can't really imagine this happening.. Things happen for a reason, so take it in our stride.. But actually i did try voting for MDWAV once before.. but i'm not a Hong Kong citizen, so i didn't have the identification no... sad isn't it? =X Right, spent too much time blogging le ( trust me, a blogger addict to say this.. ) haha.. need to get back to looking thru the MDWAV stuff that i found.. wahahha.. Believe and it can be, don't believe and it can't be! Never give up, and miracles will come along! Saturday, December 02, 2006 @ 2:31 PM
Today's events Today went back to school for LEO meeting.. actually it's just a short meeting regarding Dec camp.. luckily not stay-over camp.. otherwise will miss so many shows.. *cries*.. though 2nd day most prob missing lots of show since the camp ends late.. Also tehre seems to be some TMS gathering at nite too.. Wahaha.. so shiok siah when i came on.. just switched on computer and surfed net till now.. So many things to surf.. handphone models. Internet services. spectacles design. and most importantly, i found alot more thigns on MDWAV.. don't need to be scared holiday nothing to do le!! yeah!! Feels weird to be so free suddenly.. but of course it's enjoyable.. mayeb cause i was too caught up with my attachment for the past few days.. haha.. sad thing is that games can't really work with my com now.. just hangs everytime i try to play.. =X Anw, new show bai wan bao is comin up next.. i anticipate it to be a nice and funny show.. =) 1 year ++ ago..memories.. @ 1:51 PM
Existence within non-existence Existence in the world of non-existence.. Just a sudden thought.. That in life, we shouldn't look out for things that are present. Instead, it is the things that are not there that make up bits and pieces of our life.. Sometimes it is because things are not there, that we learn to treasure them even more.. Sometimes it is when things are being said/done, that they are not true.. To be there is not to be there; not to be there is evidence of being there.. Now i do see some light behind some paradox statements.. eg. kong ji shi se, se ji shi kong.. Reality is but a facade that hides the inner virtual world of true existence.. @ 1:32 PM
Tian Wai Fei Xian Lines "Pain is another form of happiness.. Happiness and pain are evidences of our existence.. We should hold on to our memories, just like how we hold on to our life.." Can't rmb the exact phrasing le.. sigh.. but these are some lines that caught my attention in Tian wai fei xian.. seems like i still prefer the fu zi character to Dong Yong and XiaoQi after all.. just like in xian jian.. Anw.. i'd search for the clips with this scene again before i move on to comment on anything ba.. @ 1:17 PM
MDWAv craze ok, intended to come home to blog on some inspirations from tian wai fei xian.. but now i'm so excited!!! cause yest nite i found even more websites about MDWAV.. and most importantly, Eric's fan website.. it has been a year and i finally found it! yay!! all those i found previously thru search engine not updated le.. and finally i found a updated one!! the worst thing is that it's not featured thru search engine, must read thru al the forums slowly to find the link eventually.. so happy.. and i realised one of the website has been revamped.. and.. the there's songs there!! yay!! MDWAV songs.. although i have some.. but well, it's in CD and my com reformat le, so i lazy to rip into com.. now can listen online.. so v. happy!! wahahha.. maybe i'd try to "coop" the html code and put on my blog.. @ 1:17 PM
MDWAC craze ok, intended to come home to blog on some inspirations from tian wai fei xian.. but now i'm so excited!!! cause yest nite i found even more websites about MDWAV.. and most importantly, Eric's fan website.. it has been a year and i finally found it! yay!! all those i found previously thru search engine not updated le.. and finally i found a updated one!! the worst thing is that it's not featured thru search engine, must read thru al the forums slowly to find the link eventually.. so happy.. and i realised one of the website has been revamped.. and.. the there's songs there!! yay!! MDWAV songs.. although i have some.. but well, it's in CD and my com reformat le, so i lazy to rip into com.. now can listen online.. so v. happy!! wahahha.. maybe i'd try to "coop" the html code and put on my blog.. Friday, December 01, 2006 @ 6:58 PM
Food in NUS Wahaha.. after spending quite a no of days at NUS, i have done "in depth research" on the food available there.. Firstly.. The biggest advise of all. Never eat at Business canteen. the food there is =(.. In fact, one of the days i ate there, i had stomachache.. dunno wad is the cause, but still, the yin ying is still there.. never never eat there.. Lack of choice and food is bad.. =X Went on the search for the legendary "The Deck" canteen, which is rumoured to be the best in NUS.. Upon reaching.. We saw.. * * * That it was.. closed.. later we found out that either they're closign down for good, or it's undergoing renovation.. sad isn't it? But the top of my list would be "techno Edge", the enginnering canteen.. And the best stall would be Techno Edge Western.. Bravo and cheap, their food.. Their pasta is wow! tried their baked seafood pasta.. at just $2.20! worth it.. Must buy! And the highlights of the stall must be their.. Hotplate! with teriyaki chicken adn spaghetti with mushroom soup/garlic rice/fries.. Tried it today.. The chicken is perfectly done and well-marinated.. wow! and the spaghetti. wad else can i say.. it blends with the sauce so well.. wow! Then we tried the science faculty food too.. not bad.. =) quite a variety.. but i only tried once though. still, that one expereince was a good one.. i ordered Claypot Yee Mee.. not bad.. lots of ingredients.. and the soup is bravo! just that the noodle seemed overcooked.. too soggy.. =( Oh ya, another canteen must be the PGP. food not bad. when i first went there, i was spoilt for choices. so i ordered chicken teriyaki jap.. nice ncie.. but the second time i went there, i realised there wasn't that much choice.. As in too much choice that you can't choose.. But anw, food is nice.. and it's the only canteen that you don't have to return your trays after you eat.. lolx.. =) Post-graduate do get privileges, don't they? Anw, that's all for today.. wil be exploring more of the NUS food.. Till then~~ @ 6:26 PM
interesting events @ Imre Some interesting happenings during attachment.. #1: The missing door Went to the toilet.. BUt the door is situated in a weird manner, such taht when you are facing the front, it is not directly in front of you. Instead, it is to the left of you. So i walked.. up to the wall.. and exclaimed.. "the door went missing?!?!" Then the other girl under the same attachment with me and i kept laughing la.. #2: The violent vodoo doll i was supp to take photos of samples and machine with my handphone.. Then Dr Raj took over and found the keychain i had, which was a vodoo doll, quite troublesome. so he held in his hands. Who knows, he only held onto the string properly and at one point of time, the doll came flying down and kicked one of the sample away from the machine.. so zhun la.. The sample is such a tiny piece of thing.. Then he was so shocked.. He took the doll up and stared at it with a weird expression ( can only see eyes though.. ) I bet he must be so shocked. Firstly, it's a vodoo doll ( associated with curse ) next, the eyes of my vodoo doll got hearts. and it is holding to a heart. lolx.. It's like, it's so happy that it kicked away the sample.. lolx.. #3: The wrong door We were trying to get out of the "dunno where" with alot of labs. Actually the main exit door is round another corner. but we passed by one lab along the way. then dr raj for dunno wad reason suddenly took his card and scanned this characterstic lab's access port.. And then he went like alamak.. haha.. me and janice kept laughing la.. wahahha.. It's like he a bit blur but still act calm like nothing happened at all.. lol.. #4: Weird things a mentor does/says We were supp to do cross sectional viewing of sample today.. And Dr raj got so carried away by the idea of cutting the sample, that he keeps performing karate stunts.. lolx.. not so kua zhang la, just that his hand kept chopping in mid-air.. And then.. he likes to talk to himself.. Whenever somethign is successful, he'd say "yes!" to the sample or machine.. Then ther was this time.. This machine kept failing to work as vacuum cannot be achieved. so.. after many tried, he suddenly exclaimed ( and it's really very loud ).. can't really hear what he said, but it;s like "COME ON! GO!".. And when designing the poster layout.. HE typed .... "pf" when it's supp to be "of".. so we were laughing like mad when i was trying to say the whole sentence out while pronouncing the word the wrong way.. then he was like "what's wrong?" so i repeated the sentence again.. ANd he din realise it. so i went "pf"! and finally he saw the mistake.. #5: The funny combination Dr raj calls one of my teammate lim. and the other her christian name, janice.. So he was designing the poster and he typed.. Mr Lim, Janice.. lolx!! And he changed to Lim adn Janice later on.. which actually isn't the name of the person named LIm.. lolx.. So i suggested to the other 2 to have Janice Lim Yan Shan.. lolx.. We were lauhing like mad la.. And of course ther were many many funny things that happened, but can't rmb offhand.. lolx.. we spent like msot of our time giggling to ourselves when Dr Raj is tehre, and laughing out loud when he leaves lorx.. wahahah.. @ 6:20 PM
Attachment Phew.. Attachment nearing its end already. In fact, to me, it has ended.. Today Dr Raj told us that basically, we have finished al that needs to be done, so no more cleanroom for us. From now onwards, it's mainly literature work. (yay!) Now, i'm quite glad i chose this project, and that i'm working for Dr Raj. Cause his main purpose is just for us to understand what's going on, but not for us to actually come out with some results.. Anw, no more lab work = good news.. And i have an even better news.. I don't need to do a report at all for submisison!! whereas the other two have poster plus presentation.. haha.. all i need to do is to submit a student apraisal form! wahhaa.. which doens't really matter to me, cause i dun think i'm gonna work for A*star in the future, and so it doesn't matter how bad the comments i'd get.. =) But on the other hand, to fil in the gaps for the attachment duration, Dr Raj did instruct us to do a report. Not more than 10 pages. =) I don't mind this.. not much pressure or anything. And it'd serve as a solid piece of evidence that i've been thru this kinda research thingy in my life b4.. ( and realise how boring things can get ) It's nearing the end.. but somehow, i don't feel as sad as my previous experience with TP.. Maybe cause i really din like the idea of working in the lab.. Whereas previously, it's just in the greenhouse, alongside with the plants.. @ 6:17 PM
Sad.. Dunno why.. I'm still feeling extremely disturbed by the fact that Her Ching is out of Superstar.. And in this state of shock that LingYi out.. Anw.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GiAVPRelkX8 And.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJjojxH3Lv4 |
A cool pose.. a bit like Jet Li from far..
An exploded hairdo? reminds me of someone, though can't relaly recall who.. =X
On his usual shopping days?