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Monday, September 26, 2011 @ 12:08 AM
Bye Recess Week Where did my recess week go? School's starting again, the sem's coming to an end real soon. Treasure every single day of school life left. Find back the joy of schooling before it ends. Haven't really met major setbacks in life, maybe it is really a form of training that makes one stronger. If it does come, do not ignore it or escape from it by coming up with excuses. Take it for what it is, and who knows, with adversity comes opportunity. Wednesday, September 21, 2011 @ 10:22 PM
Keep Going I realise as the days go by... I'm thinking more and more, Yet talking less and less. Withdrawing my thoughts to myself Till the point I no longer know how to process my thoughts. At last, I'm getting more and more confused. No longer knowing what I am doing or what I want. Or maybe I do, but I can always find a million and one reasons to move tangentially away from what I want. Getting more and more skeptical to the extent of being cynical, No longer able to trust anything or anyone, Including myself. Told myself many times not to think so much, And maybe I haven't being through rough times. But I just can't seem to slap myself out of such thoughts. Seeking more and more for others' affirmation, When sometimes, others are just compelled to comment the way I've structured the entire question to be. Do I really want to listen to the things I want by virtue of the way I continually probe in a certain direction? Do I really want to hear the truth if I claim that way (actually I do, but am I truly receptive to it?) If everything remains status quo, why do I still insist on hearing those things then? Alas, words mean nothing after all. Some might say things to crush you so why ask in the first place? Friends might withhold things to protect your feelings so why ask in the first place? At the end of the day, if there's anything truly troubling, true friends will step into the picture to drop a prompt reminder - it need not be asked. Most of other times, it's just me myself thinking and messing around with my own mind. A comedy I watched recently had this scene, A lady needed to cure of some psychological problem and to every problem she said, The psychatrist only had one comment, STOP IT! Yes, it's just a comedy but probably that's what I need. A big shoutout to my mind - stop it! It's time to refresh myself mentally on a new note. I can't be defeated by myself. As Nike motto goes, Just do it! It has been a year or so since I last said this, But keep the positivity going! Refind the joy in doing the things that I've always liked to do, Don't complain, don't lament. Just face everything positively. And importantly, with confidence. Fight on! Keep Going! :) @ 9:55 PM
让歌说话 林俊傑 愛笑的眼睛 或许 离开你我才发现自己爱笑的眼睛 再见到你 我一定让自己 假装很坚定 这爱的城市虽然拥挤 如果真的遇见你 你不必讶翼 我的笑她无法代替 林俊傑－害怕 我的爱是说停不能停 已经浓的不能说是曾经 也可说出我是错的 爱未曾变成真的 也没谈到多少你需要的爱 我不再去执着我是谁 或是我在夜里掉的眼泪 也可说我看不开的 为你我能做的 竟还没让你相信是爱情 左右你我 李圣杰 - 重来 现在我只想回到最初的时候 李聖傑 - 很想說 在我眼里你永远最美 连你一个微笑也都会让我醉 你所谓的幸福我想给 以为手不放开就是痴心绝对 太愚昧 难道 笑容没了 距离有了 快乐也走了 还是真心死了彼此不信任了终於懂了 真的 很想说有你是幸福的 很想说我的心是你的 很想说你真的误解了 很想说你真的忘记了 很想说会好好疼你的 很想说爱你是自由的 很想说你是否听见了 很想说你真的忘记了 李聖傑-原諒我沒有說 终于再见变成了谎言 原谅我没有说 Sunday, September 04, 2011 @ 1:18 AM
Looking back... Found some time to loiter around my neighbourhood by myself today. The highlight is that I bought ice-cream cone with mixed flavour from the old couple whom I used to buy from on a weekly basis when I was younger. Many things have changed, but some things do not. Flipping through some chem eng notes few moments back. I recall those times when I was enjoying the learning process - it was tough no doubt, but really fulfilling. At this stage, there's nothing new to be learnt. Rather the focus is on the consolidation of past knowledge and applying them appropriately. That's exciting too especially in dealing with open-ended questions filled with uncertainties. Still, I can't help but to miss the past 2 years of hard core chem eng-ing. Not a usual comment among peers though heh. So it's really the final year... Eternal Flame - Human Nature |